Eszter990 🧼💀
@eszter990.bsky.social
30+ she/her
🧼💀 SoapGhost made me write again
✒️Eszter990 on AO3: https://archiveofourown.org/users/Eszter990/profile
Avid reader and writer of stories about men falling in love
MDNI 🚫
🧼💀 SoapGhost made me write again
✒️Eszter990 on AO3: https://archiveofourown.org/users/Eszter990/profile
Avid reader and writer of stories about men falling in love
MDNI 🚫
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Just so we’re clear; if you use gen AI for your writing at all then I don’t care what themes the work contains or what point you are trying to make. Using gen AI tells me that you fundamentally cannot engage with or create art in any meaningful way and nothing you have to say to me has any value.
November 30, 2025 at 10:51 AM
Just so we’re clear; if you use gen AI for your writing at all then I don’t care what themes the work contains or what point you are trying to make. Using gen AI tells me that you fundamentally cannot engage with or create art in any meaningful way and nothing you have to say to me has any value.
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November 27, 2025 at 9:41 AM
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i don't want to have to second guess if every image is ai!! i don't want to edit with ai!! i don't wait to generate anything!!!! i don't want to talk to an ai chatbot!!! go away omg
November 27, 2025 at 3:41 PM
i don't want to have to second guess if every image is ai!! i don't want to edit with ai!! i don't wait to generate anything!!!! i don't want to talk to an ai chatbot!!! go away omg
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do we all agree that Soap is a size queen
November 27, 2025 at 1:33 PM
do we all agree that Soap is a size queen
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November 26, 2025 at 6:49 PM
I haven't shared a WIP for a while now and I can't today either, but I am working on 3 separate #Ghoap fics and am excited to share it with you soon-ish 😊💙
November 26, 2025 at 5:40 PM
I haven't shared a WIP for a while now and I can't today either, but I am working on 3 separate #Ghoap fics and am excited to share it with you soon-ish 😊💙
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Be Warm By Your Sun snippet on this fine Tuesday evening?
November 25, 2025 at 8:35 PM
Be Warm By Your Sun snippet on this fine Tuesday evening?
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bringing this back so you can all look at my tragically beautiful boy again 🫶
November 24, 2025 at 2:20 PM
bringing this back so you can all look at my tragically beautiful boy again 🫶
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Soap's revelation goes something like Ghost comes back from a solo op and Soap asks him of any injuries as he walks him to his room, and Ghost just huffs a smile and says, "you tell me, Johnny" and Soap stops in his tracks.
It's not that he didn't know. Or, well...
It's not that he didn't know. Or, well...
#ghoap soulmates AU where soulmates feel each other's pain (cw for mention of child abuse)
Going with the abusive household backstory for Ghost, this means Soap had seemingly unexplained pains fairly common when growing up, which his family figured out must be from him having a soulmate.
Going with the abusive household backstory for Ghost, this means Soap had seemingly unexplained pains fairly common when growing up, which his family figured out must be from him having a soulmate.
November 24, 2025 at 3:19 PM
Soap's revelation goes something like Ghost comes back from a solo op and Soap asks him of any injuries as he walks him to his room, and Ghost just huffs a smile and says, "you tell me, Johnny" and Soap stops in his tracks.
It's not that he didn't know. Or, well...
It's not that he didn't know. Or, well...
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Second and final day of DCC ✨
Hope to see you there!
Hope to see you there!
November 23, 2025 at 8:38 AM
Second and final day of DCC ✨
Hope to see you there!
Hope to see you there!
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Day 1, here we go! V23 in the dealer hall 🙌🏼
November 22, 2025 at 9:32 AM
Day 1, here we go! V23 in the dealer hall 🙌🏼
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🚨⚠️WARNING TO NSFW ARTISTS⚠️🚨
Paypal is once again trying to trap and harm NSFW artists and their customers.
If you get this, do NOT use it.
DO NOT GIVE REVIEWS.
Paypal is looking for any excuse to lock your account and keep the money you have saved up.
Paypal is once again trying to trap and harm NSFW artists and their customers.
If you get this, do NOT use it.
DO NOT GIVE REVIEWS.
Paypal is looking for any excuse to lock your account and keep the money you have saved up.
November 20, 2025 at 9:39 PM
🚨⚠️WARNING TO NSFW ARTISTS⚠️🚨
Paypal is once again trying to trap and harm NSFW artists and their customers.
If you get this, do NOT use it.
DO NOT GIVE REVIEWS.
Paypal is looking for any excuse to lock your account and keep the money you have saved up.
Paypal is once again trying to trap and harm NSFW artists and their customers.
If you get this, do NOT use it.
DO NOT GIVE REVIEWS.
Paypal is looking for any excuse to lock your account and keep the money you have saved up.
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November 22, 2025 at 6:42 AM
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I need MacTavish nonchalantly doing work at his desk while Riley is desperately bouncing on it like he'll die if he doesn't come soon, refusing to touch him even as Riley whines and begs, making the brunette do all the work to get himself off
November 20, 2025 at 2:09 PM
I need MacTavish nonchalantly doing work at his desk while Riley is desperately bouncing on it like he'll die if he doesn't come soon, refusing to touch him even as Riley whines and begs, making the brunette do all the work to get himself off
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making up usernames might be worse than picking a title but have a very rough teaser for sadist!soap and phoenix!ghost (((:
// cw implied mcd, suicidal thoughts/ideation
// cw implied mcd, suicidal thoughts/ideation
![Ghost_inWaiting: I want to die. I can't do it myself - I've tried, and I pull through every time. I need someone who can do this for me. Someone who makes sure I don't make it. I'm willing to sign anything, put it all into writing, and give explicit consent in advance. I want this. Please, let me die.
SoapEater: Are you willing to suffer?
Ghost_inWaiting: Whatever you want. As long as it ends. Are you willing to kill me?
SoapEater: And more.
Ghost_inWaiting: It's a date.
[THREAD HAS BEEN CLOSED BY A MODERATOR]](https://cdn.bsky.app/img/feed_thumbnail/plain/did:plc:nqaqikbqzr4kozxfqhqt6qxb/bafkreib2nkvvzrt5rn72spoob5tltrb7zkbskjw62gmq647iyki6a5q34u@jpeg)
November 20, 2025 at 7:56 PM
making up usernames might be worse than picking a title but have a very rough teaser for sadist!soap and phoenix!ghost (((:
// cw implied mcd, suicidal thoughts/ideation
// cw implied mcd, suicidal thoughts/ideation
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New chapter of During the Midnight Hour is out. Apologies for the late post.
archiveofourown.org/works/603816...
#givemethetimeofday #ghoap #ghostsoap #soapghost #topsoap #bottomghost
archiveofourown.org/works/603816...
#givemethetimeofday #ghoap #ghostsoap #soapghost #topsoap #bottomghost
November 19, 2025 at 10:05 PM
New chapter of During the Midnight Hour is out. Apologies for the late post.
archiveofourown.org/works/603816...
#givemethetimeofday #ghoap #ghostsoap #soapghost #topsoap #bottomghost
archiveofourown.org/works/603816...
#givemethetimeofday #ghoap #ghostsoap #soapghost #topsoap #bottomghost
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Ghost gives him the most toe curling head one time and Soap gets this done.
And yes, it works..
And yes, it works..
November 20, 2025 at 6:15 AM
Ghost gives him the most toe curling head one time and Soap gets this done.
And yes, it works..
And yes, it works..
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Good day!! Beach day with baby
November 20, 2025 at 12:01 PM
Good day!! Beach day with baby
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how i imagine the alone mission went for ghost. he would LOVE to choose the other dialogue choices but he has to keep his mysterious aura intact
#ghoap #ghostsoap #ghostxsoap
#ghoap #ghostsoap #ghostxsoap
November 20, 2025 at 5:43 AM
how i imagine the alone mission went for ghost. he would LOVE to choose the other dialogue choices but he has to keep his mysterious aura intact
#ghoap #ghostsoap #ghostxsoap
#ghoap #ghostsoap #ghostxsoap
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WIP Wednesday for my #ghoap Christmas fic, coming to you in December. It's a canon-adjacent, getting-together fic, and I'm sure you're all surprised because I've obviously *never* done one of those before... ahem...
November 19, 2025 at 10:49 PM
WIP Wednesday for my #ghoap Christmas fic, coming to you in December. It's a canon-adjacent, getting-together fic, and I'm sure you're all surprised because I've obviously *never* done one of those before... ahem...
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I had the absolute pleasure to contribute artwork to the #SoapJournalZine. Paired with @002405.bsky.social be sure to check out his work reveal dropping Thursday!
Corny stuff under the cut. 🩶
Corny stuff under the cut. 🩶
November 18, 2025 at 10:02 PM
I had the absolute pleasure to contribute artwork to the #SoapJournalZine. Paired with @002405.bsky.social be sure to check out his work reveal dropping Thursday!
Corny stuff under the cut. 🩶
Corny stuff under the cut. 🩶