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confused coder @confusedcoder.bsky.social · Jan 20

gonna reply to this post everytime i listen to an album and want to share quick thoughts on it i definitely didnt steal this idea from @neutralamity.bsky.social

confused coder

@confusedcoder.bsky.social

its technically now the next day for me but i also want to show love to all trans people we have lost due to hatred and our unjust systems of power for trans day of rememberance. the fight for freedom is a long and difficult one but we will win <3

November 21, 2025 at 12:10 AM

confused coder

@confusedcoder.bsky.social

the mods have linked charities for sexual + domestic abuse victims and for lgbtq+ people which i will also link here.

i wanted to write up something about my experience in communities involving shayy, and how im feeling about the terrible things they have done.

i found shayy somewhere around this time in 2021. 2021 was easily the worst year in my entire life, where i had a very debilitating breakdown in august that had been
coming for around a few months, and that my mental state hasnt really recovered from since. even before this i was extremely isolated because of my disability and mental illnesses
that caused me to basically not talk to anyone since i was a young child.

i found a video of a speedrun shayy had done of deltarune chapter 2. i was interested in deltarune
as it had basically just released and the speedrun interested me a lot. i was never really into speedrunning before this and i wanted to try it out for myself. i joined
the deltarune speedrunning community because i couldnt figure out how to do a now very outdated strat. joining this server was probably the most impactful decision i made in my
life.

i started talking more in the server because of the welcoming environment it had and i eventually joined shayys discord server after being gifted a sub, and also the
undertale speedrunning server at some point. i originally just joined shayys server because i wanted to join their sub only minecraft server, but i did stick around for other
things and it became an extremely important community to me. as i mentioned earlier before i joined these communities i had basically no interaction with anybody for a very long
time of my life and was extremely lonely. joining them was the first time i actually talked with people and it gave me something actually valuable in my life.

i grew a lot as a person being in shayys server as i was only 14 years old when i joined, and it was the first time i got the opportunity to interact with people freely in such a long time. even
now it is still basically impossible for me to make friends with people irl, with my heavy social anxiety, selective mutism and not being in school / work. i started making
friends after being in the server for a while, some of them i unfortunately havent talked to in a long time, and some i still talk to today. ive been a part of multiple friend
servers because of frog family, and while some of them have fallen apart or ive left for personal reasons, im really grateful for all of them and i currently have a circle of
friends i appreciate a lot.

theres so much i could say about my experiences with frog family but im generally just writing this section as a thank you to the friends ive made being there, and the moderators that helped keep them functioning. it is also not to make the current situation about me and how hurt i am, i just want to show appreciation to what the community has been.

now to talk about the document, shayys actions are extremely disgusting and im still trying to process the fact that
this has been going on for basically the entire time ive been in the community. up until now me and many people have seen their server as a safe space (especially for queer
and neurodivergent people) and its horrifying to know that they have been taking advantage of and assaulting people. every single person that ive interacted with mentioned in
the document is a wonderful person and a few i would say are friends.if there are any victims of shayy reading this, i am
extremely sorry to hear the terrible things that you have gone through and i hope youre in a better place now. i also want to thank the moderators and everyone who worked
on the document for your work on respectfully adressing the situation while getting so many insulting comments on the original post. i also do hope thSat shayy does receive
any help they need and betters themself as a person. i was never at all a close friend of theirs but i did have good interactions with them and i respected them a lot.
i am still very glad to know that they have been banned from the undertale and deltarune speedrunning communities, and i hope i never see them ever again.

even though shayys community wont exist anymore, the relationships that youve made there are still real. if you dont have me added and want to stay in contant
feel free to add me on discord (confused_coder). if you are a current victim of abuse reading this, i really hope that you can escape your situation, and
please stay connected to the good people around you as much as possible. abusers have the most power when their victims are isolated so please reach out to someone.
for help if possible

November 20, 2025 at 11:58 PM

confused coder

@confusedcoder.bsky.social

also listened to all lights fucked, weird ass album but its fun

November 19, 2025 at 3:39 AM

confused coder

@confusedcoder.bsky.social

ranking of all gybe songs (just relistened to almost all of their albums across 2 days)

November 19, 2025 at 3:39 AM

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K.G.L.W. of the day

@kglwoftheday.bsky.social

Happy Birthday to I'm In Your Mind Fuzz. 11 years old on 11/11! Suck some fluoride today

November 11, 2025 at 1:14 PM

confused coder

@confusedcoder.bsky.social

felt like making a new topsterr (mix of stuff ive liked for a long time and new stuff, somewhat ordered, 1 album per artist)

November 11, 2025 at 11:06 AM

confused coder

@confusedcoder.bsky.social

psychedelic porn crumpets are fire

November 5, 2025 at 4:57 PM

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KGLW .net

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You can now explore an interactive map of all the venues the band has played! Access through the Venues link under shows, or search by city, state or country. We are still working out some of the kinks so if a venue has an incorrect address, let us know. Happy searching!

Venues / - KGLW.net

kglw.net

November 3, 2025 at 2:29 AM

confused coder

@confusedcoder.bsky.social

also happy halloween ig

October 31, 2025 at 10:28 PM

confused coder

@confusedcoder.bsky.social

was not expecting king gizzard to live debut hells itch at all today, im not a huge fan of their edm kinda stuff but its awesome to hear a live version

October 31, 2025 at 10:28 PM

confused coder

@confusedcoder.bsky.social

happy 37 years of daydream nation and 3 days late 13 years of allelujah dont bend ascend i forgot about my goats </3

October 18, 2025 at 6:14 PM

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The Cysquatch

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ON THIS DAY IN THE HISTORY OF PROGRESSIVE MUSIC:
October 12th 2022, King Gizzard & the Lizard Wizard released their twenty-second studio album, “Laminated Denim”.
www.instagram.com/p/DPsepoOkYt...

October 12, 2025 at 8:36 AM

confused coder

@confusedcoder.bsky.social

youtu.be/YG4Aosi0GYs?... joey its your birthday

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October 11, 2025 at 5:36 PM

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Hakita

@hakita.bsky.social

Happy 25th anniversary to Lift Your Skinny Fists Like Antennas to Heaven! One of the trailblazers of modern post-rock and one that very few have ever outdone.
youtu.be/5eF6hNLp8IQ