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allegoriest.bsky.social
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I like shiny things.
"Depression is a luxury many of us can't have, we can't sit around and be sad all the time"

I destroyed the part of my body where the serotonin lives, Sharon
December 13, 2025 at 6:38 PM
Obsessed with the Snoopy Christmas movie being a children's (?) movie that is almost entirely talking about the commercialization of Christmas and all which has more merchandising than god at the same time
December 13, 2025 at 5:43 AM
I once went on a horrifying tour in Canada where we saw the smaller (lol) great lakes and Niagara Falls and yeah, I am meant for the desert life
I am not created for whatever northern madness they have up there
It also was record breaking heat and my house is warmer inside
December 13, 2025 at 5:08 AM
I have ordered a Christmas yard inflatable
I am assimilating
December 13, 2025 at 12:31 AM
The other hellsites are going nuts over this house from 1870, and as someone in a *good* house from the 1970's, I cannot imagine the horrors within
December 12, 2025 at 11:10 PM
Watching a deep dive (number 5000 I assume) of THE ROSWELL CONSPIRACY and every single one i see pushes me closer to, yeah, the government told the truth that time
December 12, 2025 at 10:42 PM
Pretend this is my Anthy cosplay but it's valid for episode 28 only
December 12, 2025 at 8:55 PM
Earlier today I was at a dumpster with a girl I know and we were screaming into the sky for aliens to please take us, and now this stupid ancient aliens show is telling me they prefer green eyed people
Can't even get beamed up over here
December 12, 2025 at 5:30 AM
I haven't worked on my cross stitch Christmas gift in two weeks because of hand and arm pain, I think I'm ready....
And there's a cat sleeping on it
December 12, 2025 at 3:22 AM
Saw a weird bug inside
Squished weird bug
Bug is green inside?
BUG IS A STINK BUG AND I SQUISHED IT INSIDE
December 12, 2025 at 3:16 AM
Trying to play flute again so my pathetic little lungs can exercise and my fingers are revolting
December 12, 2025 at 2:14 AM
Now I do funerals because I like money. I also did a funeral because someone died in my living room. And something that I and almost every person in that situation have in common is being extremely reclusive, and that's the main reason this woman's grief tour is so wild to me
December 11, 2025 at 11:18 PM
Walked into a bar looking for someone, I just bought weights, I didn't want to walk back to the car, I brought them with me
...15 pounds in each hand is not an intimidating amount of weight, i am ashamed of everyone in there

I tossed one and caught it and they lost it
December 11, 2025 at 10:50 PM
I have been doing fetch, and my points are about to expire, but I'm dangerously close to a reward, but almost all the point things ARE FOR FOOD
I DON'T EAT FOOD
I EAT CARDBOARD
December 11, 2025 at 10:13 PM
Oh my god, my insurance only went up $10
How
Every other year it was like 200 what is this
Thank goodness
December 11, 2025 at 9:52 PM
Went to the paleteria because I do not respect lactose intolerance, and let me tell you, these people have no respect for my arteries, I can feel the milk fat on my lips, it's amazing
December 11, 2025 at 9:38 PM
It is 2am and I am looking at feet on the internet and I hate it, but APPARENTLY MINE ARE WRONG?????
December 11, 2025 at 7:52 AM
So just FYI, as long as you're alive, nearly infinite possibilities exist
They're very much out there
Things you want might forever be closed off
But there very much is more out there
December 11, 2025 at 4:56 AM
So fun fact, if my ptsd is fully triggered, the pulsatile tinnitus leaves? It doesn't seem to exist in the fully active state, only several high pitched ones, that's odd
Rude of it to only stick around when I'm okay-ish
December 11, 2025 at 4:22 AM
If you make glue from flour to seal wrapping paper on presents, I will manifest from the shadows in your home and break you like a glowstick
I'm also gonna leave an unholy mess in your bathroom from all the flour you have everywhere
December 11, 2025 at 3:57 AM
I need insta to stop showing me cool events that are a thousand miles away from me
December 11, 2025 at 2:49 AM
I am so excited to soon have the dumbest of all alpine instruments
Like I know its a horrible instrument
There's a reason we don't play this
But I need you to understand the reason I cannot play viola or violin is that I simply am now unable to hold it up
BUT THIS ONE IS PLAYED ON A TABLE
December 11, 2025 at 2:29 AM
Everyone be quiet, I bought the Schoßgeige

I tragically must learn how paying customs works
December 11, 2025 at 1:13 AM
Oh my little stringed instrument earrings
You have been a hamburger hindrance the entire way
And i didn't even design you, I purchased you!
December 11, 2025 at 12:59 AM
We have learnt nothing from John Henry
December 10, 2025 at 11:39 PM