ZanitySystem Voidling VTuber
@zanitysystem.bsky.social
They/Them | Genderfluid | DID dx | Millennial
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#Artist #Writer #VTuber #Disabled #Plural
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🎨 https://zanitysystem-portfolio.carrd.co/
🧐 https://zanitysystem.carrd.co/
#Artist #Writer #VTuber #Disabled #Plural
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We're slowly (but surely!) working on a journal sheet that we'll put on Ko-Fi for freebies.
It's a template we made in a bullet journal when we used to track our co-fronting alters daily.
It breaks down different identity aspects so you can figure out who's who later.
We're slowly (but surely!) working on a journal sheet that we'll put on Ko-Fi for freebies.
It's a template we made in a bullet journal when we used to track our co-fronting alters daily.
It breaks down different identity aspects so you can figure out who's who later.
It's been a rough week, and it seems to be going into a second rough week. We had a week of flashbacks, then a significant trauma trigger bc of course we fucked up our involvement with a group (again). So our mental health is as bad as 2021-2022 and it's unpleasant. Ready to bounce back anytime.😒
November 25, 2025 at 9:52 PM
It's been a rough week, and it seems to be going into a second rough week. We had a week of flashbacks, then a significant trauma trigger bc of course we fucked up our involvement with a group (again). So our mental health is as bad as 2021-2022 and it's unpleasant. Ready to bounce back anytime.😒
If you can't recognize tone policing or colorism, I don't trust that you've done any anti-racism work.
If the educator has to be more honey than everyone arguing with the educator, you are not anti-racist.
This has been a PSA
If the educator has to be more honey than everyone arguing with the educator, you are not anti-racist.
This has been a PSA
November 24, 2025 at 6:22 PM
If you can't recognize tone policing or colorism, I don't trust that you've done any anti-racism work.
If the educator has to be more honey than everyone arguing with the educator, you are not anti-racist.
This has been a PSA
If the educator has to be more honey than everyone arguing with the educator, you are not anti-racist.
This has been a PSA
"wow! X-many people in your head and not one of you can..."
Have YOU managed a team before? A team of 10+, 20+, 50+?
Have you managed a team of 10+ individuals with PTSD, addiction, a history of domestic violence, and physical injury?
Stop ridiculing your DID friends. 👍
Have YOU managed a team before? A team of 10+, 20+, 50+?
Have you managed a team of 10+ individuals with PTSD, addiction, a history of domestic violence, and physical injury?
Stop ridiculing your DID friends. 👍
November 23, 2025 at 3:36 AM
"wow! X-many people in your head and not one of you can..."
Have YOU managed a team before? A team of 10+, 20+, 50+?
Have you managed a team of 10+ individuals with PTSD, addiction, a history of domestic violence, and physical injury?
Stop ridiculing your DID friends. 👍
Have YOU managed a team before? A team of 10+, 20+, 50+?
Have you managed a team of 10+ individuals with PTSD, addiction, a history of domestic violence, and physical injury?
Stop ridiculing your DID friends. 👍
The Breaking of the Black Family: The State’s War on Black Family Life
YouTube video by SPARKUP
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November 23, 2025 at 3:33 AM
After years of a strong interest in astrology, we finally started exploring "Sidereal" or "Vedic" astrology - which is supposed to be more astronomically aligned than tropical/western astrology. It's a fun practice to learn about something that doesn't have real-world stakes like psychology does./1
November 22, 2025 at 12:36 PM
After years of a strong interest in astrology, we finally started exploring "Sidereal" or "Vedic" astrology - which is supposed to be more astronomically aligned than tropical/western astrology. It's a fun practice to learn about something that doesn't have real-world stakes like psychology does./1
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As we interrupt old patterns of self-talk & mental focus in trauma recovery, it's real important we not fall into telling ourselves the problem's been us "doing life wrong."
The problem was our CONDITIONING, which we did not choose-- & which we're actively working to change now.
The problem was our CONDITIONING, which we did not choose-- & which we're actively working to change now.
November 22, 2025 at 4:56 AM
As we interrupt old patterns of self-talk & mental focus in trauma recovery, it's real important we not fall into telling ourselves the problem's been us "doing life wrong."
The problem was our CONDITIONING, which we did not choose-- & which we're actively working to change now.
The problem was our CONDITIONING, which we did not choose-- & which we're actively working to change now.
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Our feature artist/tutorial for today is this beautiful animation on EYE ANGLES, by the talented @simodasketch! Note in particular how the IRIS is shown here as a CONCAVE BOWL with the PUPIL set at the centre, and the CORNEA is a transparent dome over both. #anime #manga #drawing
November 20, 2025 at 12:27 PM
If being aware of the law is a reason for execution, we might want to chat up France about borrowing guillotines. For educational and historic reasons. -Plio
November 21, 2025 at 9:21 AM
If being aware of the law is a reason for execution, we might want to chat up France about borrowing guillotines. For educational and historic reasons. -Plio
The myth of the rarity of DID is a quaint lullaby
An environment that grows one mind into a village
An environment that turned that village into walled-off wards
An environment that has a secret clean-up crew to hide the earthquakes
Earth shakes of hands reaching for fresh air
Unaware
Reburied
Rare
An environment that grows one mind into a village
An environment that turned that village into walled-off wards
An environment that has a secret clean-up crew to hide the earthquakes
Earth shakes of hands reaching for fresh air
Unaware
Reburied
Rare
November 21, 2025 at 1:41 AM
The myth of the rarity of DID is a quaint lullaby
An environment that grows one mind into a village
An environment that turned that village into walled-off wards
An environment that has a secret clean-up crew to hide the earthquakes
Earth shakes of hands reaching for fresh air
Unaware
Reburied
Rare
An environment that grows one mind into a village
An environment that turned that village into walled-off wards
An environment that has a secret clean-up crew to hide the earthquakes
Earth shakes of hands reaching for fresh air
Unaware
Reburied
Rare
Easy cycle to fall into: Refusing to make space for Host-role alters, because One is afraid of not getting more time, or being blocked from important things.
Our philosophy is: The Only people you 'should' work to forgive & reconnect with, repeatedly, are the many aspects of your self. DID or naw.
Our philosophy is: The Only people you 'should' work to forgive & reconnect with, repeatedly, are the many aspects of your self. DID or naw.
November 21, 2025 at 1:35 AM
Easy cycle to fall into: Refusing to make space for Host-role alters, because One is afraid of not getting more time, or being blocked from important things.
Our philosophy is: The Only people you 'should' work to forgive & reconnect with, repeatedly, are the many aspects of your self. DID or naw.
Our philosophy is: The Only people you 'should' work to forgive & reconnect with, repeatedly, are the many aspects of your self. DID or naw.
This thread is because for white/white-passing folks - We're raised in a cultural norm that really twists our perception and makes us irritatingly blind to white supremacy's nuances and subtleties. Self-Examination is so crucial, and Idk how to express that in a loving way yet around this topic.
It's rare for anyone to identify as a racist.
So of course you want to defend yourself whenever anyone says you're being/acting/doing the racism.
Learn from me: when someone says what you're doing is racist, shut the FUCK up, & start paying attention. You've been given homework, just do it. 1/4
So of course you want to defend yourself whenever anyone says you're being/acting/doing the racism.
Learn from me: when someone says what you're doing is racist, shut the FUCK up, & start paying attention. You've been given homework, just do it. 1/4
November 16, 2025 at 7:12 PM
This thread is because for white/white-passing folks - We're raised in a cultural norm that really twists our perception and makes us irritatingly blind to white supremacy's nuances and subtleties. Self-Examination is so crucial, and Idk how to express that in a loving way yet around this topic.
It's rare for anyone to identify as a racist.
So of course you want to defend yourself whenever anyone says you're being/acting/doing the racism.
Learn from me: when someone says what you're doing is racist, shut the FUCK up, & start paying attention. You've been given homework, just do it. 1/4
So of course you want to defend yourself whenever anyone says you're being/acting/doing the racism.
Learn from me: when someone says what you're doing is racist, shut the FUCK up, & start paying attention. You've been given homework, just do it. 1/4
November 16, 2025 at 6:54 PM
It's rare for anyone to identify as a racist.
So of course you want to defend yourself whenever anyone says you're being/acting/doing the racism.
Learn from me: when someone says what you're doing is racist, shut the FUCK up, & start paying attention. You've been given homework, just do it. 1/4
So of course you want to defend yourself whenever anyone says you're being/acting/doing the racism.
Learn from me: when someone says what you're doing is racist, shut the FUCK up, & start paying attention. You've been given homework, just do it. 1/4
Why does my profile say "Contents not permissible for use in research or academia"?
Once upon a time there was a Hospital called McLaren who decided to do a lecture on Dissociative Identity Disorder and Social Media.
Once upon a time there was a Hospital called McLaren who decided to do a lecture on Dissociative Identity Disorder and Social Media.
November 16, 2025 at 6:40 PM
Why does my profile say "Contents not permissible for use in research or academia"?
Once upon a time there was a Hospital called McLaren who decided to do a lecture on Dissociative Identity Disorder and Social Media.
Once upon a time there was a Hospital called McLaren who decided to do a lecture on Dissociative Identity Disorder and Social Media.
Yeah I have abandonment issues,
Like I WISH my family abandoned me. Holy shit.
Like I WISH my family abandoned me. Holy shit.
November 16, 2025 at 5:46 AM
Yeah I have abandonment issues,
Like I WISH my family abandoned me. Holy shit.
Like I WISH my family abandoned me. Holy shit.
We're resuming therapy sessions?
The emotional whiplash is rough.
We also never had a therapist succeed in convincing a practice owner to resume pro bono after unpaid claims. We usually get ghosted and a bill.
The emotional whiplash is rough.
We also never had a therapist succeed in convincing a practice owner to resume pro bono after unpaid claims. We usually get ghosted and a bill.
November 16, 2025 at 12:24 AM
We're resuming therapy sessions?
The emotional whiplash is rough.
We also never had a therapist succeed in convincing a practice owner to resume pro bono after unpaid claims. We usually get ghosted and a bill.
The emotional whiplash is rough.
We also never had a therapist succeed in convincing a practice owner to resume pro bono after unpaid claims. We usually get ghosted and a bill.
Well, I can't defend the portrayal of Angel Dust anymore or find comfort in his character - so the helluvaverse might finally be dying for our system.
Could have never gotten into it in the first place, I KNOW. Doesn't fuck me up less that Angel got the mind control arc.
fucking barf. -Queenie
Could have never gotten into it in the first place, I KNOW. Doesn't fuck me up less that Angel got the mind control arc.
fucking barf. -Queenie
November 15, 2025 at 8:57 PM
Well, I can't defend the portrayal of Angel Dust anymore or find comfort in his character - so the helluvaverse might finally be dying for our system.
Could have never gotten into it in the first place, I KNOW. Doesn't fuck me up less that Angel got the mind control arc.
fucking barf. -Queenie
Could have never gotten into it in the first place, I KNOW. Doesn't fuck me up less that Angel got the mind control arc.
fucking barf. -Queenie
The Definition of Conspiracy: 1) The act of conspiring together, 2) an agreement among conspirators, 2b) a group of conspirators.
Define Conspire: 1a) To join in a secret agreement to do an unlawful or wrongful act or an act which becomes unlawful as a result of the secret agreement
Define Conspire: 1a) To join in a secret agreement to do an unlawful or wrongful act or an act which becomes unlawful as a result of the secret agreement
November 15, 2025 at 6:57 PM
The Definition of Conspiracy: 1) The act of conspiring together, 2) an agreement among conspirators, 2b) a group of conspirators.
Define Conspire: 1a) To join in a secret agreement to do an unlawful or wrongful act or an act which becomes unlawful as a result of the secret agreement
Define Conspire: 1a) To join in a secret agreement to do an unlawful or wrongful act or an act which becomes unlawful as a result of the secret agreement
I'm not fine, you're fine.
Stupid fucking healthcare system. Stupid fucking societal systems. Shit only makes sense if the designer is a greedy, masochistic dickhead with no humanitarian or collectivist values.
I've been tired of this fucking world since I was 4. Shit is dumb as hell.
Stupid fucking healthcare system. Stupid fucking societal systems. Shit only makes sense if the designer is a greedy, masochistic dickhead with no humanitarian or collectivist values.
I've been tired of this fucking world since I was 4. Shit is dumb as hell.
a little boy says i 'm not crying while talking to a girl
ALT: a little boy says i 'm not crying while talking to a girl
media.tenor.com
November 13, 2025 at 10:07 PM
I'm not fine, you're fine.
Stupid fucking healthcare system. Stupid fucking societal systems. Shit only makes sense if the designer is a greedy, masochistic dickhead with no humanitarian or collectivist values.
I've been tired of this fucking world since I was 4. Shit is dumb as hell.
Stupid fucking healthcare system. Stupid fucking societal systems. Shit only makes sense if the designer is a greedy, masochistic dickhead with no humanitarian or collectivist values.
I've been tired of this fucking world since I was 4. Shit is dumb as hell.
Email received 40 minutes ago was a soft punch to the solar plexus
The Friday appointment w/my therapist has also been canceled. The practice will not allow continuing sessions.
Cool, not even a Closing Session. I dont blame my therapist at all, she's still fighting for us to continue treatment./1
The Friday appointment w/my therapist has also been canceled. The practice will not allow continuing sessions.
Cool, not even a Closing Session. I dont blame my therapist at all, she's still fighting for us to continue treatment./1
November 13, 2025 at 10:00 PM
Email received 40 minutes ago was a soft punch to the solar plexus
The Friday appointment w/my therapist has also been canceled. The practice will not allow continuing sessions.
Cool, not even a Closing Session. I dont blame my therapist at all, she's still fighting for us to continue treatment./1
The Friday appointment w/my therapist has also been canceled. The practice will not allow continuing sessions.
Cool, not even a Closing Session. I dont blame my therapist at all, she's still fighting for us to continue treatment./1
Gonna re-open the government, but in exchange for taking Hemp away from all the states. 🙃
Who's ready to lose their hemp jobs when the government re-opens? AFAIK it'll take a year to fully kick in.
There goes the safest med for 90% of my conditions.
Who's ready to lose their hemp jobs when the government re-opens? AFAIK it'll take a year to fully kick in.
There goes the safest med for 90% of my conditions.
November 13, 2025 at 6:29 PM
Gonna re-open the government, but in exchange for taking Hemp away from all the states. 🙃
Who's ready to lose their hemp jobs when the government re-opens? AFAIK it'll take a year to fully kick in.
There goes the safest med for 90% of my conditions.
Who's ready to lose their hemp jobs when the government re-opens? AFAIK it'll take a year to fully kick in.
There goes the safest med for 90% of my conditions.
It took over 14 years, 20 therapists, and 6 hospitalizations for me to find a therapist who HELPS. A therapist who doesn't engage in the intellectualism, a therapist who can sit compassionately as we scream, sob, or have a flashback. Someone who's emotionally safe, someone we can heal around. (1/3)
November 12, 2025 at 4:51 PM
It took over 14 years, 20 therapists, and 6 hospitalizations for me to find a therapist who HELPS. A therapist who doesn't engage in the intellectualism, a therapist who can sit compassionately as we scream, sob, or have a flashback. Someone who's emotionally safe, someone we can heal around. (1/3)
I'm so pissed. My therapist is trying to keep me on but my insurance is denying the claims. I've had several agents on the case bc the denials don't look valid at all.
Current insurance is dropping everyone. My options are 1) Stop working with the current therapist. or 2) Pay $500/mo for HRT.
Current insurance is dropping everyone. My options are 1) Stop working with the current therapist. or 2) Pay $500/mo for HRT.
November 12, 2025 at 4:45 PM
I'm so pissed. My therapist is trying to keep me on but my insurance is denying the claims. I've had several agents on the case bc the denials don't look valid at all.
Current insurance is dropping everyone. My options are 1) Stop working with the current therapist. or 2) Pay $500/mo for HRT.
Current insurance is dropping everyone. My options are 1) Stop working with the current therapist. or 2) Pay $500/mo for HRT.
I still don't have a name for ver yet, but our WIP comic/animation "Wolf Boy" has a magical hero whose gem mentor is a platypus. Ve is the only hero to custom-design ver battle outfit, combining magic with cosplay genius & special interests. I love this character so much.
November 12, 2025 at 1:51 PM
I still don't have a name for ver yet, but our WIP comic/animation "Wolf Boy" has a magical hero whose gem mentor is a platypus. Ve is the only hero to custom-design ver battle outfit, combining magic with cosplay genius & special interests. I love this character so much.
Things that are cute, but Terrifying:
Squirrels
Penguins
Hippos
Platypus
Squirrels
Penguins
Hippos
Platypus
November 12, 2025 at 1:37 PM
Things that are cute, but Terrifying:
Squirrels
Penguins
Hippos
Platypus
Squirrels
Penguins
Hippos
Platypus
I don't keep track of my list of followers but I casually see that number go up and down.
It's interesting to think what attracts and repels people. After a week or 2 of Plio's shitposting, we lost a follower only after posting that bills are easier covered by sexwork than selling art. 😂💀
It's interesting to think what attracts and repels people. After a week or 2 of Plio's shitposting, we lost a follower only after posting that bills are easier covered by sexwork than selling art. 😂💀
November 12, 2025 at 12:38 PM
I don't keep track of my list of followers but I casually see that number go up and down.
It's interesting to think what attracts and repels people. After a week or 2 of Plio's shitposting, we lost a follower only after posting that bills are easier covered by sexwork than selling art. 😂💀
It's interesting to think what attracts and repels people. After a week or 2 of Plio's shitposting, we lost a follower only after posting that bills are easier covered by sexwork than selling art. 😂💀