i hope so too

none of us know what to do, and even now none of us have heard anything

instead, all i got was "she is denied entry into the united states." before hanging up.

couldn't even offer our fucking family basic humanity by telling us the plan, no voice of my beloved, no idea of how traumatized they are

i have never wanted to kill myself more for the guilt i am going through

not even the safest state is free from tyranny of this country, there's not a single reason for me to bring my own goddamn wife or my partners to a safe haven here that doesn't exist.

the least they could do is tell me my goddamn wife is safe and what the plan is.

i am living in the worst case scenario. i have never cried that hard, never screamed that much, never shook entirely, and certainly have never wanted to hurt myself this badly as a result. fuck everything regarding this nation, i'm going to leave as soon as i find a way.

AKCIDJCNCXHIACJVNDIXNA LOOK IM NOT HEARING A FUCKING NO DUDE AICJFNCJCHSJANA

....GKGKFKGGVNCNZJSJZJXJXJX

can i lick the sybian clean after