Yesss. sci-fi would sometimes broadcast some really random stuff late night im hifgshool, for a while they had a short block for showing plymptoons, I was obsessed. watching them was one of the first times I’d realised animation was something in my reach, played with flash, started my art career.

blrb, forgot the pronouns; it/they/she

As much as I've been through so much pain, I am glad that I'm still here. I survive. I'll keep trying to make my little corner of the world a nicer place. That's all I want.

I'm happy that I've found more of who I am and moved further towards who I want to be. So much of my life has been taken out of my hands over the last decade, but I define who I am and refine it further ever day. I'm still cultivating love and kindness in my heart. I'm glad I can keep doing that.

I have deep gratitude for the friends who've continued to have compassion for me. I am thankful for the strangers who have been kind despite everything and been willing to show me consideration. I am grateful for a caring family who will still give me a place to go and room to be.

It feels like it comes of a consequence of the game being randomly added to in stages

it has received the cat blessing, an important part of flower blooming

Spot's Magical Christmas, iirc

Yeah, same, even if folks have done me a lot of harm and continue to do so, I would like to be warm and kind still. Everyone deserves a chance and consideration ^^

I think you're nice, it makes it real easy to be nice to you

Eh, it is what it is. Its okay to grumble about it sometimes, I think there's some really hostile mindsets we run up against sometimes. Its rough.

yeah god, I feel deeply saddened by how reactionaries have exploited the new generations. We still had that problem and less defence since it was less documented (I lost family to 4chan for a while) but modern radicalization is even more insidious and so much more pervasive.

My feeling is that people generally hang out in their own age group, so the ones I've had the most noticeable interactions with are ones telling me I should die. Its like survivorship bias except they don't want me to survive

I think they get a pretty poor shake sometimes, like, a lot of them are more progressive than I was at their age but I worry about em a bit with how puritanical and how, idk, manipulated they get =/ I mean, my harasser is like my age but weaponised folks a lot younger

They actually just refined the stress system in the evolved edition too - so now there's Stress AND Panic depending on what just happened and they decoupled stress from the ammo system too.

I feel osr largely are like a set of screwdrivers, variations on the same job/ Do I want something traditional (ose), vibes driven (mork borg), accessible and random (shadowdark)? Do I want to emulate OD&D, b/x, 1e, adnd, etc with Wight-Box, Basic Fantasy, For Gold and Glory, Swords & Wizardry, etc

yessss I hope you like these dweebs

I feel like the simplest system I can comfortably run before things get too hazy is probably mothership and mausritter and both have strong flavouring and systems around what they are, like stress and cybernetics in mothership and mausritter’s spells and rules between small and large animals