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⊹ ⊹ ⊹ ☁️ 25, they/them pan-ace
⊹ ⊹ ☁️ vent refugee 2015-2024 :(
⊹ ☁️ disabled & mentally ill concept of a person. and very autistic
*this is a venting account/diary!!*
Pinned
for memory’s sake 🥲
screams bcus my next door neighbour still has the same music taste as me turn ts up when are we gonna be besties (im too autistic to make the first move)
December 12, 2025 at 4:39 PM
mantis passed while holding onto to me so tightly and taking a few bites out of my skin.
December 9, 2025 at 6:48 PM
mantis is passing
he’s still with us he’s going slowly. he’s very old
December 9, 2025 at 1:59 PM
i say this completely sincerely and with a lifetime of therapy experience: tiktok has genuinely helped me more than therapy
December 7, 2025 at 4:58 PM
wish i could go sit outside my apartment like the people smoking or vaping. but without the smoking or vaping. and have it be normal
idk just like eat an apple
December 7, 2025 at 3:51 PM
i do NOT like to tell people that they’re misgendering me . like. they didn’t mean itttt
November 29, 2025 at 8:58 PM
support bandages on my ankle is helping
November 29, 2025 at 8:43 PM
apparently it’s more likely to be a fracture than a sprain 🫩
November 28, 2025 at 6:30 PM
lost the airpod case somewhere in my apartment when i sleepily put them in to go to bed

it’s not my belonging. pls just appear … ik i am so messy…..
November 28, 2025 at 1:53 PM
sad bcus i can’t go to the gym to distract from my sorrows

because my fuck ass leg does not work and idk when it will be healed or when i will be able to run again
November 28, 2025 at 1:38 PM
anyway i need a fucking gender affirming haircut
November 27, 2025 at 9:27 PM
when i got my first masc hair cut and i posted it on snapchat apparently people at my school that i left said mean things about it but it was because i looked like a boy so i didn’t really gaf. usually everything gets to me

except my bf at the time got bullied for “dating a boy” so not great…
November 27, 2025 at 9:27 PM
sick of these fuckass damaged ends always getting matted in the mornings
November 27, 2025 at 2:16 PM
thank my autoimmune disease for killing this virus in 4 days , even if it was the worst 4 days ever

i can taste again … my throat is fine
November 26, 2025 at 4:30 PM
my huddle is the same name

i post potentially triggering posts there

i try to keep this account safer and i don’t like how public bsky is so i can’t say some things
November 26, 2025 at 3:49 PM
i wish i could make a google search without generating an ai response every time ??? i just made a bunch of typos and had to re-search my query like 4 times, meaning different responses were generated 4 times and i’m literally looking for animal research done by humans
November 26, 2025 at 1:46 PM
my dream was so real. i wish i could remember the person i was fighting for. she was so important to me and my emotions are all over the place upon waking up
November 26, 2025 at 9:17 AM
intense dreams and waking up in a pit of despair that u can hardly remember why
November 26, 2025 at 9:08 AM
guys my rescue pigeon knows i’m sick and has decided to entirely stop playfighting, to instead softly touch (or pretend touch) my hand

when i offer food in my hand, he goes at it so slowly and gently that he can’t pick anything up. because he doesn’t want to hurt me. but if i put it down, he eats
November 25, 2025 at 6:26 PM
fully lost my taste
November 25, 2025 at 10:58 AM
wish someone was taking care of me and feeding me etc
November 25, 2025 at 10:31 AM
i can’t fckin take this illness i wanna be unconscious for it :(
November 25, 2025 at 10:30 AM
i wonder what virus i have 🫩
November 24, 2025 at 10:37 PM
at least i have medicine
November 24, 2025 at 6:48 PM
my pharmacist wrote me this
November 24, 2025 at 6:09 PM