zallard1
@zallard1.bsky.social
I speedrun games sometimes. I also beat some Punch Out games blindfolded live on some GamesDoneQuick streams somehow idk
I’ve been having weird pain in the left side of my head, my left eye, the left side of my throat, my left ear, and the left side of my chest.
I don’t think it’s some kind of sneaky pulmonary embolism but I’ve been resting a ton trying to get it to go away. I’m on high alert with it though.
I don’t think it’s some kind of sneaky pulmonary embolism but I’ve been resting a ton trying to get it to go away. I’m on high alert with it though.
November 26, 2025 at 11:39 PM
I’ve been having weird pain in the left side of my head, my left eye, the left side of my throat, my left ear, and the left side of my chest.
I don’t think it’s some kind of sneaky pulmonary embolism but I’ve been resting a ton trying to get it to go away. I’m on high alert with it though.
I don’t think it’s some kind of sneaky pulmonary embolism but I’ve been resting a ton trying to get it to go away. I’m on high alert with it though.
I could try looking into it, although the last time I tried using it, it was freezing every time on entering the login password.
November 26, 2025 at 11:36 PM
I could try looking into it, although the last time I tried using it, it was freezing every time on entering the login password.
I feel like despite everything, I still have a privileged enough position to where a go fund me feels bad. Food banks and Gaza need the money infinitely more than me being slightly more comfortable with a working laptop, ya know?
I might just need to get an irl friend to help me sell stuff.
I might just need to get an irl friend to help me sell stuff.
November 26, 2025 at 11:35 PM
I feel like despite everything, I still have a privileged enough position to where a go fund me feels bad. Food banks and Gaza need the money infinitely more than me being slightly more comfortable with a working laptop, ya know?
I might just need to get an irl friend to help me sell stuff.
I might just need to get an irl friend to help me sell stuff.
Been trying off and on to boot my laptop today, but it keeps freezing every time I enter my password for my desktop to load. It worked for a bit earlier today but it just totally refuses to now.
Kind of tired of trying, maybe I need a new laptop or else I can’t do much during my year of recovery :/
Kind of tired of trying, maybe I need a new laptop or else I can’t do much during my year of recovery :/
November 24, 2025 at 12:51 AM
Been trying off and on to boot my laptop today, but it keeps freezing every time I enter my password for my desktop to load. It worked for a bit earlier today but it just totally refuses to now.
Kind of tired of trying, maybe I need a new laptop or else I can’t do much during my year of recovery :/
Kind of tired of trying, maybe I need a new laptop or else I can’t do much during my year of recovery :/
Pain levels today are rough. The sides of my ankle are actually slightly better than before because of staple freedom.
The top of my foot is agony, and it's not normal pain either. I don't even know how to describe this pain to someone who's never had a foot like mine; it's completely unique pain.
The top of my foot is agony, and it's not normal pain either. I don't even know how to describe this pain to someone who's never had a foot like mine; it's completely unique pain.
November 23, 2025 at 2:27 AM
Pain levels today are rough. The sides of my ankle are actually slightly better than before because of staple freedom.
The top of my foot is agony, and it's not normal pain either. I don't even know how to describe this pain to someone who's never had a foot like mine; it's completely unique pain.
The top of my foot is agony, and it's not normal pain either. I don't even know how to describe this pain to someone who's never had a foot like mine; it's completely unique pain.
It doesn’t seem like it’s the cause of my woes, but getting rid of AI garbage is always good.
November 22, 2025 at 11:37 PM
It doesn’t seem like it’s the cause of my woes, but getting rid of AI garbage is always good.
Thanks! Will try that out today and see if it helps any. Testing my ram sticks individually now to see if they both cause crashes separately.
November 22, 2025 at 11:36 PM
Thanks! Will try that out today and see if it helps any. Testing my ram sticks individually now to see if they both cause crashes separately.
Yeah I am just deathly afraid of going to windows 11 because of the horror stories I’ve heard. My system is still crashing after that though, so something else is fucking up things unfortunately. This all started after a windows update though.
November 22, 2025 at 9:41 PM
Yeah I am just deathly afraid of going to windows 11 because of the horror stories I’ve heard. My system is still crashing after that though, so something else is fucking up things unfortunately. This all started after a windows update though.
It might happen one day since I'm never using windows 11 probably, and everything seems to be sucking lately.
November 22, 2025 at 8:56 PM
It might happen one day since I'm never using windows 11 probably, and everything seems to be sucking lately.
Damn, the allegations of being a robot might have some truth from now on 😬
November 22, 2025 at 8:56 PM
Damn, the allegations of being a robot might have some truth from now on 😬
Cool just kidding, it finally hard crashed again today. No clue why my computer is doing this but I hate it so much. Can't really commit to doing any projects with everything just randomly crashing. Awesome.
November 22, 2025 at 8:00 PM
Cool just kidding, it finally hard crashed again today. No clue why my computer is doing this but I hate it so much. Can't really commit to doing any projects with everything just randomly crashing. Awesome.
Thank you! Yeah it's a totally different reason lol; I've been dealing with the leg for most of my life, but that's when it got to a point where something needed to be addressed with surgery.
November 22, 2025 at 6:18 PM
Thank you! Yeah it's a totally different reason lol; I've been dealing with the leg for most of my life, but that's when it got to a point where something needed to be addressed with surgery.
Yeah lol, it's weird to come to terms with my ankle being a bunch of screws and plates now. And the one weird bigass staple for some reason haha
November 22, 2025 at 6:06 PM
Yeah lol, it's weird to come to terms with my ankle being a bunch of screws and plates now. And the one weird bigass staple for some reason haha
There's another pastebin that I originally posted on Twitter that I threw in this thread somewhere that goes over everything regarding that. I'll toss it here: pastebin.com/zhTkAN4d
This pastebin has been a long time coming. I want to share a couple of things ab - Pastebin.com
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November 22, 2025 at 6:05 PM
There's another pastebin that I originally posted on Twitter that I threw in this thread somewhere that goes over everything regarding that. I'll toss it here: pastebin.com/zhTkAN4d
Ok, thought about it for a bit and even though the results were completely unanimous, I decided to just add a link from imgur to the Xray so you have to click it to view it (hopefully it doesn't embed it and I look like an idiot here lol)
i.imgur.com/Lulj4Ba.jpeg
i.imgur.com/Lulj4Ba.jpeg
November 22, 2025 at 5:44 PM
Ok, thought about it for a bit and even though the results were completely unanimous, I decided to just add a link from imgur to the Xray so you have to click it to view it (hopefully it doesn't embed it and I look like an idiot here lol)
i.imgur.com/Lulj4Ba.jpeg
i.imgur.com/Lulj4Ba.jpeg
Uninstalled it and... everything's been ok ever since?
So cool, thanks for the Windows update that basically completely broke my entire Windows 10 computer, all so you could sneakily shove in some AI garbage without my consent 🙃
So cool, thanks for the Windows update that basically completely broke my entire Windows 10 computer, all so you could sneakily shove in some AI garbage without my consent 🙃
November 22, 2025 at 5:36 PM
Uninstalled it and... everything's been ok ever since?
So cool, thanks for the Windows update that basically completely broke my entire Windows 10 computer, all so you could sneakily shove in some AI garbage without my consent 🙃
So cool, thanks for the Windows update that basically completely broke my entire Windows 10 computer, all so you could sneakily shove in some AI garbage without my consent 🙃
Yeah I totally get that. It’s just real rough looking in person and it feels horrible, so both go hand in hand in making me feel bad lol.
November 22, 2025 at 3:46 AM
Yeah I totally get that. It’s just real rough looking in person and it feels horrible, so both go hand in hand in making me feel bad lol.
A poll for if I should post the Xray of my foot publicly here or not: strawpoll.com/NoZrzAr73Z3
CW: lots of... hardware in my leg after the surgery.
CW: lots of... hardware in my leg after the surgery.
Should I post the Xray of my foot publicly as a reply to this post? - StrawPoll
What is your opinion? Vote now: Yes, No
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November 22, 2025 at 3:37 AM
A poll for if I should post the Xray of my foot publicly here or not: strawpoll.com/NoZrzAr73Z3
CW: lots of... hardware in my leg after the surgery.
CW: lots of... hardware in my leg after the surgery.
Tomorrow morning I'm getting the staples removed. Send good vibes if you can.
I'm praying it won't suck too bad, but some of them will almost definitely be The Worst Ever.
The good news is once I'm past them, I'm pretty sure my pain levels will go down... hopefully WAY down.
I'm praying it won't suck too bad, but some of them will almost definitely be The Worst Ever.
The good news is once I'm past them, I'm pretty sure my pain levels will go down... hopefully WAY down.
November 21, 2025 at 7:03 AM
Tomorrow morning I'm getting the staples removed. Send good vibes if you can.
I'm praying it won't suck too bad, but some of them will almost definitely be The Worst Ever.
The good news is once I'm past them, I'm pretty sure my pain levels will go down... hopefully WAY down.
I'm praying it won't suck too bad, but some of them will almost definitely be The Worst Ever.
The good news is once I'm past them, I'm pretty sure my pain levels will go down... hopefully WAY down.
It's no secret I've been resting a lot, but something I wasn't expecting is just how many dreams I'm having of... just walking.
Just walking around and feeling amazed about it because walking is wholly inaccessible to me right now. I guess this is just a reminder to be thankful for what you have.
Just walking around and feeling amazed about it because walking is wholly inaccessible to me right now. I guess this is just a reminder to be thankful for what you have.
November 19, 2025 at 11:35 PM
It's no secret I've been resting a lot, but something I wasn't expecting is just how many dreams I'm having of... just walking.
Just walking around and feeling amazed about it because walking is wholly inaccessible to me right now. I guess this is just a reminder to be thankful for what you have.
Just walking around and feeling amazed about it because walking is wholly inaccessible to me right now. I guess this is just a reminder to be thankful for what you have.