Æ.
@aesthr.com
Call me Esther, Aesthr, or Æ if you want to be extra.
she/her
Artist, writer, photographer, luddite, witch, dyke - Berlin
Art: https://www.aesthr.com
Writing: https://www.selfawaresoup.com
There are four lights!
she/her
Artist, writer, photographer, luddite, witch, dyke - Berlin
Art: https://www.aesthr.com
Writing: https://www.selfawaresoup.com
There are four lights!
Pinned
Sweaty, sore, thirsty (yes both), and I probably smell like a smoke machine
December 9, 2025 at 12:18 AM
Sweaty, sore, thirsty (yes both), and I probably smell like a smoke machine
Hey chat, can I spontaneously go out like this?
December 8, 2025 at 9:13 PM
Hey chat, can I spontaneously go out like this?
Ronin (1998)
December 8, 2025 at 8:19 PM
Ronin (1998)
So, this week Pluribus managed to put out an episode in which nothing happens and (almost) no new information is gained by the characters and we learn absolutely nothing new about them.
That's almost impressive on a show like this that basically lives on reveals, twists, and characterization
That's almost impressive on a show like this that basically lives on reveals, twists, and characterization
December 8, 2025 at 6:42 PM
So, this week Pluribus managed to put out an episode in which nothing happens and (almost) no new information is gained by the characters and we learn absolutely nothing new about them.
That's almost impressive on a show like this that basically lives on reveals, twists, and characterization
That's almost impressive on a show like this that basically lives on reveals, twists, and characterization
I gave in to the iOS 26 update nagging and it's so ugly and laggy
December 8, 2025 at 6:36 PM
I gave in to the iOS 26 update nagging and it's so ugly and laggy
What if I did something nice tonight?
December 8, 2025 at 5:22 PM
What if I did something nice tonight?
I lived! (and continue to do so)
December 8, 2025 at 3:40 PM
I lived! (and continue to do so)
Wat. I think my brain glitched out there
In case you were wondering what it’s like to boot a free to play mobile game in 2025
December 8, 2025 at 3:39 PM
Wat. I think my brain glitched out there
Bath, hair wash, full-body shave and lotion slathering, moisturizing face mask, …
Scrubbing off the crust of the past several days
Scrubbing off the crust of the past several days
December 8, 2025 at 12:51 PM
Bath, hair wash, full-body shave and lotion slathering, moisturizing face mask, …
Scrubbing off the crust of the past several days
Scrubbing off the crust of the past several days
The fact that it’s impossible to live in our society without participating in some mechanism of exploitation and cruelty.
(and people concluding from this that they shouldn’t care)
(and people concluding from this that they shouldn’t care)
But just for fun, quotepost this with something capitalist/colonial that you hate.
December 8, 2025 at 12:10 PM
The fact that it’s impossible to live in our society without participating in some mechanism of exploitation and cruelty.
(and people concluding from this that they shouldn’t care)
(and people concluding from this that they shouldn’t care)
I have used Linux on servers for very many years, and I think I know my way around that kind of admin work quite well.
Using a somewhat experimental open-hardware laptop as my daily driver away from home has revealed a whole new world of things that I often know nothing about yet …
Using a somewhat experimental open-hardware laptop as my daily driver away from home has revealed a whole new world of things that I often know nothing about yet …
December 8, 2025 at 12:03 PM
I have used Linux on servers for very many years, and I think I know my way around that kind of admin work quite well.
Using a somewhat experimental open-hardware laptop as my daily driver away from home has revealed a whole new world of things that I often know nothing about yet …
Using a somewhat experimental open-hardware laptop as my daily driver away from home has revealed a whole new world of things that I often know nothing about yet …
Usually I have my long baths at night.
But the morning bath might be an underrated concept, even though the mood lighting doesn’t work during daylight.
But the morning bath might be an underrated concept, even though the mood lighting doesn’t work during daylight.
December 8, 2025 at 11:29 AM
Usually I have my long baths at night.
But the morning bath might be an underrated concept, even though the mood lighting doesn’t work during daylight.
But the morning bath might be an underrated concept, even though the mood lighting doesn’t work during daylight.
Apparently I can still spot critical bugs in other people's code while being a sobbing mess during an unprecedentedly bad mental health spiral so that's something
December 8, 2025 at 1:25 AM
Apparently I can still spot critical bugs in other people's code while being a sobbing mess during an unprecedentedly bad mental health spiral so that's something
This really is one of the worst weeks of my entire life
December 7, 2025 at 10:22 PM
This really is one of the worst weeks of my entire life
Sorry for mostly posting all that depressed and anxious mental sludge recently. I just often don't know where else to go with it
December 7, 2025 at 8:54 PM
Sorry for mostly posting all that depressed and anxious mental sludge recently. I just often don't know where else to go with it
Movie you’ve watched more than six times with a gif. Hard mode: no Stars (Wars nor Trek), LOTR, or Marvel.
December 7, 2025 at 8:26 PM
Movie you’ve watched more than six times with a gif. Hard mode: no Stars (Wars nor Trek), LOTR, or Marvel.
I don’t want to live like this
December 7, 2025 at 6:02 PM
I don’t want to live like this
Still scared and I don’t know what to do
December 7, 2025 at 4:58 PM
Still scared and I don’t know what to do
iOS 18 now has a permanent notification bubble on the Settings icon for the upgrade to 26 and I don’t know how long I can ignore that
December 7, 2025 at 12:17 PM
iOS 18 now has a permanent notification bubble on the Settings icon for the upgrade to 26 and I don’t know how long I can ignore that
A guy on mastodon mansplaining linear regression wrongly to me is really not what I needed today after having a crisis centered around not being taken seriously and being talked down to.
December 7, 2025 at 1:36 AM
A guy on mastodon mansplaining linear regression wrongly to me is really not what I needed today after having a crisis centered around not being taken seriously and being talked down to.
Shot day, finally.
It's been over two weeks since the last one and that was already a reduced dose.
It's been over two weeks since the last one and that was already a reduced dose.
December 7, 2025 at 12:04 AM
Shot day, finally.
It's been over two weeks since the last one and that was already a reduced dose.
It's been over two weeks since the last one and that was already a reduced dose.
Mostly feeling anger today so maybe that's an improvement
December 6, 2025 at 7:45 PM
Mostly feeling anger today so maybe that's an improvement