maou
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laughs at my own jokes . robots . art . music . movies . he/them . https://sarim.neocities.org/
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my current hyperfixation is the tragedy of megaman zero and the timeline from X1 to X5 to Zero 1 to Zero 4.
X5 was such a shift in tone for the series, from X4's whimsical anime stylings draping the game, to pulling the curtains back on the despair and hopelessness of X and Zero's world.
X5 was such a shift in tone for the series, from X4's whimsical anime stylings draping the game, to pulling the curtains back on the despair and hopelessness of X and Zero's world.
January 20, 2026 at 2:18 AM
my current hyperfixation is the tragedy of megaman zero and the timeline from X1 to X5 to Zero 1 to Zero 4.
X5 was such a shift in tone for the series, from X4's whimsical anime stylings draping the game, to pulling the curtains back on the despair and hopelessness of X and Zero's world.
X5 was such a shift in tone for the series, from X4's whimsical anime stylings draping the game, to pulling the curtains back on the despair and hopelessness of X and Zero's world.
i feel like i’m in an endless war with my mind
January 15, 2026 at 9:12 PM
i feel like i’m in an endless war with my mind
just barrage after barrage of negative thought patterns and wanting to be as mean as possible
January 15, 2026 at 9:11 PM
just barrage after barrage of negative thought patterns and wanting to be as mean as possible
29 years of adhd making me hyper fixated on something until I understood it Enough then throw it away like a toy
January 7, 2026 at 5:58 PM
29 years of adhd making me hyper fixated on something until I understood it Enough then throw it away like a toy
tired of my mediocre at everything curse i want to lock in
January 7, 2026 at 5:57 PM
tired of my mediocre at everything curse i want to lock in
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hmm i thought about the year 2050 and my immediate reaction was that I don’t wish to see it
this requires deeper reflection
this requires deeper reflection
January 5, 2026 at 6:31 PM
hmm i thought about the year 2050 and my immediate reaction was that I don’t wish to see it
this requires deeper reflection
this requires deeper reflection
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unexplainable turbo depression needs to disengage
quickly
quickly
December 23, 2025 at 9:22 PM
unexplainable turbo depression needs to disengage
quickly
quickly
finished my what feels like annual revisit of nier automata.
some (new) thoughts: 🧵
Machines. They are said to each carry a desire, a “treasure”. This “treasure”, the original one, was given to them by their “parents”.
some (new) thoughts: 🧵
Machines. They are said to each carry a desire, a “treasure”. This “treasure”, the original one, was given to them by their “parents”.
December 16, 2025 at 6:32 PM
finished my what feels like annual revisit of nier automata.
some (new) thoughts: 🧵
Machines. They are said to each carry a desire, a “treasure”. This “treasure”, the original one, was given to them by their “parents”.
some (new) thoughts: 🧵
Machines. They are said to each carry a desire, a “treasure”. This “treasure”, the original one, was given to them by their “parents”.
this might break the camels back
December 16, 2025 at 5:26 PM
this might break the camels back
wrote a whole thread and closed my phone the when I picked it up it was all gone my brain my mental damage
December 16, 2025 at 5:25 PM
wrote a whole thread and closed my phone the when I picked it up it was all gone my brain my mental damage
took too much damage past 2 weeks
December 15, 2025 at 11:46 PM
took too much damage past 2 weeks
every december somehow the pokemon red HP sound starts playing
December 15, 2025 at 11:46 PM
every december somehow the pokemon red HP sound starts playing
someday doesn't exist,
only right now, today
only right now, today
December 5, 2025 at 5:41 AM
someday doesn't exist,
only right now, today
only right now, today
not sure if it's the stress from planning, general life circumstances, or recognizing toxicity around me more, but having a major depressive episode before a vacation is not the move, brain
September 22, 2025 at 3:57 AM
not sure if it's the stress from planning, general life circumstances, or recognizing toxicity around me more, but having a major depressive episode before a vacation is not the move, brain
throwing out the bat signal but it's for fans of things i'm interested in that are normal well-adjusted members of society
July 27, 2025 at 5:48 AM
throwing out the bat signal but it's for fans of things i'm interested in that are normal well-adjusted members of society
finally have a family doctor that has empathy and is not 2 hours away from me i might cry
June 25, 2025 at 8:08 PM
finally have a family doctor that has empathy and is not 2 hours away from me i might cry
my offkai FOMO disappeared as soon as i heard about the smell
June 23, 2025 at 6:55 PM
my offkai FOMO disappeared as soon as i heard about the smell
saying it out loud in therapy really made it sink in but i really don't have a reason to get up in the morning 😭
i literally won't get up unless i have some responsibility to fulfill
i literally won't get up unless i have some responsibility to fulfill
June 20, 2025 at 4:55 PM
saying it out loud in therapy really made it sink in but i really don't have a reason to get up in the morning 😭
i literally won't get up unless i have some responsibility to fulfill
i literally won't get up unless i have some responsibility to fulfill
finished season 1 of apothecary’s diaries and it was really good! have mixed feelings about the author pulling the rug on the main antagonist but i suppose it’s fine
solid 8/10
solid 8/10
June 17, 2025 at 6:40 PM
finished season 1 of apothecary’s diaries and it was really good! have mixed feelings about the author pulling the rug on the main antagonist but i suppose it’s fine
solid 8/10
solid 8/10
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June 16, 2025 at 1:59 AM
didn’t mean to binge 18 episodes of apothecary diaries but it’s so fire
the character acting is superb and the story beats have just enough anguish and cruelty to keep it interesting
the character acting is superb and the story beats have just enough anguish and cruelty to keep it interesting
June 14, 2025 at 5:07 AM
didn’t mean to binge 18 episodes of apothecary diaries but it’s so fire
the character acting is superb and the story beats have just enough anguish and cruelty to keep it interesting
the character acting is superb and the story beats have just enough anguish and cruelty to keep it interesting