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eel, i
@eliacugini.bsky.social
media/culture writer, autofiction phd student, public-facing transsexual. he/they
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hello! i'm eli, a UK culture writer (part-time) and contemporary literature PhD student (full-time). i put up this piece on transphobia and zionism in the publishing industry last month:

vashtimedia.com/books-transp...
Against the rise of gender critical non-fiction
A case against the publishing industry's apolitical facade.
vashtimedia.com
but hey at least he was convicted of criminal damage 🙏
November 25, 2025 at 5:01 PM
we live in hell
November 25, 2025 at 5:01 PM
wrote an account of London’s newest gender clinic, TransPlus, and what to expect if you’re referred there
November 19, 2025 at 12:54 PM
i wrote about the current state of transmasc representation in film (ft. a little dive into After the Hunt), and why it is filling me with a certain despair:

www.dazeddigital.com/film-tv/arti...
Where is all the good transmasculine representation?
While a smattering of transmasc characters have appeared in films and TV shows in recent years, much of this representation feels tokenistic and shallow
www.dazeddigital.com
November 19, 2025 at 11:27 AM
i would really love to stop having to cheerily narrativise my own history of transness while sensing the Gun that could be fired at me if i do it wrong
November 11, 2025 at 2:05 PM
very useful having a combined sexual health clinic and GIC. they prescribed me PrEP on the spot
November 11, 2025 at 1:31 PM
just had my first gender clinic appointment after almost 5 years on the list. bit surreal. def backed up the general sense that TransPlus is the best clinic option in the UK alongside Manchester’s Indigo - gonna be writing up an account soon
November 11, 2025 at 1:27 PM
o7
November 5, 2025 at 5:12 PM
@gemma.transwrites.world would you like something for trans writes on this after i go
November 3, 2025 at 1:12 PM
just got offered a gender clinic appointment next week after five years on the list lol
November 3, 2025 at 1:11 PM
she talks about struggling with drugs and mental health and stuff as a teenager and she’s clearly more comfortable reading brianna as a kind of tragic replica of her own struggles. brianna’s supposed phone addiction must be seen as a drug-adjacent thing rather than her needing community
October 25, 2025 at 9:57 AM
i’ve not read her memoir but i’ve read plenty of its supplementary materials and she is simultaneously avoiding being tarred as an abuser/predator (for being complicit in illegal childhood transness) & projecting her own adolescent struggles onto her daughter
October 25, 2025 at 9:52 AM
regrettably this is so unsurprising - ghey has entirely capitulated to the cultural demand that she rewrite brianna as a victim of childhood transness rather than of transphobic murder. she’s betraying her daughter to save her own skin
Esther continually deadnamed Brianna during the call and honestly if you didn't already know what happened, you would have assumed suicide. There was no focus on external dangers or how we could combat them. The focus was purely about the dangers of how 'obsessed with social media' she was.
October 25, 2025 at 9:46 AM
huge!!
October 24, 2025 at 2:17 PM
you don’t need to be connected to the case for saying that someone committed a crime to cause legal problems. but in any case i’m a journalist and avoid any possibilities for libel
August 28, 2025 at 8:21 AM
Very weird thing to say about a child who got home from school after his sibling was murdered and narrowly escaped being murdered himself
August 27, 2025 at 6:44 PM
I think you've mistaken Onyx for a trans woman
August 27, 2025 at 6:39 PM
would note that i've seen a couple of people gesturing to this as an AFAB problem (anti-trans violence against us not getting picked up by media; deadnaming and misgendering in death, etc), but in my experience all trans people are subject to this
August 27, 2025 at 6:22 PM
Yeah it's really fucked - the father has made erratic statements as if he thought it would be better off if he AND his kids were dead in a way that seems to most specifically be about Onyx, given that they were the one who wasn't given any chance of getting away
August 27, 2025 at 5:00 PM
I'm just trying to not impact court proceedings or enter any legal grey areas by accusing someone of a crime they've not been convicted of. All the relevant reporting says that he's confessed in both spoken and written form.
August 27, 2025 at 4:10 PM
very thankful to @ilyarabbit.bsky.social for picking up on this and chasing it up
August 27, 2025 at 1:18 PM
wrote up a quick account of a trans teenager who was murdered by their father [allegedly] and is being treated as a cis woman by all relevant media coverage. hasn't been picked up by queer media even though he wrapped them in a pride flag after killing them

eliacugini.medium.com/onyx-cornish...
Onyx Cornish (2007–2025) was a queer & trans teenager, allegedly murdered by their adoptive father.
Last week, a trans teenager was shot to death in their bedroom in Caldwell, Idaho; their father has allegedly confessed. The case has been…
eliacugini.medium.com
August 27, 2025 at 1:17 PM
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I think Onyx being trans should be salient to this reporting. He deserved so much better, and their memory still does
August 27, 2025 at 12:29 AM
i do not have one of those
August 1, 2025 at 9:45 PM
someone appears to have messaged me, which i cannot access, for Obvious Reasons
August 1, 2025 at 8:56 PM