Dvst
@dvststar.bsky.social
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Former vent user, this place seems cool enough to spam my thoughts for the needed 0-2 likes to get em out my head
I am mostly whiny and occasionally slightly funny and if ur bar is that low, ty for the follow
Former vent user, this place seems cool enough to spam my thoughts for the needed 0-2 likes to get em out my head
I am mostly whiny and occasionally slightly funny and if ur bar is that low, ty for the follow
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Dvst
@dvststar.bsky.social
· Jan 11
"les-bien? what is that, some kinda french thing?"
Thinking bout how my gardener asked to meet in an unusual spot, pulled up real quick and gave me a bunch of bonus shit for free and dipped... What in the schedule 1? Mf turned me into an npc
November 24, 2025 at 3:40 AM
Thinking bout how my gardener asked to meet in an unusual spot, pulled up real quick and gave me a bunch of bonus shit for free and dipped... What in the schedule 1? Mf turned me into an npc
I had 4 gigs booked in a month and now suddenly that constant thing is over and I've not got one for ages ;-; this kinda sucksssss??? I think march is my next 😭😭😭
November 24, 2025 at 1:03 AM
I had 4 gigs booked in a month and now suddenly that constant thing is over and I've not got one for ages ;-; this kinda sucksssss??? I think march is my next 😭😭😭
Me: i feel like my money hasn't rly gone up this month.. do I need to cut back my spending? Subscriptions or smth?
I say after attending 3 gigs in 1 month and still spending the hotel money for the 1 I missed, plus travel and merch and food, ya, course number not bigger??
I say after attending 3 gigs in 1 month and still spending the hotel money for the 1 I missed, plus travel and merch and food, ya, course number not bigger??
November 24, 2025 at 12:56 AM
Me: i feel like my money hasn't rly gone up this month.. do I need to cut back my spending? Subscriptions or smth?
I say after attending 3 gigs in 1 month and still spending the hotel money for the 1 I missed, plus travel and merch and food, ya, course number not bigger??
I say after attending 3 gigs in 1 month and still spending the hotel money for the 1 I missed, plus travel and merch and food, ya, course number not bigger??
Me making plans: i will burn myself out doing all this but it's worth it
Me after plans: WHY DO I DO THIS TO MYSELF @.@@@@@@
absolute spaghetti brain fr rn, every time I try to check how my body feels it's like looking at my car dashboard after I crashed
Me after plans: WHY DO I DO THIS TO MYSELF @.@@@@@@
absolute spaghetti brain fr rn, every time I try to check how my body feels it's like looking at my car dashboard after I crashed
November 24, 2025 at 12:53 AM
Me making plans: i will burn myself out doing all this but it's worth it
Me after plans: WHY DO I DO THIS TO MYSELF @.@@@@@@
absolute spaghetti brain fr rn, every time I try to check how my body feels it's like looking at my car dashboard after I crashed
Me after plans: WHY DO I DO THIS TO MYSELF @.@@@@@@
absolute spaghetti brain fr rn, every time I try to check how my body feels it's like looking at my car dashboard after I crashed
"I don't feel real but I do feel bad" ok buddy you're getting 10ccs of weed and anime stat
November 24, 2025 at 12:52 AM
"I don't feel real but I do feel bad" ok buddy you're getting 10ccs of weed and anime stat
Lowkey the worst part of adhd meds is the inability to nap. Like. It's 11pm, I'm so tired, my head hurts, I could prob just get stoned n pass out if my entire body wasn't full of stimulant, but if I don't take the stimulant then my body self destructs? Cringe
November 23, 2025 at 11:10 PM
Lowkey the worst part of adhd meds is the inability to nap. Like. It's 11pm, I'm so tired, my head hurts, I could prob just get stoned n pass out if my entire body wasn't full of stimulant, but if I don't take the stimulant then my body self destructs? Cringe
My gardener is so cool how did I just get 100s worth for free wth 😭 and I didn't even suck dick, this is the kinda loyalty rewards system the mega corps should offer smh
November 23, 2025 at 8:55 PM
My gardener is so cool how did I just get 100s worth for free wth 😭 and I didn't even suck dick, this is the kinda loyalty rewards system the mega corps should offer smh
"I wanna build Lego but I also wanna watch anime.. hm" truely such a hard life as an adult 🫡💀
November 23, 2025 at 8:51 PM
"I wanna build Lego but I also wanna watch anime.. hm" truely such a hard life as an adult 🫡💀
"I'm too tired to be walking today, why's gardener sending me on a quest?" "Yeah but you felt fat this morning so like isn't it perfect that you're exercising? I mean it's like you're pushing thru just to feel better!" Bad logic brain but it did make the walk better icl
November 23, 2025 at 8:51 PM
"I'm too tired to be walking today, why's gardener sending me on a quest?" "Yeah but you felt fat this morning so like isn't it perfect that you're exercising? I mean it's like you're pushing thru just to feel better!" Bad logic brain but it did make the walk better icl
Me looking at overpriced band t-shirts: 👁️👁️ it supports the artists, it supports the artists it supports the artists 👁️👁️😭💳💰🔥💸
November 23, 2025 at 8:14 PM
Me looking at overpriced band t-shirts: 👁️👁️ it supports the artists, it supports the artists it supports the artists 👁️👁️😭💳💰🔥💸
I think the strain I just ordered is the one I rly loved gaming on... That'd be so good rn... Pls
November 23, 2025 at 8:02 PM
I think the strain I just ordered is the one I rly loved gaming on... That'd be so good rn... Pls
Gonna go try n pass out n I hope I wake up w a less empty head bc today kinda just went poof?
November 23, 2025 at 9:51 AM
Gonna go try n pass out n I hope I wake up w a less empty head bc today kinda just went poof?
Washed my face and my finger brushed my Adams apple and now everything is bad, why must I be punished for trying to be good 😔
November 23, 2025 at 7:54 AM
Washed my face and my finger brushed my Adams apple and now everything is bad, why must I be punished for trying to be good 😔
Thinking bout when I was in film school doing a class on storyboards and we watched a thing about drawing them and then the teacher called on me and I froze n went "yeah ok I do get all that but I feel like digital is just better" n the teacher did not approve much
November 23, 2025 at 6:01 AM
Thinking bout when I was in film school doing a class on storyboards and we watched a thing about drawing them and then the teacher called on me and I froze n went "yeah ok I do get all that but I feel like digital is just better" n the teacher did not approve much
I wish "I'm yours always, all ways" didn't sound so incredibly dumb bc i feel like that's really cute wordplay
November 23, 2025 at 4:39 AM
I wish "I'm yours always, all ways" didn't sound so incredibly dumb bc i feel like that's really cute wordplay
I think I'm having one of those days where physical health bleeds into mental? Bc I'm just. Anxious. I'm antsy and on edge and it's when I don't have anything pressing to worry about for the first time in a while? I just be chill but I'm just?? A???
November 23, 2025 at 3:08 AM
I think I'm having one of those days where physical health bleeds into mental? Bc I'm just. Anxious. I'm antsy and on edge and it's when I don't have anything pressing to worry about for the first time in a while? I just be chill but I'm just?? A???
I'm 9000 days old in 29 days I need to remember this
November 23, 2025 at 1:44 AM
I'm 9000 days old in 29 days I need to remember this
only sent a fewwwww messages to my bf in the last 18 days...........
tbf the walls of text r pretty back n forth but I'm just lacking some of the back rn
tbf the walls of text r pretty back n forth but I'm just lacking some of the back rn
November 23, 2025 at 1:43 AM
only sent a fewwwww messages to my bf in the last 18 days...........
tbf the walls of text r pretty back n forth but I'm just lacking some of the back rn
tbf the walls of text r pretty back n forth but I'm just lacking some of the back rn
18 days since bf texted me. 🧍🏻 Not super dope icl. I fear sending him money was unwise bc now it hasn't got his attention it's fueled worse rejection sensitive thoughts "what if he's out there spending that money and continuing to choose not to reply? Wouldn't that hurt?" Aaa
November 23, 2025 at 12:01 AM
18 days since bf texted me. 🧍🏻 Not super dope icl. I fear sending him money was unwise bc now it hasn't got his attention it's fueled worse rejection sensitive thoughts "what if he's out there spending that money and continuing to choose not to reply? Wouldn't that hurt?" Aaa
"I'll turn notifs on so I know when Danny posts hazbin and can stop checking"
"Hey I should have lunch I guess, what have I got to watch" OH YOU'RE KIDDING ME. I Rang the bell u dumb app smhhhh
"Hey I should have lunch I guess, what have I got to watch" OH YOU'RE KIDDING ME. I Rang the bell u dumb app smhhhh
November 22, 2025 at 11:51 PM
"I'll turn notifs on so I know when Danny posts hazbin and can stop checking"
"Hey I should have lunch I guess, what have I got to watch" OH YOU'RE KIDDING ME. I Rang the bell u dumb app smhhhh
"Hey I should have lunch I guess, what have I got to watch" OH YOU'RE KIDDING ME. I Rang the bell u dumb app smhhhh
Today would be a rly cool day to have a boyfriend exist more than conceptually in my life bc I'm tired n sad n wanna be cared for but :))
November 22, 2025 at 9:37 PM
Today would be a rly cool day to have a boyfriend exist more than conceptually in my life bc I'm tired n sad n wanna be cared for but :))
"I have a boyfriend he just lives in Canada and we only talk every few weeks!" Mf I sound like a lying schoolkid 😭
November 22, 2025 at 9:37 PM
"I have a boyfriend he just lives in Canada and we only talk every few weeks!" Mf I sound like a lying schoolkid 😭
Bruh I'm astronomically dead today, the kinda exhausted where it feels like I popped top strength painkillers @.@ altho maybe that's slightly cos I expect to be in more pain than I am? I've been getting rly good at doing gigs in ways that don't ruin me tbf, still tho, IMDEADDDDD
November 22, 2025 at 9:26 PM
Bruh I'm astronomically dead today, the kinda exhausted where it feels like I popped top strength painkillers @.@ altho maybe that's slightly cos I expect to be in more pain than I am? I've been getting rly good at doing gigs in ways that don't ruin me tbf, still tho, IMDEADDDDD
I b memorising every noise she makes in bed, call that sheet music
November 22, 2025 at 8:19 PM
I b memorising every noise she makes in bed, call that sheet music
"the world isn't kind enough to care what the weak have to say" WHAT A FUCKING KILLER LINE FROM A DAMN ANIME. Oml
November 22, 2025 at 7:44 PM
"the world isn't kind enough to care what the weak have to say" WHAT A FUCKING KILLER LINE FROM A DAMN ANIME. Oml