Cai K 𓄿 𝖈𝖔𝖜𝖇𝖔𝖞 𝖈𝖔𝖗𝖛𝖎𝖉.𝖞𝖊𝖊𝖈𝖆𝖜.
@estelofimladris.bsky.social
he/they/she. 🏳️🌈四世. Twitch Affiliate & Pride Guild. Performer. Costumer. Writer. 📸 KP Upadhyayula
🍂 Xainan Esch @transplanarrpg.bsky.social
🏠 Architect @tendervicious.com
⛵ Aerlind @calltoadventure.bsky.social
estelofimladris.carrd.co | [email protected]
🍂 Xainan Esch @transplanarrpg.bsky.social
🏠 Architect @tendervicious.com
⛵ Aerlind @calltoadventure.bsky.social
estelofimladris.carrd.co | [email protected]
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![A promo image encompassing many aspects of Cai, aka Estelofimladris. The graphic includes a headshot of Cai, a mixed-Japanese/European nonbinary person wearing a waistcoat and tie. There are slashed-in images of artwork of a large arcane rune in gold, a photo of the back of a dress's train with falling ribbons of red, white and blue, artwork of the map of Nemus from The Party and The Lore Brewery's Far, Far away, a photo of Cai as Xainan in TransplanarRPG and artwork of Nix from The Lore Brewery's Far, Far Away. The text reads: "Cai K. he/they/she. estelofimladris.carrd.co. Designer. Performer. Artist. Researcher. Costumer. Projects include: [Logos of TransplanarRPG, The Party, Darrington Press & HappyJacks RPG Network.] @Estelofimladris."](https://cdn.bsky.app/img/feed_thumbnail/plain/did:plc:ludpiy75etccn724j4skokev/bafkreigr2rtgeal6yxftatix52mh63qc2hcc2shzb54vfrhqnqyyp27joa@jpeg)
My name is Cai (he/they/she). I am a storyteller.
I am a mixed-Japanese/European American nonbinary performer, designer, consultant & costumer.
Find me places like @transplanarrpg.bsky.social telling queer stories of tragedy & hope.
𝕃𝕖𝕥'𝕤 𝕥𝕖𝕝𝕝 𝕒 𝕤𝕥𝕠𝕣𝕪 𝕥𝕠𝕘𝕖𝕥𝕙𝕖𝕣...
estelofimladris.carrd.co
I am a mixed-Japanese/European American nonbinary performer, designer, consultant & costumer.
Find me places like @transplanarrpg.bsky.social telling queer stories of tragedy & hope.
𝕃𝕖𝕥'𝕤 𝕥𝕖𝕝𝕝 𝕒 𝕤𝕥𝕠𝕣𝕪 𝕥𝕠𝕘𝕖𝕥𝕙𝕖𝕣...
estelofimladris.carrd.co
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It feels really performative at this point, but a reminder that it’s National Day of Mourning for Native folks
Relatedly, thousands of Native women are still disappearing and agencies are doing fuck all about it
Learn more here:
www.niwrc.org/mmiwr-awaren...
And here:
notournativedaughters.org
Relatedly, thousands of Native women are still disappearing and agencies are doing fuck all about it
Learn more here:
www.niwrc.org/mmiwr-awaren...
And here:
notournativedaughters.org
Missing and Murdered Indigenous Women and Relatives (MMIWR) | NIWRC
www.niwrc.org
November 27, 2025 at 11:39 PM
It feels really performative at this point, but a reminder that it’s National Day of Mourning for Native folks
Relatedly, thousands of Native women are still disappearing and agencies are doing fuck all about it
Learn more here:
www.niwrc.org/mmiwr-awaren...
And here:
notournativedaughters.org
Relatedly, thousands of Native women are still disappearing and agencies are doing fuck all about it
Learn more here:
www.niwrc.org/mmiwr-awaren...
And here:
notournativedaughters.org
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psst... don't tell anyone because our sale doesn't start until tomorrow... but there are some cool new products on the transplanar merch store 😇
Transplanar Merch Store
The one stop shop for your favorite Transplanar RPG merch. We're not just making nerdy TTRPG clothes; we're making euphoric, celebratory designs!
transplanarrpg.shop
November 28, 2025 at 3:16 AM
psst... don't tell anyone because our sale doesn't start until tomorrow... but there are some cool new products on the transplanar merch store 😇
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SCMP has a list of charities and organizations accepting donations to support the people affected by the Tai Po fire, including GovHK's newly established HK$300M fund.
• Beware of fraudsters and use only established charities and organizations
www.scmp.com/news/hong-ko...
• Beware of fraudsters and use only established charities and organizations
www.scmp.com/news/hong-ko...
Want to donate in cash or kind? How to help Hong Kong’s embattled fire victims
Hong Kong community has rallied to support displaced families with organisations establishing collection points for essential supplies.
www.scmp.com
November 28, 2025 at 1:04 AM
SCMP has a list of charities and organizations accepting donations to support the people affected by the Tai Po fire, including GovHK's newly established HK$300M fund.
• Beware of fraudsters and use only established charities and organizations
www.scmp.com/news/hong-ko...
• Beware of fraudsters and use only established charities and organizations
www.scmp.com/news/hong-ko...
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Today, we observe the National Day of Mourning for Native and Indigenous folks in the U.S. We acknowledge and shame the genocide, settler colonialism, white supremacy, and chattel slavery that builds this country.
Learn more at www.uaine.org and support the official livestream!
#NoThanksNoGiving
Learn more at www.uaine.org and support the official livestream!
#NoThanksNoGiving
[LIVE] National Day of Mourning 2025
YouTube video by hate5six
www.youtube.com
November 27, 2025 at 7:49 PM
Today, we observe the National Day of Mourning for Native and Indigenous folks in the U.S. We acknowledge and shame the genocide, settler colonialism, white supremacy, and chattel slavery that builds this country.
Learn more at www.uaine.org and support the official livestream!
#NoThanksNoGiving
Learn more at www.uaine.org and support the official livestream!
#NoThanksNoGiving
With the recovery mission still underway and hundreds of people displaced, you can send help to those affected by Hong Kong's Tai Po fire.
Feeding Hong Kong: feedinghk.org
Hong Kong Red Cross: donation.redcross.org.hk/onlinedonati...
Feeding Hong Kong: feedinghk.org
Hong Kong Red Cross: donation.redcross.org.hk/onlinedonati...
November 27, 2025 at 7:24 PM
With the recovery mission still underway and hundreds of people displaced, you can send help to those affected by Hong Kong's Tai Po fire.
Feeding Hong Kong: feedinghk.org
Hong Kong Red Cross: donation.redcross.org.hk/onlinedonati...
Feeding Hong Kong: feedinghk.org
Hong Kong Red Cross: donation.redcross.org.hk/onlinedonati...
I'm still just wondering what is in store here.
Lumièra... We need you.
Lumièra... We need you.
❌ CHAOS SATURDAY ❌
Time can be altered – to a degree – by those with the discipline, patience, and drive to hone their craft. Of course, chronurgy is not a question of mastery or control; it is a question of mutual respect.
It is a question of love.
⏳
Are you ready to answer, Lumièra?
Time can be altered – to a degree – by those with the discipline, patience, and drive to hone their craft. Of course, chronurgy is not a question of mastery or control; it is a question of mutual respect.
It is a question of love.
⏳
Are you ready to answer, Lumièra?
November 27, 2025 at 6:08 PM
I'm still just wondering what is in store here.
Lumièra... We need you.
Lumièra... We need you.
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try something new without thinking it through?
November 27, 2025 at 2:20 PM
try something new without thinking it through?
My heart goes out to all those affected by the fire in Hong Kong. Truly a terrifying situation.
November 27, 2025 at 8:28 AM
My heart goes out to all those affected by the fire in Hong Kong. Truly a terrifying situation.
Reposted by Cai K 𓄿 𝖈𝖔𝖜𝖇𝖔𝖞 𝖈𝖔𝖗𝖛𝖎𝖉.𝖞𝖊𝖊𝖈𝖆𝖜.
Defending your Thanksgiving with “We don’t use it to celebrate genocide!” isn’t the issue. It’s still poison without a pilgrim hat.
It’s the mindlessness.
It’s the fact you eat a gluttonous meal on our stolen land while our access to food — our salmon, buffalo, corn — remains decimated. (1/3)
It’s the mindlessness.
It’s the fact you eat a gluttonous meal on our stolen land while our access to food — our salmon, buffalo, corn — remains decimated. (1/3)
November 26, 2025 at 3:11 AM
Defending your Thanksgiving with “We don’t use it to celebrate genocide!” isn’t the issue. It’s still poison without a pilgrim hat.
It’s the mindlessness.
It’s the fact you eat a gluttonous meal on our stolen land while our access to food — our salmon, buffalo, corn — remains decimated. (1/3)
It’s the mindlessness.
It’s the fact you eat a gluttonous meal on our stolen land while our access to food — our salmon, buffalo, corn — remains decimated. (1/3)
Reposted by Cai K 𓄿 𝖈𝖔𝖜𝖇𝖔𝖞 𝖈𝖔𝖗𝖛𝖎𝖉.𝖞𝖊𝖊𝖈𝖆𝖜.
NEW!
Rachel Maddow tells the story of one of the most shocking decisions in American history in her new podcast, “Rachel Maddow Presents: Burn Order.”
Listen to the trailer now and follow the series. New episodes drop Mondays.
podcasts.apple.com/me/podcast/r...
Rachel Maddow tells the story of one of the most shocking decisions in American history in her new podcast, “Rachel Maddow Presents: Burn Order.”
Listen to the trailer now and follow the series. New episodes drop Mondays.
podcasts.apple.com/me/podcast/r...
November 24, 2025 at 2:27 PM
NEW!
Rachel Maddow tells the story of one of the most shocking decisions in American history in her new podcast, “Rachel Maddow Presents: Burn Order.”
Listen to the trailer now and follow the series. New episodes drop Mondays.
podcasts.apple.com/me/podcast/r...
Rachel Maddow tells the story of one of the most shocking decisions in American history in her new podcast, “Rachel Maddow Presents: Burn Order.”
Listen to the trailer now and follow the series. New episodes drop Mondays.
podcasts.apple.com/me/podcast/r...
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We are not a monolith.
If you want to make your space more welcoming for Asian Americans and mixed people in general, put me on your panel, talk, podcast, retreats, convention, Actual Play project, or what have you.
If you want to make your space more welcoming for Asian Americans and mixed people in general, put me on your panel, talk, podcast, retreats, convention, Actual Play project, or what have you.
November 26, 2025 at 3:48 PM
We are not a monolith.
If you want to make your space more welcoming for Asian Americans and mixed people in general, put me on your panel, talk, podcast, retreats, convention, Actual Play project, or what have you.
If you want to make your space more welcoming for Asian Americans and mixed people in general, put me on your panel, talk, podcast, retreats, convention, Actual Play project, or what have you.
2015 > 2025
maybe i am a vampire
maybe i am a vampire
November 27, 2025 at 1:56 AM
2015 > 2025
maybe i am a vampire
maybe i am a vampire
Reposted by Cai K 𓄿 𝖈𝖔𝖜𝖇𝖔𝖞 𝖈𝖔𝖗𝖛𝖎𝖉.𝖞𝖊𝖊𝖈𝖆𝖜.
If you’re looking for the perfect nerdy gift on a budget, consider making a custom miniature for yourself or a loved one during Hero Forge’s Black Friday sale! Until Dec 1, physical minis and accessories are 20% off and digital minis are 50% off. Just look that Seir!
SHOP: bit.ly/TransForge ✨
#ad
SHOP: bit.ly/TransForge ✨
#ad
November 27, 2025 at 1:13 AM
If you’re looking for the perfect nerdy gift on a budget, consider making a custom miniature for yourself or a loved one during Hero Forge’s Black Friday sale! Until Dec 1, physical minis and accessories are 20% off and digital minis are 50% off. Just look that Seir!
SHOP: bit.ly/TransForge ✨
#ad
SHOP: bit.ly/TransForge ✨
#ad
Reposted by Cai K 𓄿 𝖈𝖔𝖜𝖇𝖔𝖞 𝖈𝖔𝖗𝖛𝖎𝖉.𝖞𝖊𝖊𝖈𝖆𝖜.
Sea Thomas is truly THE pioneer of dramaturgy and narrative design in Actual Play to me (and notoriously shy about accepting recognition) so I need everyone to give them their flowers!! 🌸
If Sea’s methodologies of dramaturgy have ever impacted you as an artist in any way, sound off below!! 😤
If Sea’s methodologies of dramaturgy have ever impacted you as an artist in any way, sound off below!! 😤
November 26, 2025 at 7:58 PM
Sea Thomas is truly THE pioneer of dramaturgy and narrative design in Actual Play to me (and notoriously shy about accepting recognition) so I need everyone to give them their flowers!! 🌸
If Sea’s methodologies of dramaturgy have ever impacted you as an artist in any way, sound off below!! 😤
If Sea’s methodologies of dramaturgy have ever impacted you as an artist in any way, sound off below!! 😤
Reposted by Cai K 𓄿 𝖈𝖔𝖜𝖇𝖔𝖞 𝖈𝖔𝖗𝖛𝖎𝖉.𝖞𝖊𝖊𝖈𝖆𝖜.
🦃🎮 Creator Day returns this Friday with the start of our Black Friday 2025 Sitewide Sale. For 24 hours we'll waive our free on all transactions. Over 15,000 projects to be on sale from this Friday through December 3rd. More details here itch.io/blog/1124058/creator...
November 26, 2025 at 8:41 PM
🦃🎮 Creator Day returns this Friday with the start of our Black Friday 2025 Sitewide Sale. For 24 hours we'll waive our free on all transactions. Over 15,000 projects to be on sale from this Friday through December 3rd. More details here itch.io/blog/1124058/creator...
Reposted by Cai K 𓄿 𝖈𝖔𝖜𝖇𝖔𝖞 𝖈𝖔𝖗𝖛𝖎𝖉.𝖞𝖊𝖊𝖈𝖆𝖜.
After "Nausicaa", "Princess Mononoke" is also getting a Kabuki stage play (summer 2026).
www.animatetimes.com/news/details...
www.animatetimes.com/news/details...
November 26, 2025 at 11:07 PM
After "Nausicaa", "Princess Mononoke" is also getting a Kabuki stage play (summer 2026).
www.animatetimes.com/news/details...
www.animatetimes.com/news/details...
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My holiday sale is live! Use code URSUSBF25 for 25% off your entire order until Dec. 15th!
www.ursusdice.com
#ffxiv #xivfmn #artisankeycaps #handmadedice #dnd #ttrpg
www.ursusdice.com
#ffxiv #xivfmn #artisankeycaps #handmadedice #dnd #ttrpg
November 26, 2025 at 1:58 AM
My holiday sale is live! Use code URSUSBF25 for 25% off your entire order until Dec. 15th!
www.ursusdice.com
#ffxiv #xivfmn #artisankeycaps #handmadedice #dnd #ttrpg
www.ursusdice.com
#ffxiv #xivfmn #artisankeycaps #handmadedice #dnd #ttrpg
🔴 LIVE NOW 🔴
🎮 GAME NIGHT 🕹️
Join me in an hour for some good clean fun with Powerwash Simulator 2! I'm finishing a big carnival game and then we're on to whatever comes next!
See you there at 1PM PT/4PM ET!
twitch.tv/estelofimladris
Join me in an hour for some good clean fun with Powerwash Simulator 2! I'm finishing a big carnival game and then we're on to whatever comes next!
See you there at 1PM PT/4PM ET!
twitch.tv/estelofimladris
November 26, 2025 at 9:02 PM
🔴 LIVE NOW 🔴
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It's not this platform. It's all of society that hates AI
November 26, 2025 at 6:04 PM
It's not this platform. It's all of society that hates AI
Reposted by Cai K 𓄿 𝖈𝖔𝖜𝖇𝖔𝖞 𝖈𝖔𝖗𝖛𝖎𝖉.𝖞𝖊𝖊𝖈𝖆𝖜.
The end of the line. I love and thank you all for tuning in and engaging with it. But I believe it can reach many more! Stay tuned for some exclusive interviews and some short edits :)
GODKILLER: Qismat Episode 8, subtitled in English, OUT NOW.
youtu.be/4nKdOtFBQ4o
...🧵
GODKILLER: Qismat Episode 8, subtitled in English, OUT NOW.
youtu.be/4nKdOtFBQ4o
...🧵
GODKILLER: Qismat - Episode 8 | हिंदी , 官話 | Multilingual Actual Play production
YouTube video by Amaan HK - Products of Thought
youtu.be
November 26, 2025 at 3:38 PM
The end of the line. I love and thank you all for tuning in and engaging with it. But I believe it can reach many more! Stay tuned for some exclusive interviews and some short edits :)
GODKILLER: Qismat Episode 8, subtitled in English, OUT NOW.
youtu.be/4nKdOtFBQ4o
...🧵
GODKILLER: Qismat Episode 8, subtitled in English, OUT NOW.
youtu.be/4nKdOtFBQ4o
...🧵
🎮 GAME NIGHT 🕹️
Join me in an hour for some good clean fun with Powerwash Simulator 2! I'm finishing a big carnival game and then we're on to whatever comes next!
See you there at 1PM PT/4PM ET!
twitch.tv/estelofimladris
Join me in an hour for some good clean fun with Powerwash Simulator 2! I'm finishing a big carnival game and then we're on to whatever comes next!
See you there at 1PM PT/4PM ET!
twitch.tv/estelofimladris
November 26, 2025 at 7:09 PM
🎮 GAME NIGHT 🕹️
Join me in an hour for some good clean fun with Powerwash Simulator 2! I'm finishing a big carnival game and then we're on to whatever comes next!
See you there at 1PM PT/4PM ET!
twitch.tv/estelofimladris
Join me in an hour for some good clean fun with Powerwash Simulator 2! I'm finishing a big carnival game and then we're on to whatever comes next!
See you there at 1PM PT/4PM ET!
twitch.tv/estelofimladris
Reposted by Cai K 𓄿 𝖈𝖔𝖜𝖇𝖔𝖞 𝖈𝖔𝖗𝖛𝖎𝖉.𝖞𝖊𝖊𝖈𝖆𝖜.
❌ CHAOS SATURDAY ❌
Time can be altered – to a degree – by those with the discipline, patience, and drive to hone their craft. Of course, chronurgy is not a question of mastery or control; it is a question of mutual respect.
It is a question of love.
⏳
Are you ready to answer, Lumièra?
Time can be altered – to a degree – by those with the discipline, patience, and drive to hone their craft. Of course, chronurgy is not a question of mastery or control; it is a question of mutual respect.
It is a question of love.
⏳
Are you ready to answer, Lumièra?
November 26, 2025 at 5:10 PM
❌ CHAOS SATURDAY ❌
Time can be altered – to a degree – by those with the discipline, patience, and drive to hone their craft. Of course, chronurgy is not a question of mastery or control; it is a question of mutual respect.
It is a question of love.
⏳
Are you ready to answer, Lumièra?
Time can be altered – to a degree – by those with the discipline, patience, and drive to hone their craft. Of course, chronurgy is not a question of mastery or control; it is a question of mutual respect.
It is a question of love.
⏳
Are you ready to answer, Lumièra?
Every time I have gaps in performing, I am reminded how much it fuels me.
It's only been a few days (a week to be exact) and I feel like it has been an eternity.
I love performing so much and am endlessly grateful for a medium, collaborators, and fans that enjoy my work.
It's only been a few days (a week to be exact) and I feel like it has been an eternity.
I love performing so much and am endlessly grateful for a medium, collaborators, and fans that enjoy my work.
November 26, 2025 at 6:59 AM
Every time I have gaps in performing, I am reminded how much it fuels me.
It's only been a few days (a week to be exact) and I feel like it has been an eternity.
I love performing so much and am endlessly grateful for a medium, collaborators, and fans that enjoy my work.
It's only been a few days (a week to be exact) and I feel like it has been an eternity.
I love performing so much and am endlessly grateful for a medium, collaborators, and fans that enjoy my work.
9. ruh roh.
9 is high on the list but SO unlucky in Japanese culture.
9 is high on the list but SO unlucky in Japanese culture.
the japanese luck calendar is out, how lucky is your 2026 based on your birthday? 👀
November 26, 2025 at 5:30 AM
9. ruh roh.
9 is high on the list but SO unlucky in Japanese culture.
9 is high on the list but SO unlucky in Japanese culture.
Reposted by Cai K 𓄿 𝖈𝖔𝖜𝖇𝖔𝖞 𝖈𝖔𝖗𝖛𝖎𝖉.𝖞𝖊𝖊𝖈𝖆𝖜.
>// THE GOLDEN ONE LOOMS.
>// THE MOTHER FLICKERS.
>// CURTAINS DRAW.
The finale of Bring Your Own Mech's second season beckons.
🧵 below.
>// THE MOTHER FLICKERS.
>// CURTAINS DRAW.
The finale of Bring Your Own Mech's second season beckons.
🧵 below.
November 25, 2025 at 11:25 PM
>// THE GOLDEN ONE LOOMS.
>// THE MOTHER FLICKERS.
>// CURTAINS DRAW.
The finale of Bring Your Own Mech's second season beckons.
🧵 below.
>// THE MOTHER FLICKERS.
>// CURTAINS DRAW.
The finale of Bring Your Own Mech's second season beckons.
🧵 below.