hi
i'm sorry someone actually read this
i usually rant being sure no one will see...
Thank you for your words,it's the first time someone says this to me
But i'm not the type of person that dm someone,not cause i don't appreciate it, it's because i feel like a burden, and i am really introverted

like 'haha funny now stay here don't you dare to do it again'

so who the fuck cares
like do i really need to think about others? are you serious? when the hell do they cared about me? when?
oh, i see, they will care just when i'm gone.

it's been years since i talked to my dad, he was diagnosed with cancer a year ago and he is in a really bad state but i don't even know where he lives i only know that i don't want to talk to him never again.
he used to do bad things to me and my sister when we were kids.
and my mother is just a b.

to my sister that i was h4rassed but she just thought it was funny and started joking about it.
i was never took seriously.and i never said it to anyone but my psychiatrist.
Today i met with a friend after months of being on my own and i feel like shit i'm so tired.
she isn't the problem. i am.-

i was h4rass3d by a man that called himself a taxi driver, i was with another girl, he took her to her hotel before driving to mine because it was the nearest but just after she left he started to touch himself and i didn't know what the fuck i was supposed to do.
i felt like shit.
i tried to text-

does someone out there understand that i want to literally k myself because i am 100% no one cares about me? if i had a loving mother or at least something i could call family MAYBE i could think to stay
but no
i hate my life i hate myself i hate everyone and everything and it hurts and i'm fed up

the difference between them is sending me because mingi is just swinging a bit yunho is flying around like girl pls hold on to something

(yes i am)

AARREFGG GGRRRR WOOF WOOF WOOF ARRRF SNARL GRRR WOOF WOOF BARK BARK WOOF GRRR MEOW MEOW MEOW

I WAITED TO WATCH THIS I WAS SO SCAREWD AND I WAS SO FUCKIN RIGHT GET THIS SHIT OUT OF MY SIGHT

i kinda want my good music to stay intact if it's not a big bother

it was so cute i fed him some cheese
i will miss little hanji but he is probably with some friends now

i decided that i'm not allowed to think of anything else this is my new life now

he is too much this is too much for me

i'm still here btw
he is the sluttiest slut ever

200 pcs on their way to home....
i guess i need another binder