🎯 I’M DONE When the mind and body both reach the point of enough. The turning point is the clarity that no promise, apology or change will ever come. I’m Done ℗ Cindy Ann Pedersen 2024 🎵 Lyrics: You say it’s me, but it’s your twisted game Blaming me for your lies, shifting all the blame Good, I don’t need you back, I’m done with your games Your lies fall apart, your claims sound the same You twist the truth and make me the one But this time’s the last, I’m already done I see through your lies, I’m done with your games You’re walking out just like before But this time I’m closing the door You twist the truth and make me the one But this time’s the last, I’m already done I see through your lies, I’m done with your games You’re walking out just like before But this time I’m closing the door Stream “I’m Done” now: Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/6pRFuNgQm7pJyqczNmK8v8?si=5e316708b9f0457b Apple: https://music.apple.com/gb/song/im-done/1778350658 🎧 Also available on most streaming platforms. 🎙️ Listen on We Resist Radio → https://weresistradio.com/cindy-ann-pedersen/ Creator of Survivor Music: Cindy Ann Pedersen | Award-Winning Songwriter Pathological Abuse Specialist | Advocate 🦋 Follow Cindy Ann Pedersen on BlueSky → https://bsky.app/profile/cindyannpedersen.com 🌐 More about Cindy Ann Pedersen → https://www.cindyannpedersen.com/ 💬 The Community tab on Cindy Ann Pedersen’s Official Artist Channel shares upcoming releases, reflections, and awareness posts. 📺 Explore Survivor Music playlists and follow the Survivor Music podcast series to learn how each song connects to real tactics from “The Pathological Abuse Playbook” and how they affect victims and survivors across the “Seasons of Pathological Abuse.” Note: Cindy uses the terms Narcissist, Sociopath, and Psychopath for clarity. These terms broadly reflect traits associated with Narcissistic Personality Disorder (NPD) and Antisocial Personality Disorder (ASPD), including psychopathy. Simplified language helps explain the manipulative tactics of Pathological Abuse (PA) without requiring clinical expertise. #Narcissist #Sociopath #Psychopath #SurvivorMusic #DelusionalDevotion #OfficialMusicVideo #PathologicalAbuse #Machiavellian #DarkTriad #DarkTetrad #Gaslighting #CoerciveControl #CPTSD #TraumaBonding #Survivor #DecodingAbuse

🎯 DEAR YOUNGER ME When you look back knowing you would be preyed upon and abused for years and all you could do was survive it. The message to yourself becomes recognition of endurance and the strength it took to keep going through what no one should face. Dear Younger Me ℗ 2024 Cindy Ann Pedersen 🎵 Lyrics: Girl, you’ve got dreams that feel so real, You think love will come and heal. But the love you’ve found is pulling you low, And the scars won’t show until you’re far below. You’re gonna love him, but he’ll turn the key, He’ll lock you in a prison you won’t even see. His smile will hide the darkest scheme, You’ll lose yourself inside the dream. He’ll tear your world apart so slow, You won’t even realize how far you’ll go. You’ll hold on tight, try to make it right, But the light inside you will fade from sight. You’ll lose yourself, You’ll lose yourself, but I promise you’ll find A way back out, A way back out, though you’ll leave things behind. He’ll take your nights, your dreams, your peace, He’ll take it all, piece by piece. But you’ll rise again, You’ll rise again, even when you’re on your knees. You’ll endure more than anyone should, Two decades of doing everything you could. Your baby girl will grow while you’re bound, But one day, you’ll break and turn around. He’ll hunt you, rage at what you’ve done, But girl, you’ll see — you’ve only just begun. You’ll climb back up from the underflow, Piece by piece, you’ll learn to let go. You’ll lose yourself, You’ll lose yourself, but you’ll come back stronger. It’ll take time, It’ll take time, but you won’t stay under. He’ll haunt your nights, But you’ll find your peace. He’ll steal your peace, but not for long, And the grip he had will finally cease. You’ll see the truth as clear as day, He had no right to make you stay. Your heart, your mind — you’ll take them back, Rebuilding yourself from every crack. Your daughter didn’t see you leave, But one day she’ll know, and she’ll believe. The mother she lost to all the pain Is the same woman she’ll find again. You’ll lose yourself, You’ll lose yourself, but you’ll come back stronger. It’ll take time, But you won’t stay under. He’ll haunt your nights, But you’ll find your peace. And the grip he had will finally cease, Will finally cease. I know you’re scared and you feel alone, But you’ll walk away and reclaim your own. It’ll be hard, he’ll rage and fight, But you’ll rise up — you’ll reclaim your light. You’ll find yourself again, you’ll see, And your daughter will know who you were meant to be. Though you went through hell, you’ll stand so tall, You’ll break the chains and rise through it all. Stream “Dear Younge Me” now: Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/5G3baoHM6V3FZuRgtyDane?si=c8ab2a9182074f2c Apple: https://music.apple.com/gb/song/dear-younger-me/1784597584 🎧 Also available on most streaming platforms. 🎙️ Listen on We Resist Radio → https://weresistradio.com/cindy-ann-pedersen/ Creator of Survivor Music: Cindy Ann Pedersen | Award-Winning Songwriter Pathological Abuse Specialist | Advocate 🦋 Follow Cindy Ann Pedersen on BlueSky → https://bsky.app/profile/cindyannpedersen.com 🌐 More about Cindy Ann Pedersen → https://www.cindyannpedersen.com/ 💬 The Community tab on Cindy Ann Pedersen’s Official Artist Channel shares upcoming releases, reflections, and awareness posts. 📺 Explore Survivor Music playlists and follow the Survivor Music podcast series to learn how each song connects to real tactics from “The Pathological Abuse Playbook” and how they affect victims and survivors across the “Seasons of Pathological Abuse.” Note: Cindy uses the terms Narcissist, Sociopath, and Psychopath for clarity. These terms broadly reflect traits associated with Narcissistic Personality Disorder (NPD) and Antisocial Personality Disorder (ASPD), including psychopathy. Simplified language helps explain the manipulative tactics of Pathological Abuse (PA) without requiring clinical expertise. #Narcissist #Sociopath #Psychopath #SurvivorMusic #DelusionalDevotion #OfficialMusicVideo #PathologicalAbuse #Machiavellian #DarkTriad #DarkTetrad #Gaslighting #CoerciveControl #CPTSD #TraumaBonding #Survivor #SelfReflection #LookingBack #SurvivorSongs

🎯 THERAPY TRAINED When someone studies therapy language only to weaponize it. Insight, empathy and vulnerability become tools for control, deflection and credibility in public. Therapy Trained ℗ Cindy Ann Pedersen 2025 🎵 Lyrics: He studied the words… (dadedata da da) (dadedata da da) He said he’d change. Said he’d do the work. Sat in the room. Spoke the right words. Mask of confession. But it was only rehearsal. It wasn’t about fixing us. It was about control. He was therapy trained. Just playing a role. He was therapy trained — he knew what to say. Turned it around, made me take the blame. He was therapy trained — the mask stayed in place. Behind the language of healing, left no proof to face (dade data dada) He sat in the chair. Spoke like he cared. Every phrase rehearsed. Another mask prepared. It wasn’t about fixing us. It was about control. He was therapy trained. Just playing a role. He was therapy trained — he knew what to say. Turned it around, made me take the blame. He was therapy trained — the mask stayed in place. Behind the language of healing, left no proof to face. Not redemption. Not repair. Just another script. Another trap. “Closure,” he said… “Fix us” — but the cracks were showing through. He was therapy trained — he knew what to say. Every truth delayed, every memory frayed. He was therapy trained — he played the part so well. Used the promise of healing to build me a cell. (badade buppa bauh) He was therapy trained… (badade buppa bauh) He was therapy trained… (badade buppa bauh) Stream “Therapy Trained” now: Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/2mszxJBrqEI26Gi6hUxrti?si=a2d052c9fa624335 Apple: https://music.apple.com/gb/song/therapy-trained/1836259894 🎧 Also available on most streaming platforms. 🎙️ Listen on We Resist Radio → https://weresistradio.com/cindy-ann-pedersen/ Creator of Survivor Music: Cindy Ann Pedersen | Award-Winning Songwriter Pathological Abuse Specialist | Advocate 🦋 Follow Cindy Ann Pedersen on BlueSky → https://bsky.app/profile/cindyannpedersen.com 🌐 More about Cindy Ann Pedersen → https://www.cindyannpedersen.com/ 💬 The Community tab on Cindy Ann Pedersen’s Official Artist Channel shares upcoming releases, reflections, and awareness posts. 📺 Explore Survivor Music playlists and follow the Survivor Music Sessions podcast series to learn how each song connects to real tactics from “The Pathological Abuse Playbook” and how they affect victims and survivors across the “Seasons of Pathological Abuse.” Note: Cindy uses the terms Narcissist, Sociopath, and Psychopath for clarity. These terms broadly reflect traits associated with Narcissistic Personality Disorder (NPD) and Antisocial Personality Disorder (ASPD), including psychopathy. Simplified language helps explain the manipulative tactics of Pathological Abuse (PA) without requiring clinical expertise. #Narcissist #Gaslighting #Sociopath #Psychopath #SurvivorMusic #TherapyTrained #OfficialMusicVideo #PathologicalAbuse #Machiavellian #DarkTriad #DarkTetrad #Trauma #ToxicRelationship #BadRomance #Manipulation #CoerciveControl #Awareness #NewMusic

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🎯 BETRAYAL BLINDNESS When danger is close enough that seeing it feels unsafe. Survival pushes awareness away until your body can bear the truth. Created by Cindy Ann Pedersen | Award-Winning Songwriter Pathological Abuse Specialist | Advocate Connect: 🦋 Follow Cindy Ann Pedersen on BlueSky →https://bsky.app/profile/cindyannpedersen.com 🌐 More about Cindy Ann Pedersen → https://www.cindyannpedersen.com/ 💬 The Community tab on Cindy Ann Pedersen’s Official Artist Channel shares upcoming releases, reflections, and awareness posts. 📺 Explore Survivor Music playlists and follow the Survivor Music Backstories podcast series to learn how each song connects to real tactics from “The Pathological Playbook” and how they affect victims and survivors. Also featured on: We Resist Web Radio Collective: https://weresistradio.com/cindy-ann-pedersen/ Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/artist/63zLgna4ymVAZTgyDXl4Xf Apple: https://music.apple.com/sg/artist/cindy-ann-pedersen/1778349950 …available on most streaming platforms. Note: Pathological Abuse is the umbrella term for manipulative behaviors and tactics rooted in personality traits linked to Narcissistic Personality Disorder (NPD) and Antisocial Personality Disorder (ASPD), with or without psychopathy. For clarity, terms like narcissist, sociopath, and psychopath may be used. These traits could meet diagnostic criteria if formally assessed, but simplified language makes their tactics more accessible to recognize and name. #Insight #Narcissist #Sociopath #Psychopath #SurvivorMusic #PathologicalAbuse #CPTSD #Manipulation #Gaslighting #Mentalhealth #SurvivorSongs #Survivor #Healing #StrongerTogether #Awareness #Music #SurvivorSongs #SurvivorMusicInsigths

🎯 YOU GASLIGHT ME When your reality is replaced by someone else’s version of truth. Confusion builds because the distortion is steady, intentional and designed to make you doubt what you already know. Created by Cindy Ann Pedersen | Award-Winning Songwriter Pathological Abuse Specialist | Advocate Connect: 🦋 Follow Cindy Ann Pedersen on BlueSky →https://bsky.app/profile/cindyannpedersen.com 🌐 More about Cindy Ann Pedersen → https://www.cindyannpedersen.com/ 💬 The Community tab on Cindy Ann Pedersen’s Official Artist Channel shares upcoming releases, reflections, and awareness posts. 📺 Explore Survivor Music playlists and follow the Survivor Music Backstories podcast series to learn how each song connects to real tactics from “The Pathological Playbook” and how they affect victims and survivors. Also featured on: We Resist Web Radio Collective: https://weresistradio.com/cindy-ann-pedersen/ Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/artist/63zLgna4ymVAZTgyDXl4Xf Apple: https://music.apple.com/sg/artist/cindy-ann-pedersen/1778349950 …available on most streaming platforms. Note: Pathological Abuse is the umbrella term for manipulative behaviors and tactics rooted in personality traits linked to Narcissistic Personality Disorder (NPD) and Antisocial Personality Disorder (ASPD), with or without psychopathy. For clarity, terms like narcissist, sociopath, and psychopath may be used. These traits could meet diagnostic criteria if formally assessed, but simplified language makes their tactics more accessible to recognize and name. #Narcissist #Sociopath #Psychopath #SurvivorMusic #PathologicalAbuse #CPTSD #Manipulation #Gaslighting #Mentalhealth #SurvivorSongs #Survivor #Healing #StrongerTogether #Awareness #Music #SurvivorSongs #SurvivorMusicInsigths

🎯 YOU GASLIGHT ME When your reality is replaced by someone else’s version of truth. Confusion builds because the distortion is steady, intentional and designed to make you doubt what you already know. Created by Cindy Ann Pedersen | Award-Winning Songwriter Pathological Abuse Specialist | Advocate Connect: 🦋 Follow Cindy Ann Pedersen on BlueSky →https://bsky.app/profile/cindyannpedersen.com 🌐 More about Cindy Ann Pedersen → https://www.cindyannpedersen.com/ 💬 The Community tab on Cindy Ann Pedersen’s Official Artist Channel shares upcoming releases, reflections, and awareness posts. 📺 Explore Survivor Music playlists and follow the Survivor Music Backstories podcast series to learn how each song connects to real tactics from “The Pathological Playbook” and how they affect victims and survivors. Also featured on: We Resist Web Radio Collective: https://weresistradio.com/cindy-ann-pedersen/ Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/artist/63zLgna4ymVAZTgyDXl4Xf Apple: https://music.apple.com/sg/artist/cindy-ann-pedersen/1778349950 …available on most streaming platforms. Note: Pathological Abuse is the umbrella term for manipulative behaviors and tactics rooted in personality traits linked to Narcissistic Personality Disorder (NPD) and Antisocial Personality Disorder (ASPD), with or without psychopathy. For clarity, terms like narcissist, sociopath, and psychopath may be used. These traits could meet diagnostic criteria if formally assessed, but simplified language makes their tactics more accessible to recognize and name. #Insight #Narcissist #Sociopath #Psychopath #SurvivorMusic #PathologicalAbuse #CPTSD #Manipulation #Gaslighting #Mentalhealth #SurvivorSongs #Survivor #Healing #StrongerTogether #Awareness #Music #SurvivorSongs #SurvivorMusicInsigths

🎯 I’M BACK When your voice starts returning after being silenced for too long. The shift shows you what was taken and what is finally yours again. I'm Back ℗ 202 Cindy Ann Pedersen 🎵 Lyrics: Guess what? I’m back, back, ooo ooo ooo) (Guess what? I’m back, back, ooo ooo ooo) “You used me up, like a pawn in your game, Moving on so fast, and you left with no shame.” (I’m back, back, back, ooo ooo ooo) “You broke me down—mind, heart, and soul, Took all I was, left an empty hole.” (I’m back, back, back, ooo ooo ooo) “You chose me, but tore the strong apart, Left scars and shadows deep in my heart.” “I was confused, blindsided, and lost, But I’ve rebuilt myself despite the cost, Guess what? I found my way ….. again.” (Guess what? I’m back, back, ooo ooo ooo) (I’m back, back, back, ooo ooo ooo) mmmm.. “You used me up, like a pawn in your game, Moving on so fast, and you’re left with no shame.” “You broke me down—mind, heart, and soul, Took all I was, left an empty hole.” (I’m back, back, back, ooo ooo ooo) “You chose me, but tore the strong apart, Left scars and shadows deep in my heart.” “I was confused, blindsided, and lost, But I’ve rebuilt myself despite the cost, Guess what? I found my way ….. again.” “Guess What?” (Guess what? I’m back, back, ooo ooo ooo) “You used me up, like a pawn in your game, Moving on so fast, and you’re left with no shame.” O ooo mmm (I’m back, back, back, ooo ooo ooo) “You broke me down—mind, heart, and soul. Took all I was, left an empty hole.” (I’m back, back, back, ooo ooo ooo) “You chose me, but tore the strong apart, Left scars and shadows deep in my heart.” O ooo mmm “I was confused, blindsided, and lost, But I’ve rebuilt myself despite the cost, Guess what? I found my way ….. again.” (Guess what? I’m back, back, ooo ooo ooo) (I’m back, back, back, ooo ooo ooo) O ooo mmm O ooo mmm “You used me up, like a pawn in your game, Moving on so fast, and you’re left with no shame.” “You broke me down—mind, heart, and soul, Took all I was, left an empty hole.” “You chose me, but tore the strong apart, Left scars and shadows deep in my heart.” “I was confused, blindsided, and lost, But I’ve rebuilt myself despite the cost, Guess what? I found my way ….. again.” (Guess what? I’m back, back, ooo ooo ooo) (Guess what? I’m back, back, ooo ooo ooo) (Guess what? I’m back, back, ooo ooo ooo) Stream “I'm Back” now: Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/5FupK308CYMEWJw5I0A84C?si=a1f0c41c71794ce7 Apple: https://music.apple.com/gb/song/im-done/1778350658 🎧 Also available on most streaming platforms. 🎙️ Listen on We Resist Radio → https://weresistradio.com/cindy-ann-pedersen/ Creator of Survivor Music: Cindy Ann Pedersen | Award-Winning Songwriter Pathological Abuse Specialist | Advocate 🦋 Follow Cindy Ann Pedersen on BlueSky → https://bsky.app/profile/cindyannpedersen.com 🌐 More about Cindy Ann Pedersen → https://www.cindyannpedersen.com/ 💬 The Community tab on Cindy Ann Pedersen’s Official Artist Channel shares upcoming releases, reflections, and awareness posts. 📺 Explore Survivor Music playlists and follow the Survivor Music podcast series to learn how each song connects to real tactics from “The Pathological Abuse Playbook” and how they affect victims and survivors across the “Seasons of Pathological Abuse.” Note: Cindy uses the terms Narcissist, Sociopath, and Psychopath for clarity. These terms broadly reflect traits associated with Narcissistic Personality Disorder (NPD) and Antisocial Personality Disorder (ASPD), including psychopathy. Simplified language helps explain the manipulative tactics of Pathological Abuse (PA) without requiring clinical expertise. #Narcissist #Sociopath #Psychopath #SurvivorMusic #DelusionalDevotion #OfficialMusicVideo #PathologicalAbuse #Machiavellian #DarkTriad #DarkTetrad #Gaslighting #CoerciveControl #CPTSD #TraumaBonding #Survivor #DecodingAbuse

🎯 GOLDEN CAR When freedom still feels dangerous because fear was programmed into your body long before you escaped and the stalking never fully ends. The cues, places and sensations they conditioned become triggers they ignite through presence or distance, leaving survivors unsure when they are being watched. Golden Car ℗ 2025 Cindy Ann Pedersen 🎵 Lyrics: Hmm-mm... Hmm-mm... Still see you... Still feel you... You told me not to drive too far, Said I wasn’t built for speed. Raised your voice when I got too brave, Now I flinch when the highway breathes. You used the dark to draw the line, Said the world out there was cold. But I can’t forget the way you taught me Fear was something you controlled. Golden car, you’re back again, Right where I was yesterday. You don’t need to chase me down, You taught me not to drive away. You’d grab the wheel, then let it go, Said I’m helping — stay relaxed. But I learned panic in your silence, And how to freeze before I crashed. I sold the car. You bought it back, Said you missed the leather seats. Now every street I try to claim Still feels like it belongs to you. Golden car, you’re back again, Right where I was yesterday. You don’t need to chase me down, You taught me not to drive away. I change my route, I check the locks, I leave the keys When it gets dark. Golden car, I see you there, Waiting like you always do. You don’t speak, you never had to — The road still listens back to you. I still freeze... ...when the engine starts. Hmm-mm... Hmm-mm... Stream “Golden Car” now: Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/71COjvnscRxSWuHHnoPBix?si=669f06defbe149a3 Apple: https://music.apple.com/sg/song/golden-car/1836259898 🎧 Also available on most streaming platforms. 🎙️ Listen on We Resist Radio → https://weresistradio.com/cindy-ann-pedersen/ Creator of Survivor Music: Cindy Ann Pedersen | Award-Winning Songwriter Pathological Abuse Specialist | Advocate 🦋 Follow Cindy Ann Pedersen on BlueSky → https://bsky.app/profile/cindyannpedersen.com 🌐 More about Cindy Ann Pedersen → https://www.cindyannpedersen.com/ 💬 The Community tab on Cindy Ann Pedersen’s Official Artist Channel shares upcoming releases, reflections, and awareness posts. 📺 Explore Survivor Music playlists and follow Survivor Music podcast with raw, unfiltered talks that take you behind each Survivor Music song — exploring what inspired it, the tactics from The Pathological Playbook it exposes, and what victims and survivors endure in that season of Pathological Abuse. Note: Cindy uses the terms Narcissist, Sociopath, and Psychopath for clarity. These terms broadly reflect traits associated with Narcissistic Personality Disorder (NPD) and Antisocial Personality Disorder (ASPD), including psychopathy. Simplified language helps explain the manipulative tactics of Pathological Abuse (PA) without requiring clinical expertise. #Narcissist #Sociopath #Psychopath #SurvivorMusic #GoldenCar #OfficialMusicVideo #PathologicalAbuse #Machiavellian #DarkTriad #DarkTetrad #CoerciveControl #Gaslighting #CPTSD #TraumaBonding #Stalking #Survivor #DecodingAbuse