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๐Ÿ”žCozy chaotic scientist nerd
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Hi! I'm Boarbox, just a cozy and chaotic scientist ๐Ÿฅผ, irl engineer, and coding gremlin ๐Ÿ‘จโ€๐Ÿ’ป

Feel free to say hi!

#vtuber #oc
I forget this place exists sometimes

Help me not forget
June 17, 2025 at 12:14 AM
๐ŸŽจ doeremi_
June 16, 2025 at 12:03 AM
WAAAAAAAAAAAAH!!

#vtuber
June 16, 2025 at 12:03 AM
Waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah
February 6, 2025 at 12:40 AM
Ok real talk. I've been thinking if I went back for a master's degree what I'd want to get it in?

I finally think I settled on quantum computing. While not super practical yet it combines physics and compsci together which is like perfect for me
December 28, 2024 at 3:00 AM
No image for this science facts cuz I'm on vacation
December 27, 2024 at 1:11 AM
Science fact!

Einstein proposed something known as the cosmological constant which represented dark energy. But recent observations suggest that the force of dark energy is weakening.

Meaning that constant isn't actually a constant, breaking the current model of the universe
December 27, 2024 at 1:11 AM
And backwards it's Le game le, just needed to point that out
December 19, 2024 at 12:02 AM
Hugh Janice

I will provide no further context
December 16, 2024 at 2:43 AM
Huh
December 15, 2024 at 10:54 PM
You passed the vibe check, nice lol
December 15, 2024 at 9:43 PM
W
December 15, 2024 at 9:41 PM
Oh also, might delete my long rant I just posted later, dunno yet
December 15, 2024 at 9:14 PM
To be honest, I don't know what the purpose of this rant is, or if I want to change anything. I just needed to write it out.

I don't expect people to see or read any of this, nor do I expect them to understand fully. I just needed to say it
December 15, 2024 at 9:13 PM
I understand people are curious, but it's so hard to connect with new people when there is such a barrier of understanding.

I also don't want my disability to make people see what I do as more impressive. I just wanna be me without the social and limiting aspects of my disability.
December 15, 2024 at 9:13 PM
I chose to just keep restricting what I could stream to avoid both.

I desperately wanted, and still do, to be free from the world where I am constantly fighting an uphill battle to not be seen as less capable or bombarded with the same questions about my condition over and over.
December 15, 2024 at 9:13 PM
It was liberating, but to avoid people knowing what my disability was, I had to limit what things I could do.

Many times in stream, I realized what I was attempting just wasn't possible without compromising my content quality or opening up about my disability.
December 15, 2024 at 9:13 PM
Having to deal with people's misconceptions and unease of the unfamiliar (which I totally get) left me wanting to escape that reality.

Vtubing was that escape, inspired by ironmouse from when she was less open about her medical situation.
December 15, 2024 at 9:13 PM
Twitch plays Pokemon wouldn't have been interesting with 5 concurrent viewers. So I want to stream, but what I want to do isn't realistic for my size.

(2)

I've mentioned having a disability on several occasions. I've had it since birth and its noticeable to complete strangers in my offline life.
December 15, 2024 at 9:13 PM
I love the live aspect of streaming and the possibilities my background in computer science can bring to it. But those ideas require a larger viewer base which you only get by streaming to begin with.
December 15, 2024 at 9:13 PM
(1)

Idk if this is odd, but I really don't enjoy streaming games.

I've never been interested in "getting big", and have had the right mix of luck and hard work to find success professionally I never could've imagined.

So, why do a hobby you aren't enjoying, right? Well, that's only half true.
December 15, 2024 at 9:13 PM
โš ๏ธRANT INCOMINGโš ๏ธ
#vtuber #streamer

It's been over a year since I last streamed. I've wanted to come back, but (1) just not finding the right reason too and (2) feel limited by my choice to not give details on my "disability".
December 15, 2024 at 9:13 PM
๐ŸงชIT'S BACK!!๐Ÿ”ญ

Boarbox certified science facts

The sun is hot, duh. This heat comes from its high internal pressure caused by its extreme mass. If the sun was made of bananas, it'd be similar in heat, just would cool down without the sun's fusion reaction
#vtuber #science
December 15, 2024 at 2:18 AM
So decided to start posting science facts like I did years ago on twitter...but I "need" to brush up on my linear algebra and differential equations first

Totally not because I want to thatd be crazy
a man wearing glasses stands in front of a math problem
ALT: a man wearing glasses stands in front of a math problem
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December 15, 2024 at 12:53 AM
Nuclear testing obviously lol l
December 15, 2024 at 12:18 AM