Æ.
@aesthr.com
Call me Esther, Aesthr, or Æ if you want to be extra.
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Artist, writer, photographer, luddite, witch, dyke - Berlin
Art: https://www.aesthr.com
Writing: https://www.selfawaresoup.com
There are four lights!
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Artist, writer, photographer, luddite, witch, dyke - Berlin
Art: https://www.aesthr.com
Writing: https://www.selfawaresoup.com
There are four lights!
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Having a blog is good for your creativity, everybody
Turns out that one of the really cool things about having a website is that now I actually write up and sorta polish the random ideas I have, instead of just making a few notes and then forgetting about them.
December 9, 2025 at 11:47 PM
Having a blog is good for your creativity, everybody
In so hoher swebender wunne
YouTube video by Helium Vola - Topic
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December 9, 2025 at 11:44 PM
I have to get up at a reasonable time tomorrow. Someone should tell me to go to bed
.. and tuck me in
.. and join me cuddling up under my blanket
.. and give me neck kisses
.. and tuck me in
.. and join me cuddling up under my blanket
.. and give me neck kisses
December 9, 2025 at 11:31 PM
I have to get up at a reasonable time tomorrow. Someone should tell me to go to bed
.. and tuck me in
.. and join me cuddling up under my blanket
.. and give me neck kisses
.. and tuck me in
.. and join me cuddling up under my blanket
.. and give me neck kisses
I just spent 1h sifting through "AI" assisted research another student posted to our project chat only to find out that most of it isn't actually relevant to the task at hand.
It's almost like I was right when I said in that interview that "AI" generates more work even for those who don't use it.
It's almost like I was right when I said in that interview that "AI" generates more work even for those who don't use it.
December 9, 2025 at 11:17 PM
I just spent 1h sifting through "AI" assisted research another student posted to our project chat only to find out that most of it isn't actually relevant to the task at hand.
It's almost like I was right when I said in that interview that "AI" generates more work even for those who don't use it.
It's almost like I was right when I said in that interview that "AI" generates more work even for those who don't use it.
Talking with young queers (like <20) can be a lot, especially when they're excited to talk to an "elder" (from their perspective) and absolutely hammer you with questions.
But you know, when I was that age I would have needed that conversation and couldn't. So now I'll stay with them when I can.
But you know, when I was that age I would have needed that conversation and couldn't. So now I'll stay with them when I can.
December 9, 2025 at 10:12 PM
Talking with young queers (like <20) can be a lot, especially when they're excited to talk to an "elder" (from their perspective) and absolutely hammer you with questions.
But you know, when I was that age I would have needed that conversation and couldn't. So now I'll stay with them when I can.
But you know, when I was that age I would have needed that conversation and couldn't. So now I'll stay with them when I can.
I still couldn’t name a single song by The Cure
December 9, 2025 at 9:11 PM
I still couldn’t name a single song by The Cure
New USCSB video!
These days I’m relieved about every new one because it means the funding for that work hasn’t been gutted.
These days I’m relieved about every new one because it means the funding for that work hasn’t been gutted.
December 9, 2025 at 8:49 PM
New USCSB video!
These days I’m relieved about every new one because it means the funding for that work hasn’t been gutted.
These days I’m relieved about every new one because it means the funding for that work hasn’t been gutted.
My leg/torso proportions are actually pretty close to this
December 9, 2025 at 8:13 PM
My leg/torso proportions are actually pretty close to this
Barely slept, messy hair, and last night’s makeup sure is a look too
December 9, 2025 at 7:32 PM
Barely slept, messy hair, and last night’s makeup sure is a look too
Someone with about 2/3 of my body weight please walk across my back a few times to put all the tendons back where they should be
December 9, 2025 at 7:20 PM
Someone with about 2/3 of my body weight please walk across my back a few times to put all the tendons back where they should be
Ghost in the Shell (2017), starring Scarlet Johansson
Never mind movies you’ve watched multiple times, name a movie you’ve watched once and would never watch again.
December 9, 2025 at 7:16 PM
Ghost in the Shell (2017), starring Scarlet Johansson
I had completely forgotten that Tiffany’s husband in Matrix Resurrections is called Chad.
Incredible
Incredible
December 9, 2025 at 6:46 PM
I had completely forgotten that Tiffany’s husband in Matrix Resurrections is called Chad.
Incredible
Incredible
You’d assume that in Berlin Neukölln where I live you can get good falafel at every corner but no, you can’t.
Most places don’t make them themselves, and they are stale, have no texture, and taste like nothing.
It’s a luxury to have an actual good falafel place in walking distance.
Most places don’t make them themselves, and they are stale, have no texture, and taste like nothing.
It’s a luxury to have an actual good falafel place in walking distance.
Woman who did the right thing and went outside to get falafel for dinner
December 9, 2025 at 6:29 PM
You’d assume that in Berlin Neukölln where I live you can get good falafel at every corner but no, you can’t.
Most places don’t make them themselves, and they are stale, have no texture, and taste like nothing.
It’s a luxury to have an actual good falafel place in walking distance.
Most places don’t make them themselves, and they are stale, have no texture, and taste like nothing.
It’s a luxury to have an actual good falafel place in walking distance.
Woman who did the right thing and went outside to get falafel for dinner
December 9, 2025 at 6:19 PM
Woman who did the right thing and went outside to get falafel for dinner
Damn, I haven't had a wank in weeks because brainworms. Better fix that
December 9, 2025 at 5:01 PM
Damn, I haven't had a wank in weeks because brainworms. Better fix that
A feed of everyone who your follows have blocked ... for maximum drama and brainworms
December 9, 2025 at 3:27 PM
A feed of everyone who your follows have blocked ... for maximum drama and brainworms
Woman who runs on caffeine and enthusiasm
December 9, 2025 at 3:22 PM
Woman who runs on caffeine and enthusiasm
I have written one (1) line of code.
And it was wrong.
And it was wrong.
4h of sleep. let’s get some work done!
December 9, 2025 at 1:23 PM
I have written one (1) line of code.
And it was wrong.
And it was wrong.
I get it. It's really hard to please both the 80s new/dark-wave crowd and the EBM/industrial crowd in one night on one floor. But at least build your set to that each gets a decent chunk at a time so people can dance for more than 10 minutes.
The DJ was trash though
Like come on dude, if you manage to make people clear the floor multiple times during your set, something is very wrong.
Like come on dude, if you manage to make people clear the floor multiple times during your set, something is very wrong.
December 9, 2025 at 1:14 PM
I get it. It's really hard to please both the 80s new/dark-wave crowd and the EBM/industrial crowd in one night on one floor. But at least build your set to that each gets a decent chunk at a time so people can dance for more than 10 minutes.
I found a pre-transition photo the other day while sorting through old email and ... wat?
That's not how reality works! That's some fucked up genAI shit, and I don't care that it's from 2014.
That's not how reality works! That's some fucked up genAI shit, and I don't care that it's from 2014.
December 9, 2025 at 1:03 PM
I found a pre-transition photo the other day while sorting through old email and ... wat?
That's not how reality works! That's some fucked up genAI shit, and I don't care that it's from 2014.
That's not how reality works! That's some fucked up genAI shit, and I don't care that it's from 2014.
4h of sleep. let’s get some work done!
December 9, 2025 at 12:23 PM
4h of sleep. let’s get some work done!
Idk, every time I see a photo of Friedrich Merz (our current chancellor), his head seems a little bit bigger.
Is anyone else seeing this too?
Is anyone else seeing this too?
December 9, 2025 at 12:21 PM
Idk, every time I see a photo of Friedrich Merz (our current chancellor), his head seems a little bit bigger.
Is anyone else seeing this too?
Is anyone else seeing this too?
But what if you obsess about it really hard during bad mental health episodes?
Asking for uh … a friend
Asking for uh … a friend
no matter how well people treat you, it won't give you a healthy sense of self-worth 🫂
December 9, 2025 at 12:14 PM
But what if you obsess about it really hard during bad mental health episodes?
Asking for uh … a friend
Asking for uh … a friend