why does my heart still long for him when every logical ounce of me desperately wants me to stay away and forget about him

no one's at the office with me 🙂‍↕️ I was left unattended

may I stay released from the curse of his nonchalance. he gave me free labor and tools as payment for his crimes and now he's blocked, I'm healing

Haven't tried hissing. Gonna give that a go 😂 he's my perfect gremlin angel

He's got a lot of different toys and I play with him actively 2-3 hours/day and passively throughout the day. I just don't want him on the TV stand 😭 or biting my hand/arm while I'm sleeping lol 😭😭😭

It's a 5 minute timeout where we're locked in my bathroom together*

he hardly even flirts but just having him around me or thinking of me is ...almost enough. one day I hope to fall for someone else again, to eclipse this one while the love feelings become fully platonic as they should've been long before now