#PathologicalAbuse
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December 13, 2025 at 11:51 AM
Who comes to mind when you watch/listen to my new #SurvviorMusic music video release?

🎼Flip Flopping
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Flip Flopping | Survivor Music (Official Music Video)
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December 12, 2025 at 9:42 PM
Survivor Music | You Gaslight Me 5 | #Survivor #PathologicalAbuse #SurvivorMusicInsigths
🎯 YOU GASLIGHT ME When your reality is replaced by someone else’s version of truth. Confusion builds because the distortion is steady, intentional and designed to make you doubt what you already know. Created by Cindy Ann Pedersen | Award-Winning Songwriter Pathological Abuse Specialist | Advocate Connect: 🦋 Follow Cindy Ann Pedersen on BlueSky →https://bsky.app/profile/cindyannpedersen.com 🌐 More about Cindy Ann Pedersen → https://www.cindyannpedersen.com/ 💬 The Community tab on Cindy Ann Pedersen’s Official Artist Channel shares upcoming releases, reflections, and awareness posts. 📺 Explore Survivor Music playlists and follow the Survivor Music Backstories podcast series to learn how each song connects to real tactics from “The Pathological Playbook” and how they affect victims and survivors. Also featured on: We Resist Web Radio Collective: https://weresistradio.com/cindy-ann-pedersen/ Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/artist/63zLgna4ymVAZTgyDXl4Xf Apple: https://music.apple.com/sg/artist/cindy-ann-pedersen/1778349950 …available on most streaming platforms. Note: Pathological Abuse is the umbrella term for manipulative behaviors and tactics rooted in personality traits linked to Narcissistic Personality Disorder (NPD) and Antisocial Personality Disorder (ASPD), with or without psychopathy. For clarity, terms like narcissist, sociopath, and psychopath may be used. These traits could meet diagnostic criteria if formally assessed, but simplified language makes their tactics more accessible to recognize and name. #Insight #Narcissist #Sociopath #Psychopath #SurvivorMusic #PathologicalAbuse #CPTSD #Manipulation #Gaslighting #Mentalhealth #SurvivorSongs #Survivor #Healing #StrongerTogether #Awareness #Music #SurvivorSongs #SurvivorMusicInsigths
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December 12, 2025 at 8:45 PM
🎯 AGENTS OF MANIPULATION
When abusers triangulate and recruit others into their narrative to control and influence you.

#PathologicalAbuse #Narcissist #Sociopath #Psychopath #Machiavellian #DarkTriad #DarkTetrad #TruthWarriors #Music #SurvivorMusic
Agents of Manipulation | Survivor Music (Official Music Video)
🎯 AGENTS OF MANIPULATION When abusers triangulate and recruit others into their narrative to control and influence you. Friends, family or outsiders become extensions of the abuser’s agenda, often without knowing they are being used. Agents of Manipulation ℗ 2025 Cindy Ann Pedersen 🎵 Lyrics: In the quiet of home, where love should thrive, Pathological abusers control and contrive. Each word a weapon, each look a trap, Building an empire where there’s no turning back. Gaslighting whispers, you’re losing your mind, Twisting your reality, leaving truth behind. Their charm a façade, their love a guise, In their theater of deception, victims pay the price. Agents of manipulation, pawns in their game, Pathological abusers masking the blame. Shaping perceptions, warping the mind, Trapping their victims in a bind. They recruit others, friends and kin, To spread their lies, to draw you in. Why didn’t you leave, why didn’t you see, Judgment and scorn fueling the misery. Denial and projection, their tools so refined, Each tactic designed to capture the mind. Cognitive dissonance, a war within, Their dark orchestration, where to begin? Agents of manipulation, pawns in their game, Pathological abusers masking the blame. Shaping perceptions, warping the mind, Trapping their victims in a bind. Victims trapped, doubting their own sight, Groomed to believe they’re part of the fight. Therapists missing the signs so clear, Society’s judgment amplifies the fear. Victims become agents in their own mind, Internalizing lies, leaving truth behind. Blaming themselves for the abuser’s sin, The cycle continues, where does it begin? Agents of manipulation, pawns in their game, Pathological abusers masking the blame. Shaping perceptions, warping the mind, Trapping their victims in a bind. In the darkness, the web is still spun, Questions remain, battles not won. The agents of manipulation, their shadow remains, In the silent aftermath, the cycle sustains. Stream “Agents of Manipulation” now: Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/53ct9bX9y2KsaBfwaOgBvX?si=98ca91b38b8944da Apple: https://music.apple.com/gb/song/agents-of-manipulation/1802087194 🎧 Also available on most streaming platforms. 🎙️ Listen on We Resist Radio → https://weresistradio.com/cindy-ann-pedersen/ Creator of Survivor Music: Cindy Ann Pedersen | Award-Winning Songwriter Pathological Abuse Specialist | Advocate 🦋 Follow on BlueSky → https://bsky.app/profile/cindyannpedersen.com 🌐 More at → https://www.cindyannpedersen.com/ 📺 Explore Survivor Music playlists and follow Survivor Music, a podcast with raw, unfiltered talks that take you behind each Survivor Music song, exploring what inspired it, the tactics from The Pathological Playbook it exposes, and what victims and survivors endure in that season of Pathological Abuse. Note: Cindy uses the terms Narcissist, Sociopath, and Psychopath for clarity. These terms broadly reflect traits associated with Narcissistic Personality Disorder (NPD) and Antisocial Personality Disorder (ASPD), including psychopathy. Simplified language helps explain the manipulative tactics of Pathological Abuse (PA) without requiring clinical expertise. #Narcissist #Sociopath #Psychopath #SurvivorMusic #AgentsOfManipulation #PathologicalAbuse #DarkTriad #DarkTetrad #CoerciveControl #Gaslighting #CPTSD #Survivor #NarcissisticAbuse #TraumaBonding #WalkingOnEggshells #Manipulation #MindControl
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December 12, 2025 at 2:00 PM
New #SurvivorMusic video release 12.12.2025 (teaser below)

FLIP FLOPPING
When someone switches sides, stories and loyalties depending on what benefits them. The inconsistency keeps everyone off balance while they stay loyal only to control.

#Narcissist #Sociopath #Psychopath #PathologicalAbuse
December 11, 2025 at 9:26 PM
🎯 ABANDONED
When the deepest wound is caused by the abuser, and an added layer comes from those who turn away.

#PathologicalAbuse #Narcissist #Sociopath #Psychopath #Machiavellian #DarkTriad #DarkTetrad #TruthWarriors #Music #SurvivorMusic
Abandoned | Survivor Music (Official Music Video)
🎯 ABANDONED When the deepest wound is caused by the abuser, and an added layer in the aftermath comes from those who turn away. Distance, deflection and blame replace support, leaving you to carry what others refuse to face. Abandoned ℗ 2025 Cindy Ann Pedersen 🎵 Lyrics: So many people dance around, This word they don't want to hear out loud. Pathological abuse, the almighty bomb, Stops the talk, shuts it down. Imagine you're in too deep, You need to talk, you need relief. But they know you, know your pain, And still, they turn away. High on that list of hurt, Is feeling abandoned, left in the dirt. When you finally speak your misery, They can't take it, they leave you be. They cover their ears, say it’s too much, They don't want their world broken apart. You're left alone, twisting in the wind, Abandoned by those who should care. Before you knew what it meant, Life was blame and confusion spent. But then you learned the painful truth, The love you sought, never meant for you. The grief that follows knowledge gained, Life split in two, love in vain. You needed validation, someone to see, But their empathy was a blanket out of reach. Most don't get it, most don't see, Narcissist and antisocial, their cruelty. They live in cozy, naive worlds, While your reality unfurls. They cover their ears, say it’s too much, They don't want their world broken apart. You're left alone, twisting in the wind, Abandoned by those who should care. Even the ones who should have known, Turn their backs, leave you alone. It's easier to pretend, to close their eyes, Than to face the pain and the lies. A family who won't hear their loved one's cries, A friend who says it's just a lie. They're enablers, living in denial, While you walk this lonely mile. High on that list of hurt, Is feeling abandoned, left in the dirt. When you finally speak your misery, They can't take it, they leave you be. They cover their ears, say it’s too much, They don't want their world broken apart. You're left alone, twisting in the wind, Abandoned by those who should care. So here you are, broken and bruised, By those who love, but can't see through. Their comfortable, unshattered views, Leaving you alone, to face the truth. Stream “Abandoned” now: Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/43aK3VnUU3AK97NIood6N0?si=f69e59992abb4267 Apple: https://music.apple.com/gb/song/abandoned/1802087193 🎧 Also available on most streaming platforms. 🎙️ Listen on We Resist Radio → https://weresistradio.com/cindy-ann-pedersen/ Creator of Survivor Music: Cindy Ann Pedersen | Award-Winning Songwriter Pathological Abuse Specialist | Advocate 🦋 Follow on BlueSky → https://bsky.app/profile/cindyannpedersen.com 🌐 More at → https://www.cindyannpedersen.com/ 📺 Explore Survivor Music playlists and follow Survivor Music, a podcast with raw, unfiltered talks that take you behind each Survivor Music song, exploring what inspired it, the tactics from The Pathological Playbook it exposes, and what victims and survivors endure in that season of Pathological Abuse. Note: Cindy uses the terms Narcissist, Sociopath, and Psychopath for clarity. These terms broadly reflect traits associated with Narcissistic Personality Disorder (NPD) and Antisocial Personality Disorder (ASPD), including psychopathy. Simplified language helps explain the manipulative tactics of Pathological Abuse (PA) without requiring clinical expertise. #Narcissist #Sociopath #Psychopath #SurvivorMusic #Abandoned #PathologicalAbuse #DarkTriad #DarkTetrad #CoerciveControl #Gaslighting #CPTSD #Survivor #WalkingOnEggshells #NarcissisticAbuse #TraumaBonding #MindControl #Manipulation
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December 11, 2025 at 6:30 PM
Survivor Music | You Gaslight Me 3 | Survivor #PathologicalAbuse #SurvivorMusicInsigths
🎯 YOU GASLIGHT ME When your reality is replaced by someone else’s version of truth. Confusion builds because the distortion is steady, intentional and designed to make you doubt what you already know. Created by Cindy Ann Pedersen | Award-Winning Songwriter Pathological Abuse Specialist | Advocate Connect: 🦋 Follow Cindy Ann Pedersen on BlueSky →https://bsky.app/profile/cindyannpedersen.com 🌐 More about Cindy Ann Pedersen → https://www.cindyannpedersen.com/ 💬 The Community tab on Cindy Ann Pedersen’s Official Artist Channel shares upcoming releases, reflections, and awareness posts. 📺 Explore Survivor Music playlists and follow the Survivor Music Backstories podcast series to learn how each song connects to real tactics from “The Pathological Playbook” and how they affect victims and survivors. Also featured on: We Resist Web Radio Collective: https://weresistradio.com/cindy-ann-pedersen/ Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/artist/63zLgna4ymVAZTgyDXl4Xf Apple: https://music.apple.com/sg/artist/cindy-ann-pedersen/1778349950 …available on most streaming platforms. Note: Pathological Abuse is the umbrella term for manipulative behaviors and tactics rooted in personality traits linked to Narcissistic Personality Disorder (NPD) and Antisocial Personality Disorder (ASPD), with or without psychopathy. For clarity, terms like narcissist, sociopath, and psychopath may be used. These traits could meet diagnostic criteria if formally assessed, but simplified language makes their tactics more accessible to recognize and name. #Insight #Narcissist #Sociopath #Psychopath #SurvivorMusic #PathologicalAbuse #CPTSD #Manipulation #Gaslighting #Mentalhealth #SurvivorSongs #Survivor #Healing #StrongerTogether #Awareness #Music #SurvivorSongs #SurvivorMusicInsigths
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December 11, 2025 at 2:30 AM
Survivor Music | Crazy Making 4 | #Survivor #PathologicalAbuse #SurvivorMusicInsigths
🎯 CRAZY MAKING When gaslighting twists facts, denies what happened and destabilizes everything around it. Percepticide and perspecticide erode trust in your senses and viewpoint until psychological captivity takes hold... it's crazy making. Created by Cindy Ann Pedersen | Award-Winning Songwriter Pathological Abuse Specialist | Advocate Connect: 🦋 Follow Cindy Ann Pedersen on BlueSky →https://bsky.app/profile/cindyannpedersen.com 🌐 More about Cindy Ann Pedersen → https://www.cindyannpedersen.com/ 💬 The Community tab on Cindy Ann Pedersen’s Official Artist Channel shares upcoming releases, reflections, and awareness posts. 📺 Explore Survivor Music playlists and follow the Survivor Music Backstories podcast series to learn how each song connects to real tactics from “The Pathological Playbook” and how they affect victims and survivors. Also featured on: We Resist Web Radio Collective: https://weresistradio.com/cindy-ann-pedersen/ Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/artist/63zLgna4ymVAZTgyDXl4Xf Apple: https://music.apple.com/sg/artist/cindy-ann-pedersen/1778349950 …available on most streaming platforms. Note: Pathological Abuse is the umbrella term for manipulative behaviors and tactics rooted in personality traits linked to Narcissistic Personality Disorder (NPD) and Antisocial Personality Disorder (ASPD), with or without psychopathy. For clarity, terms like narcissist, sociopath, and psychopath may be used. These traits could meet diagnostic criteria if formally assessed, but simplified language makes their tactics more accessible to recognize and name. #Insight #Narcissist #Sociopath #Psychopath #SurvivorMusic #PathologicalAbuse #CPTSD #Manipulation #Gaslighting #Mentalhealth #SurvivorSongs #Survivor #Healing #StrongerTogether #Awareness #Music #SurvivorSongs #SurvivorMusicInsigths
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December 10, 2025 at 8:30 PM
🎯 I SEE YOU SEEING ME
When you stop pretending you don’t notice the watching and let them know you do.

#PathologicalAbuse #Narcissist #Sociopath #Psychopath #Machiavellian #DarkTriad #DarkTetrad #TruthWarriors #Music #SurvivorMusic
I See You Seeing Me | Survivor Music (Official Music Video)
🎯 I SEE YOU SEEING ME When you stop pretending you don’t notice the watching and let them know you do. Awareness becomes its own power as you document, speak up and refuse to shrink under their surveillance. I See You Seeing Me ℗ Cindy Ann Pedersen 2025 🎵 Lyrics: You found me, just like I knew you would Lurking in the shadows, thinking you’re understood Your eyes say, “I’ve got you,” but here’s the twist This time I’m the one who won’t be missed You think you’re clever, playing your game But I’ve decoded every move, every claim The fear you crave, it’s fuel to my flame I see you seeing me, and I’m naming your name You broke my voice, tried to keep me small But I found a way to rise through it all Now my words echo louder than your disguise Your power’s a shadow, stripped of its lies I see you seeing me, and I hope you hear Every word, every song, I’m loud and clear You can watch, you can stalk, but you’ll never control I’m the roar of the truth, and I’m taking my role You shattered me once, but I’m built to last Your chains are gone, they’re ghosts of the past You cling to the game, trying to rewrite What’s already been told in the bright daylight You think I’m the same, that I’ll bow and break But I’m calling out your every fake I’ve learned the rules, I’ve turned the tide This stage is mine, no more running to hide You broke my voice, tried to keep me small But I found a way to rise through it all Now my words echo louder than your disguise Your power’s a shadow, stripped of its lies I see you seeing me, and I hope you hear Every word, every song, I’m loud and clear You can watch, you can stalk, but you’ll never control I’m the roar of the truth, and I’m taking my role Every glance, every move, your tactic’s plain But I’ve unraveled the threads of your reign You think you can silence the truth I bring But my story’s a weapon, and I’m ready to sing Your whispers fall flat, your lies are thin The louder I speak, the less you win So hear me now, as I turn up the sound I see you seeing me, and I’m standing my ground I see you seeing me, and I hope you hear Every word, every song, I’m loud and clear You can watch, you can stalk, but you’ll never control I’m the roar of the truth, and I’m taking my role I see you seeing me But this voice is mine, for the world to see Stream “I See You Seeing Me” now: Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/4HKuqjAINc5xzd47KYVCaK?si=d7e66c110e0b487a Apple: https://music.apple.com/gb/song/i-see-you-seeing-me/1802087188 🎧 Also available on most streaming platforms. 🎙️ Listen on We Resist Radio → https://weresistradio.com/cindy-ann-pedersen/ Creator of Survivor Music: Cindy Ann Pedersen | Award-Winning Songwriter Pathological Abuse Specialist | Advocate 🦋 Follow on BlueSky → https://bsky.app/profile/cindyannpedersen.com 🌐 More at → https://www.cindyannpedersen.com/ 📺 Explore Survivor Music playlists and follow Survivor Music, a podcast with raw, unfiltered talks that take you behind each Survivor Music song, exploring what inspired it, the tactics from The Pathological Playbook it exposes, and what victims and survivors endure in that season of Pathological Abuse. Note: Cindy uses the terms Narcissist, Sociopath, and Psychopath for clarity. These terms broadly reflect traits associated with Narcissistic Personality Disorder (NPD) and Antisocial Personality Disorder (ASPD), including psychopathy. Simplified language helps explain the manipulative tactics of Pathological Abuse (PA) without requiring clinical expertise. #Stalker #Narcissist #Sociopath #Psychopath #SurvivorMusic #MindMapping #PathologicalAbuse #DarkTriad #DarkTetrad #CoerciveControl #Gaslighting #CPTSD #Survivor #TraumaBonding #WalkingOnEggshells #NarcissisticAbuse #Manipulation #Stalkingawareness #Stalking
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December 10, 2025 at 4:30 PM
🎯 HYPNOTIZED
When perception is guided so subtly that you don’t notice the shift.

#PathologicalAbuse #Narcissist #Sociopath #Psychopath #Machiavellian #DarkTriad #DarkTetrad #TruthWarriors #Music #SurvivorMusic
Hypnotized | Survivor Music (Official Music Video)
🎯 HYPNOTIZED When perception is guided so subtly that you don’t notice the shift. Tone, timing and suggestion work together to soften resistance and pull you deeper into their influence. Hypnotized ℗ 2025 Cindy Ann Pedersen 🎵 Lyrics: I used to believe it was better to have felt love To have been loved, even if it didn’t stay But now I see it for what it really was You didn’t love me, you just wanted your way I fell for the spell, the way you moved Every word like smoke, hiding the truth Your love was a trick, a sleight of the mind And I was caught in the web you designed Hypnotized… hypnotized… hypnotized… Your words, your touch, they pulled me in Hypnotized… hypnotized… hypnotized… I couldn’t see where the truth begins Your black magic, your perfect lies You left me hypnotized You held me captive with every glance A stare that pulled me into your trance Every touch was calculated, rehearsed And I couldn’t see that it only made things worse Looking back now, I see the design Every kiss, every promise was never mine Your love wasn’t love, just obsession with me And I was hypnotized to please your need Hypnotized… hypnotized… hypnotized… Your words, your touch, they pulled me in Hypnotized… hypnotized… hypnotized… I couldn’t see where the truth begins Your black magic, your perfect lies You left me hypnotized I used to believe it was better to have felt love But now I know the truth that hides above It wasn’t me you wanted, it wasn’t even love It was obsession, control, never enough Hypnotized… hypnotized… hypnotized… Your words, your touch, they pulled me in Hypnotized… hypnotized… hypnotized… I couldn’t see where the truth begins Your black magic, your perfect lies You left me hypnotized Hypnotized… hypnotized… Stream “Hypnotized” now: Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/7wKBAffanAciNhO3gETtbu?si=9198b38e45814f55 Apple: https://music.apple.com/gb/song/hypnotized/1802087187 🎧 Also available on most streaming platforms. 🎙️ Listen on We Resist Radio → https://weresistradio.com/cindy-ann-pedersen/ Creator of Survivor Music: Cindy Ann Pedersen | Award-Winning Songwriter Pathological Abuse Specialist | Advocate 🦋 Follow Cindy Ann Pedersen on BlueSky → https://bsky.app/profile/cindyannpedersen.com 🌐 More about Cindy Ann Pedersen → https://www.cindyannpedersen.com/ 📺 Explore Survivor Music playlists and follow Survivor Music, a podcast with raw, unfiltered talks that take you behind each Survivor Music song, exploring what inspired it, the tactics from The Pathological Playbook it exposes, and what victims and survivors endure in that season of Pathological Abuse. Note: Cindy uses the terms Narcissist, Sociopath, and Psychopath for clarity. These terms broadly reflect traits associated with Narcissistic Personality Disorder (NPD) and Antisocial Personality Disorder (ASPD), including psychopathy. Simplified language helps explain the manipulative tactics of Pathological Abuse without requiring clinical expertise. #Narcissist #Sociopath #Psychopath #SurvivorMusic #Hypnotized #PathologicalAbuse #DarkTriad #DarkTetrad #CoerciveControl #Gaslighting #CPTSD #Survivor #MindControl #TraumaBonding #WalkingOnEggshells
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December 9, 2025 at 6:00 PM
Survivor Music | Death by a Thousand Cuts 1 | #Survivor #PathologicalAbuse #SurvivorMusicInsigths
🎯 DEATH BY A THOUSAND CUTS When harm comes in small, relentless blows that add up to devastation. Each slight, dismissal and manipulation seems insignificant alone, yet together they break down identity and endurance. Created by Cindy Ann Pedersen | Award-Winning Songwriter Pathological Abuse Specialist | Advocate Connect: 🦋 Follow Cindy Ann Pedersen on BlueSky →https://bsky.app/profile/cindyannpedersen.com 🌐 More about Cindy Ann Pedersen → https://www.cindyannpedersen.com/ 💬 The Community tab on Cindy Ann Pedersen’s Official Artist Channel shares upcoming releases, reflections, and awareness posts. 📺 Explore Survivor Music playlists and follow the Survivor Music Backstories podcast series to learn how each song connects to real tactics from “The Pathological Playbook” and how they affect victims and survivors. Also featured on: We Resist Web Radio Collective: https://weresistradio.com/cindy-ann-pedersen/ Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/artist/63zLgna4ymVAZTgyDXl4Xf Apple: https://music.apple.com/sg/artist/cindy-ann-pedersen/1778349950 …available on most streaming platforms. Note: Pathological Abuse is the umbrella term for manipulative behaviors and tactics rooted in personality traits linked to Narcissistic Personality Disorder (NPD) and Antisocial Personality Disorder (ASPD), with or without psychopathy. For clarity, terms like narcissist, sociopath, and psychopath may be used. These traits could meet diagnostic criteria if formally assessed, but simplified language makes their tactics more accessible to recognize and name. #Narcissist #Sociopath #Psychopath #SurvivorMusic #PathologicalAbuse #CPTSD #Manipulation #Gaslighting #Mentalhealth #SurvivorSongs #Survivor #StrongerTogether #HealingAfterAbuse #SurvivorMusicInsigths
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December 8, 2025 at 10:30 PM
Survivor Music | You Gaslight Me 8 | #Survivor #PathologicalAbuse #SurvivorMusicInsigths
🎯 YOU GASLIGHT ME When your reality is replaced by someone else’s version of truth. Confusion builds because the distortion is steady, intentional and designed to make you doubt what you already know. Created by Cindy Ann Pedersen | Award-Winning Songwriter Pathological Abuse Specialist | Advocate Connect: 🦋 Follow Cindy Ann Pedersen on BlueSky →https://bsky.app/profile/cindyannpedersen.com 🌐 More about Cindy Ann Pedersen → https://www.cindyannpedersen.com/ 💬 The Community tab on Cindy Ann Pedersen’s Official Artist Channel shares upcoming releases, reflections, and awareness posts. 📺 Explore Survivor Music playlists and follow the Survivor Music Backstories podcast series to learn how each song connects to real tactics from “The Pathological Playbook” and how they affect victims and survivors. Also featured on: We Resist Web Radio Collective: https://weresistradio.com/cindy-ann-pedersen/ Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/artist/63zLgna4ymVAZTgyDXl4Xf Apple: https://music.apple.com/sg/artist/cindy-ann-pedersen/1778349950 …available on most streaming platforms. Note: Pathological Abuse is the umbrella term for manipulative behaviors and tactics rooted in personality traits linked to Narcissistic Personality Disorder (NPD) and Antisocial Personality Disorder (ASPD), with or without psychopathy. For clarity, terms like narcissist, sociopath, and psychopath may be used. These traits could meet diagnostic criteria if formally assessed, but simplified language makes their tactics more accessible to recognize and name. #Insight #Narcissist #Sociopath #Psychopath #SurvivorMusic #PathologicalAbuse #CPTSD #Manipulation #Gaslighting #Mentalhealth #SurvivorSongs #Survivor #Healing #StrongerTogether #Awareness #Music #SurvivorSongs #SurvivorMusicInsigths
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December 8, 2025 at 8:30 PM
December 6, 2025 at 12:59 PM
Did you know many survivors who are stalked live with CPTSD and triggers that were conditioned during the abuse?

See my song "Golden Car" on YouTube.

#SurvivorMusic #Narcissist #Sociopath #Psychopath #PathologicalAbuse #Survivor
Golden Car | Survivor Music (Official Music Video)
🎯 GOLDEN CAR When freedom still feels dangerous because fear was programmed into your body long before you escaped and the stalking never fully ends. The cues, places and sensations they conditioned become triggers they ignite through presence or distance, leaving survivors unsure when they are being watched. Golden Car ℗ 2025 Cindy Ann Pedersen 🎵 Lyrics: Hmm-mm... Hmm-mm... Still see you... Still feel you... You told me not to drive too far, Said I wasn’t built for speed. Raised your voice when I got too brave, Now I flinch when the highway breathes. You used the dark to draw the line, Said the world out there was cold. But I can’t forget the way you taught me Fear was something you controlled. Golden car, you’re back again, Right where I was yesterday. You don’t need to chase me down, You taught me not to drive away. You’d grab the wheel, then let it go, Said I’m helping — stay relaxed. But I learned panic in your silence, And how to freeze before I crashed. I sold the car. You bought it back, Said you missed the leather seats. Now every street I try to claim Still feels like it belongs to you. Golden car, you’re back again, Right where I was yesterday. You don’t need to chase me down, You taught me not to drive away. I change my route, I check the locks, I leave the keys When it gets dark. Golden car, I see you there, Waiting like you always do. You don’t speak, you never had to — The road still listens back to you. I still freeze... ...when the engine starts. Hmm-mm... Hmm-mm... Stream “Golden Car” now: Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/71COjvnscRxSWuHHnoPBix?si=669f06defbe149a3 Apple: https://music.apple.com/sg/song/golden-car/1836259898 🎧 Also available on most streaming platforms. 🎙️ Listen on We Resist Radio → https://weresistradio.com/cindy-ann-pedersen/ Creator of Survivor Music: Cindy Ann Pedersen | Award-Winning Songwriter Pathological Abuse Specialist | Advocate 🦋 Follow Cindy Ann Pedersen on BlueSky → https://bsky.app/profile/cindyannpedersen.com 🌐 More about Cindy Ann Pedersen → https://www.cindyannpedersen.com/ 💬 The Community tab on Cindy Ann Pedersen’s Official Artist Channel shares upcoming releases, reflections, and awareness posts. 📺 Explore Survivor Music playlists and follow Survivor Music podcast with raw, unfiltered talks that take you behind each Survivor Music song — exploring what inspired it, the tactics from The Pathological Playbook it exposes, and what victims and survivors endure in that season of Pathological Abuse. Note: Cindy uses the terms Narcissist, Sociopath, and Psychopath for clarity. These terms broadly reflect traits associated with Narcissistic Personality Disorder (NPD) and Antisocial Personality Disorder (ASPD), including psychopathy. Simplified language helps explain the manipulative tactics of Pathological Abuse (PA) without requiring clinical expertise. #Narcissist #Sociopath #Psychopath #SurvivorMusic #GoldenCar #OfficialMusicVideo #PathologicalAbuse #Machiavellian #DarkTriad #DarkTetrad #CoerciveControl #Gaslighting #CPTSD #TraumaBonding #Stalking #Survivor
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December 3, 2025 at 9:00 PM
🎯 WORD SALAD
When language is used to confuse instead of communicate.
Meaning dissolves into diversion that leaves you chasing clarity.

#PathologicalAbuse #Narcissist #Sociopath #Psychopath #Machiavellian #DarkTriad #DarkTetrad #TruthWarriors #Music #SurvivorMusic
Word Salad | Survivor Music (Official Music Video)
🎯 WORD SALAD When language is used to confuse instead of communicate. Meaning dissolves into diversion that leaves you chasing clarity. ℗ Cindy Ann Pedersen 2025 🎵 Lyrics: Word Salad I ask about the house, you switch to the bills, Then you jump to the past, how you gave me chills. Mention the vacation, then your family’s call, I’m drowning in your words, can't get it at all. You answer with questions, statements untrue, Starting new topics, nothing to pursue. Word salad, messing with my head, Lost in your chaos, filled with dread. Word salad, spinning in my brain, Questions unanswered, driving me insane. You’re crazy talk, I can’t keep up, Lost in confusion, drowning in your muck. You bring up finances, then the weather’s next, Jump to my family, leaving me perplexed. Details about the house, then our future plans, I can’t keep up, my mind expands. In your puzzle of words, I try to understand, Your words a storm, that never land. In the swirl of madness, clarity fades, Lost in the chaos, trapped in your charades. Word salad, spinning in my brain, Questions unanswered, driving me insane. You’re crazy talk, I can’t keep up, Lost in confusion, drowning in your muck. Circular talk, wearing me down, Mental exhaustion, breaking me down. Circular conversations, I’m losing my mind, In your salad of words, clarity I can’t find. Word salad, spinning in my brain, Questions unanswered, driving me insane. You’re crazy talk, I can’t keep up, Lost in confusion, drowning in your muck. Caught in your maze, where you’re always right, In your word salad, I totally lose all insight. Still trapped in your words, losing my ground, Every time I ask, you spin me around. Stream “Word Salad” now: Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/7zk1NyAiTFDVzKf2gytWZV?si=c5a84af27ed94ff9 Apple: https://music.apple.com/gb/song/word-salad/1778350664 🎧 Also available on most streaming platforms. 🎙️ Listen on We Resist Radio → https://weresistradio.com/cindy-ann-pedersen/ Creator of Survivor Music: Cindy Ann Pedersen | Award-Winning Songwriter Pathological Abuse Specialist | Advocate 🦋 Follow Cindy Ann Pedersen on BlueSky → https://bsky.app/profile/cindyannpedersen.com 🌐 More about Cindy Ann Pedersen → https://www.cindyannpedersen.com/ 📺 Explore Survivor Music playlists and follow Survivor Music podcast with raw, unfiltered talks that take you behind each Survivor Music song — exploring what inspired it, the tactics from The Pathological Playbook it exposes, and what victims and survivors endure in that season of Pathological Abuse. Note: Cindy uses the terms Narcissist, Sociopath, and Psychopath for clarity. These terms broadly reflect traits associated with Narcissistic Personality Disorder (NPD) and Antisocial Personality Disorder (ASPD), including psychopathy. Simplified language helps explain the manipulative tactics of Pathological Abuse (PA) without requiring clinical expertise. #Narcissist #Sociopath #Psychopath #Machiavellian #DarkTriad #DarkTetrad #SurvivorMusic #IllusionOfOath #OfficialMusicVideo #PathologicalAbuse #CPTSD #Trauma #ToxicRelationship #Manipulation #Gaslighting #CoerciveControl #Awareness #Music #Survivor #DecodingAbuse
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December 3, 2025 at 8:30 PM
🎯 DUAL JADE
When manipulation forces both sides into JADE, but only one of them is doing it for real.

#PathologicalAbuse #Narcissist #Sociopath #Psychopath #Machiavellian #DarkTriad #DarkTetrad #TruthWarriors #Music #SurvivorMusic
Dual JADE | Survivor Music (Official Music Video)
🎯 DUAL JADE When manipulation forces both sides into JADE, but only one of them is doing it for real. DARVO disguised as JADE pushes one person into defence while the other performs it to hide the harm. Dual JADE ℗ Cindy Ann Pedersen 2024 🎵 Lyrics: Trapped in his game, no place to hide. Dual Jade I'm lost inside. He says he’s justified, Every cruel word, every lie. In his eyes, he can’t do wrong, Spins his web, plays along. Arguing to break me down, Defending his twisted ground. He explains away the night, Turning black into white. Dual JADE in this dance, A wicked, twisted trance. He pulls the strings, I fall apart, Confusion reigns, breaking my heart. Justify, Argue, Defend, Explain, A cycle of despair, a world of pain. Dual JADE, he trapped me inside, In his game, no place to hide. I try to justify my tears, Argue back against my fears. Defend my right to feel this way, Explain why I can’t stay. Caught in his chaotic storm, Every word a brand new norm. He watches as I stumble, fall, My voice lost in his thrall. Dual JADE in this dance, A wicked, twisted trance. He pulls the strings, I fall apart, Confusion reigns, breaking my heart. Justify, Argue, Defend, Explain, A cycle of despair, a world of pain. Dual JADE, he trapped me inside, In his game, no place to hide. His JADE, a weapon sharp and cold, My JADE, a shield that can’t hold. In this duality we spin, A battle not possible for me to win. He provokes, I react, Caught in his ruthless act. Trying to make sense, find peace, But his control will never cease. Dual JADE in this dance, A wicked, twisted trance. He pulls the strings, I fall apart, Confusion reigns, breaking my heart. Justify, Argue, Defend, Explain, A cycle of despair, a world of pain. Dual JADE, he trapped me inside, In his game, no place to hide. In the shadows of his game, I’m left to bear the shame. Dual JADE, forever bound, In his lies, I’m lost, not found. Justify, Argue, Defend, Explain, In this cycle, endless rain. Dual JADE, he trapped me inside, In this darkness, losing my mind. Stream “Dual JADE” now: Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/0OWuIwBg3g0jzavNxiS9uF?si=2d1edc43ad594da6 Apple: https://music.apple.com/gb/song/dual-jade/1784597588 🎧 Also available on most streaming platforms. 🎙️ Listen on We Resist Radio → https://weresistradio.com/cindy-ann-pedersen/ Creator of Survivor Music: Cindy Ann Pedersen | Award-Winning Songwriter Pathological Abuse Specialist | Advocate 🦋 Follow Cindy Ann Pedersen on BlueSky → https://bsky.app/profile/cindyannpedersen.com 🌐 More about Cindy Ann Pedersen → https://www.cindyannpedersen.com/ 📺 Explore Survivor Music playlists and follow Survivor Music podcast with raw, unfiltered talks that take you behind each Survivor Music song — exploring what inspired it, the tactics from The Pathological Playbook it exposes, and what victims and survivors endure in that season of Pathological Abuse. Note: Cindy uses the terms Narcissist, Sociopath, and Psychopath for clarity. These terms broadly reflect traits associated with Narcissistic Personality Disorder (NPD) and Antisocial Personality Disorder (ASPD), including psychopathy. Simplified language helps explain the manipulative tactics of Pathological Abuse (PA) without requiring clinical expertise. #Narcissist #Sociopath #Psychopath #Machiavellian #DarkTriad #DarkTetrad #SurvivorMusic #IllusionOfOath #OfficialMusicVideo #PathologicalAbuse #CPTSD #Trauma #ToxicRelationship #Manipulation #Gaslighting #CoerciveControl #Awareness #Music #Survivor #DualJADE
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December 3, 2025 at 3:30 PM
Survivor Music | Crazy Making 2 | #Survivor #PathologicalAbuse #SurvivorMusicInsigths
🎯 CRAZY MAKING When gaslighting twists facts, denies what happened and destabilizes everything around it. Percepticide and perspecticide erode trust in your senses and viewpoint until psychological captivity takes hold... it's crazy making. Created by Cindy Ann Pedersen | Award-Winning Songwriter Pathological Abuse Specialist | Advocate Connect: 🦋 Follow Cindy Ann Pedersen on BlueSky →https://bsky.app/profile/cindyannpedersen.com 🌐 More about Cindy Ann Pedersen → https://www.cindyannpedersen.com/ 💬 The Community tab on Cindy Ann Pedersen’s Official Artist Channel shares upcoming releases, reflections, and awareness posts. 📺 Explore Survivor Music playlists and follow the Survivor Music Backstories podcast series to learn how each song connects to real tactics from “The Pathological Playbook” and how they affect victims and survivors. Also featured on: We Resist Web Radio Collective: https://weresistradio.com/cindy-ann-pedersen/ Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/artist/63zLgna4ymVAZTgyDXl4Xf Apple: https://music.apple.com/sg/artist/cindy-ann-pedersen/1778349950 …available on most streaming platforms. Note: Pathological Abuse is the umbrella term for manipulative behaviors and tactics rooted in personality traits linked to Narcissistic Personality Disorder (NPD) and Antisocial Personality Disorder (ASPD), with or without psychopathy. For clarity, terms like narcissist, sociopath, and psychopath may be used. These traits could meet diagnostic criteria if formally assessed, but simplified language makes their tactics more accessible to recognize and name. #Insight #Narcissist #Sociopath #Psychopath #SurvivorMusic #PathologicalAbuse #CPTSD #Manipulation #Gaslighting #Mentalhealth #SurvivorSongs #Survivor #StrongerTogether #HealingAfterAbuse #SurvivorMusicInsigths
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December 2, 2025 at 10:30 PM
🎯 LOVE GRENADES
When affection is used as ammunition to pull you back in.
Warmth appears only long enough to regain control before it detonates.

#PathologicalAbuse #Narcissist #Sociopath #Psychopath #Machiavellian #DarkTriad #DarkTetrad #TruthWarriors #Music #SurvivorMusic
Love Grenades | Survivor Music (Official Music Video)
🎯 LOVE GRENADES When affection is used as ammunition to pull you back in. Warmth appears only long enough to regain control before it detonates. Love Grenades ℗ Cindy Ann Pedersen 2025 🎵 Lyrics: At the start, it felt so right Like a dream, every night He saw me, he knew me Made me feel so loved, so free Smothered me with all his charms I fell right into his arms I opened up, bared my soul Passionate love took control Love grenades, they shattered my mind Oxytocin, dopamine, left me blind Overwhelmed with love, no time to think Without him by my side, I couldn’t blink Addicted to him, I craved his touch He made sure I needed him so much But it was all a game he played Every move, every word he said Faking love, taking notes Using me to build false hopes Lifted me high, just to let me fall Pathological abuser behind it all He showed up with gifts, surprise delight Pretending to care to make it right Every gesture, every act Part of his twisted pact Charmed my friends, family too His charisma hid the truth But my friends saw through the show Felt the depth he didn’t know Love grenades, they shattered my mind Oxytocin, dopamine, left me blind Overwhelmed with love, no time to think Without him by my side, I couldn’t blink Addicted to him, I craved his touch He made sure I needed him so much Isolation crept so slow I didn’t see it, I just let go Turned me against those who cared Lost and gasping for air Even my friends faded away Caught in his web, perfect prey Love grenades, they shattered my mind Oxytocin, dopamine, left me blind Overwhelmed with love, no time to think Without him by my side, I couldn’t blink Addicted to him, I craved his touch He made sure I needed him so much I did not see through his disguise The lies he spun, the alibis Trapped in his cycle, couldn’t break free Pathological abuser, his endless spree Love bombing was just the start And I was caught in his darkened heart Stream “Love Grenades” now: Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/0tKE97kvKMKWKGXosOuwSw?si=092ed453f7af492a Apple: https://music.apple.com/gb/song/love-grenades/1784597592 Creator of Survivor Music: Cindy Ann Pedersen | Award-Winning Songwriter Pathological Abuse Specialist | Advocate 🦋 Follow Cindy Ann Pedersen on BlueSky → https://bsky.app/profile/cindyannpedersen.com 🌐 More about Cindy Ann Pedersen → https://www.cindyannpedersen.com/ 📺 Explore Survivor Music playlists and follow Survivor Music podcast with raw, unfiltered talks that take you behind each Survivor Music song — exploring what inspired it, the tactics from The Pathological Playbook it exposes, and what victims and survivors endure in that season of Pathological Abuse. Note: Cindy uses the terms Narcissist, Sociopath, and Psychopath for clarity. These terms broadly reflect traits associated with Narcissistic Personality Disorder (NPD) and Antisocial Personality Disorder (ASPD), including psychopathy. Simplified language helps explain the manipulative tactics of Pathological Abuse (PA) without requiring clinical expertise. #Narcissist #Sociopath #Psychopath #Machiavellian #DarkTriad #DarkTetrad #SurvivorMusic #IllusionOfOath #OfficialMusicVideo #PathologicalAbuse #CPTSD #Trauma #ToxicRelationship #Manipulation #Gaslighting #CoerciveControl #Awareness #Music #Survivor *Concept “Love Grenades” coined by Cindy Ann Pedersen (2020)
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December 2, 2025 at 10:00 PM
🎯 CRACKS OF GOLD
When the fractures left behind reveal what you survived.
The breaks show truth and the gold shows the strength that was always there.

#PathologicalAbuse #Narcissist #Sociopath #Psychopath #Machiavellian #DarkTriad #DarkTetrad #TruthWarriors #Music #SurvivorMusic
Cracks of Gold | Survivor Music (Official Music Video)
🎯 CRACKS OF GOLD When the fractures left behind reveal what you survived. The breaks show truth and the gold shows the strength that was always there. "Cracks of Gold" ℗ 2024 Cindy Ann Pedersen 🎵 Lyrics: "He didn’t just break me, no, he shattered my soul, Piece by piece, I fell, till I wasn’t whole. He left me to be discarded, to be lost in shame, But I gather my fragments, I don’t hide my pain. Most try to glue over the cracks, hide them away, What used to be beautiful has now faded to grey. But I’m not ashamed of the cracks in my skin, For in those lines of gold, my true strength begins. I won’t hide away, I won’t bow my head, I flaunt my golden scars, where I’ve bled. He may have shattered me, but I rebuilt with grace, And the gold in my cracks, it now lights up my face. Cracks by him to ever show, But gold from my kintsugi heart will always glow. It wasn’t his breaking that made me strong, I was strong all along, even when things went wrong. Enduring the pain, the darkness, the night, I poured gold in my wounds, turned them into light. They say to forget, to keep it inside, But I won’t let his sins in shadows hide. I’m not what I was, I’m something more, A mosaic of strength, a soul restored. I won’t hide away, I won’t bow my head, I flaunt my golden scars, where I’ve bled. He may have shattered me, but I rebuilt with grace, And the gold in my cracks, it now lights up my face. Cracks by him to ever show, But gold from my kintsugi heart will always glow. In a dark room, I will not stay, I’m a masterpiece, on full display. My broken parts, they shine so bright, In every fracture, there’s pure gold light. I won’t hide away, I won’t bow my head, I flaunt my golden scars, where I’ve bled. He may have shattered me, but I rebuilt with grace, And the gold in my cracks, it now lights up my face. Cracks by him to ever show, But gold from me my kintsugi heart will always glow. He didn’t break me, no, he didn’t win, For in every crack, my new life begins. A kintsugi heart, strong and bold, I’m not just broken—I’m cracks of gold. Stream “Cracks of Gold” now: Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/2uiaKN43bLVBhmGk9LpygD?si=2c01f1a9df474413 Apple: https://music.apple.com/gb/song/cracks-of-gold/1778350663 🎧 Also available on most streaming platforms. 🎙️ Listen on We Resist Radio → https://weresistradio.com/cindy-ann-pedersen/ Creator of Survivor Music: Cindy Ann Pedersen | Award-Winning Songwriter Pathological Abuse Specialist | Advocate 🦋 Follow Cindy Ann Pedersen on BlueSky → https://bsky.app/profile/cindyannpedersen.com 🌐 More about Cindy Ann Pedersen → https://www.cindyannpedersen.com/ 💬 The Community tab on Cindy Ann Pedersen’s Official Artist Channel shares upcoming releases, reflections, and awareness posts. 📺 Explore Survivor Music playlists and follow the Survivor Music podcast series to learn how each song connects to real tactics from “The Pathological Abuse Playbook” and how they affect victims and survivors across the “Seasons of Pathological Abuse.” Note: Cindy uses the terms Narcissist, Sociopath, and Psychopath for clarity. These terms broadly reflect traits associated with Narcissistic Personality Disorder (NPD) and Antisocial Personality Disorder (ASPD), including psychopathy. Simplified language helps explain the manipulative tactics of Pathological Abuse (PA) without requiring clinical expertise. #Narcissist #Sociopath #Psychopath #SurvivorMusic #DelusionalDevotion #OfficialMusicVideo #PathologicalAbuse #Machiavellian #DarkTriad #DarkTetrad #Gaslighting #CoerciveControl #CPTSD #TraumaBonding #Survivor #DecodingAbuse
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December 2, 2025 at 6:30 PM
🎯 WHO’S GONNA LOVE ME NOW
When survival leaves scars and the fear becomes whether anyone can see past them.

#PathologicalAbuse #Narcissist #Sociopath #Psychopath #Machiavellian #DarkTriad #DarkTetrad #TruthWarriors #Music #SurvivorMusic
Who’s Gonna Love Me Now | Survivor Music (Official Music Video)
🎯 WHO’S GONNA LOVE ME NOW When survival leaves scars and the fear becomes whether anyone can see past them. It is also the question of whether trust can ever feel safe again after cruelty rewired what love was meant to be. "Who’s Gonna Love Me Now " ℗ 2024 Cindy Ann Pedersen 🎵 Lyrics: "Now the nights are long, and the scars run deep, I’m out of your chains, but I don’t feel free. I gave you my heart, my soul, my best, Built a life on promises—you did the rest. You studied my dreams, wore a perfect disguise, A soulmate I loved, a stranger who lied. Who’s gonna love me now, with this broken heart? Who’ll hold me close when I fall apart? Who’ll see the wreckage and not turn away, From the pieces you shattered on my darkest days? Tell me, who’s gonna love me now? I faked my smiles, played the role so well, While you built a prison, my personal hell. I’ve broken free, but I’m not the same, I’m learning to heal, but I carry the blame. The damage is done, but I’ve made it through, The shadow you left still colors my view. Who’s gonna love me now, with this fractured soul? Who’ll see the scars, the toll it stole? Who’ll face my fears and not walk away? Tell me, who’s gonna love me now? I don’t grieve you, I grieve who I was, Someone who loved without a pause. Love feels like a battle I’ll always lose, A scar from the war I didn’t choose. Who’s gonna love me now, with this broken heart? Who’ll hold me close when I fall apart? Who’ll see the wreckage and not turn away, From the pieces still breaking on my hardest days? I’m free but afraid; because after all... Tell me, who’s gonna love me now?" Stream “Who’s Gonna Love Me Now” now: Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/2IIlJ91B6mZar9KinwM98h?si=bdd6d257be3c4041 Apple: https://music.apple.com/gb/song/whos-gonna-love-me-now/1784597580 🎧 Also available on most streaming platforms. 🎙️ Listen on We Resist Radio → https://weresistradio.com/cindy-ann-pedersen/ Creator of Survivor Music: Cindy Ann Pedersen | Award-Winning Songwriter Pathological Abuse Specialist | Advocate 🦋 Follow Cindy Ann Pedersen on BlueSky → https://bsky.app/profile/cindyannpedersen.com 🌐 More about Cindy Ann Pedersen → https://www.cindyannpedersen.com/ 💬 The Community tab on Cindy Ann Pedersen’s Official Artist Channel shares upcoming releases, reflections, and awareness posts. 📺 Explore Survivor Music playlists and follow the Survivor Music podcast series to learn how each song connects to real tactics from “The Pathological Abuse Playbook” and how they affect victims and survivors across the “Seasons of Pathological Abuse.” Note: Cindy uses the terms Narcissist, Sociopath, and Psychopath for clarity. These terms broadly reflect traits associated with Narcissistic Personality Disorder (NPD) and Antisocial Personality Disorder (ASPD), including psychopathy. Simplified language helps explain the manipulative tactics of Pathological Abuse (PA) without requiring clinical expertise. #Narcissist #Sociopath #Psychopath #SurvivorMusic #DelusionalDevotion #OfficialMusicVideo #PathologicalAbuse #Machiavellian #DarkTriad #DarkTetrad #Gaslighting #CoerciveControl #CPTSD #TraumaBonding #Survivor
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December 2, 2025 at 2:30 PM
🎯 WEAPONIZED LOVE
When love is crafted as a tactic for control.
Affection appears only when power needs to be regained.

#PathologicalAbuse #Narcissist #Sociopath #Psychopath #Machiavellian #DarkTriad #DarkTetrad #TruthWarriors #Music #SurvivorMusic
Weaponized Love | Survivor Music (Official Music Video)
🎯 WEAPONIZED LOVE When love is crafted as a tactic for control. Affection appears only when power needs to be regained. Weaponized Love © Cindy Ann Pedersen 2024 🎵 Lyrics: They whisper sweet lies under covers at night, Masters of charm, keeping secrets from sight. Luring with smiles that ensnare, Building love stories from dark, empty air. Promises wrapped to seem so right, But behind every word, a cold, silent bite. Playing their role perfectly, lovers so kind, Weaving their webs to entrap your mind. They weaponized love, turned it to chains, Locked you in dreams, bringing only pain. Puppeteer’s touch in a cruel, twisted game, Weaponized love, leaving you shamed. Narcissists charm, sociopaths deceive, Abusers with masks you believe. Psychopaths play, breaking your soul, In their twisted world, that’s their goal. Promises wrapped to seem so right, But behind every word, a cold, silent bite. Playing their role perfectly, lovers so kind, Weaving their webs to entrap your mind. They weaponized love, turned it to chains, Locked you in dreams, bringing only pain. Puppeteer’s touch in a cruel, twisted game, Weaponized love, leaving you shamed. Pathological abusers, hearts cold as stone, Using love as a weapon, their stories are shown. You may be strong, not weak or naive, But masks of love make it hard to believe. They weaponized love, turned it to chains, Locked you in dreams, bringing only pain. Puppeteer’s touch in a cruel, twisted game, Weaponized love, leaving you shamed. Weaponized love, with smiles and deceit, Turning affection into defeat. Twisted game, cruel display, Weaponized love, leading you astray. Stream “Weaponized Love” now: Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/3dFOE0PwgAbi9eBzuzoFFF?si=3edfb17c16ab4ea7 Apple: https://music.apple.com/gb/song/weaponized-love/1784597586 🎧 Also available on most streaming platforms. 🎙️ Listen on We Resist Radio → https://weresistradio.com/cindy-ann-pedersen/ Creator of Survivor Music: Cindy Ann Pedersen | Award-Winning Songwriter Pathological Abuse Specialist | Advocate 🦋 Follow Cindy Ann Pedersen on BlueSky → https://bsky.app/profile/cindyannpedersen.com 🌐 More about Cindy Ann Pedersen → https://www.cindyannpedersen.com/ 📺 Explore Survivor Music playlists and follow Survivor Music podcast with raw, unfiltered talks that take you behind each Survivor Music song — exploring what inspired it, the tactics from The Pathological Playbook it exposes, and what victims and survivors endure in that season of Pathological Abuse. Note: Cindy uses the terms Narcissist, Sociopath, and Psychopath for clarity. These terms broadly reflect traits associated with Narcissistic Personality Disorder (NPD) and Antisocial Personality Disorder (ASPD), including psychopathy. Simplified language helps explain the manipulative tactics of Pathological Abuse (PA) without requiring clinical expertise. #Narcissist #Sociopath #Psychopath #Machiavellian #DarkTriad #DarkTetrad #SurvivorMusic #IllusionOfOath #OfficialMusicVideo #PathologicalAbuse #CPTSD #Trauma #ToxicRelationship #Manipulation #Gaslighting #CoerciveControl #Awareness #Music #Survivor #WeaponizedLove
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December 2, 2025 at 1:30 PM
Survivor Music | Cult of One 1 | #Survivor #PathologicalAbuse #SurvivorMusicInsigths
🎯 CULT OF ONE When one person demands absolute loyalty and obedience as if they are a belief system. Their needs, rules and worldview become the only acceptable truth, and everything else is treated as betrayal. Created by Cindy Ann Pedersen | Award-Winning Songwriter Pathological Abuse Specialist | Advocate Connect: 🦋 Follow Cindy Ann Pedersen on BlueSky →https://bsky.app/profile/cindyannpedersen.com 🌐 More about Cindy Ann Pedersen → https://www.cindyannpedersen.com/ 💬 The Community tab on Cindy Ann Pedersen’s Official Artist Channel shares upcoming releases, reflections, and awareness posts. 📺 Explore Survivor Music playlists and follow the Survivor Music Backstories podcast series to learn how each song connects to real tactics from “The Pathological Playbook” and how they affect victims and survivors. Also featured on: We Resist Web Radio Collective: https://weresistradio.com/cindy-ann-pedersen/ Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/artist/63zLgna4ymVAZTgyDXl4Xf Apple: https://music.apple.com/sg/artist/cindy-ann-pedersen/1778349950 …available on most streaming platforms. Note: Pathological Abuse is the umbrella term for manipulative behaviors and tactics rooted in personality traits linked to Narcissistic Personality Disorder (NPD) and Antisocial Personality Disorder (ASPD), with or without psychopathy. For clarity, terms like narcissist, sociopath, and psychopath may be used. These traits could meet diagnostic criteria if formally assessed, but simplified language makes their tactics more accessible to recognize and name. #Insight #Narcissist #Sociopath #Psychopath #SurvivorMusic #PathologicalAbuse #CPTSD #Manipulation #Gaslighting #Mentalhealth #SurvivorSongs #Survivor #StrongerTogether #HealingAfterAbuse #SurvivorMusicInsigths
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December 1, 2025 at 10:36 PM
🎯 GRIEVING AN ILLUSION
When you mourn something that never truly existed.
The loss aches because the hope was real even if the person never was.

#PathologicalAbuse #Narcissist #Sociopath #Psychopath #Machiavellian #DarkTriad #DarkTetrad #TruthWarriors #Music #SurvivorMusic
Grieving an Illusion | Survivor Music (Official Music Video)
🎯 GRIEVING AN ILLUSION When you mourn something that never truly existed. The loss aches because the hope was real even if the person never was. Grieving an Illusion ℗ 2024 Cindy Ann Pedersen 🎵 Lyrics I told myself it had to be real. It had to be true, didn’t it? But love should never feel this cold. I saw what you wanted me to see. It was all games you played with me. Every “I love you” was a weapon, And I was left to face it all alone. Now the memories feel like broken glass, Cutting deep as I face the past. I’m grieving an illusion of love. Your illusion of a love untrue. But I’m also grieving the love I lost for you. It was all pretend. It was all an illusion. Every promise you made was a means to an end. I held on tight, hoping I’d make it through, But I was only ever a mirror for you. Now the memories feel like broken glass, Cutting deep as I face the past. I’m grieving an illusion of love. Your illusion of a love untrue. But I’m also grieving the love I lost for you. Did you ever feel the weight of my soul? Or was it just another game to control? I gave you my all, but it wasn’t enough, Because your heart was never made for love. I’m grieving an illusion of love. Your illusion of a love untrue. But I’m also grieving the love I lost for the illusion of you. And now I know the love I fought for Never should have been for you. Stream “Grieving and Ilusion" now: Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/1nZ2C8iEN6coxqM1wkWp5k?si=113520c927bc4f82 Apple: https://music.apple.com/gb/song/grieving-an-illusion/1784597585 🎧 Also available on most streaming platforms. 🎙️ Listen on We Resist Radio → https://weresistradio.com/cindy-ann-pedersen/ Creator of Survivor Music: Cindy Ann Pedersen | Award-Winning Songwriter Pathological Abuse Specialist | Advocate 🦋 Follow Cindy Ann Pedersen on BlueSky → https://bsky.app/profile/cindyannpedersen.com 🌐 More about Cindy Ann Pedersen → https://www.cindyannpedersen.com/ 📺 Explore Survivor Music playlists and follow Survivor Music podcast with raw, unfiltered talks that take you behind each Survivor Music song — exploring what inspired it, the tactics from The Pathological Playbook it exposes, and what victims and survivors endure in that season of Pathological Abuse. Note: Cindy uses the terms Narcissist, Sociopath, and Psychopath for clarity. These terms broadly reflect traits associated with Narcissistic Personality Disorder (NPD) and Antisocial Personality Disorder (ASPD), including psychopathy. Simplified language helps explain the manipulative tactics of Pathological Abuse (PA) without requiring clinical expertise. #Narcissist #Sociopath #Psychopath #Machiavellian #DarkTriad #DarkTetrad #SurvivorMusic #OfficialMusicVideo #PathologicalAbuse #CPTSD #Trauma #ToxicRelationship #Manipulation #Gaslighting #CoerciveControl #Music
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December 1, 2025 at 2:30 PM