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🦋bethany🦋 ¯\_(ツ)_/¯
@youfoundbethany.bsky.social
strong opinions. kind 💜. problem solver. poet / writer. theballotbox.co (she/her)
Good morning, Monkey… is there anyway you could teleport here…?
February 3, 2026 at 2:23 PM
Good morning, Monkey.

It’s going to be an uncomfortable day.

And I’m super relieved I took a heating pad to work a few weeks ago.
February 2, 2026 at 2:27 PM
Good morning, Monkey… 😘😘😘
February 1, 2026 at 6:41 PM
Monkey… I have one… two big interests in my life… and while you are one of the two…

Election nights are relatively rare… and I’m sorry if you’re feeling neglected… 🥹🫣

And this one is a pretty big fucking deal.
February 1, 2026 at 3:43 AM
Good morning, Monkey… I had a very hard time falling asleep last night… but I am awake and about to get coffee and I hope you’re having an okay day…

Maybe tell me what’s wrong and how I can help if not?
January 31, 2026 at 5:56 PM
You want to hear a story that shows how kind of crazy I am?

When I get a curbside order from the further grocery store, I always go along the up aisle to the slots where you pick up the groceries…

This is the side that goes K - P (I think.)

Anyhow…
January 31, 2026 at 3:48 AM
Oh, Monkey…

My boss met with me and then had to head back into a meeting and told me we would connect after but I do not think that’s going to happen…

Anyhow, clawing my way back out of my hole…

I think you need this…
a man is carrying a woman on his back while hugging her .
Alt: a man is carrying a woman on his back while hugging her .
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January 30, 2026 at 10:36 PM
So, the message I thought I sent did not post. Fun.

It’s been a busy and stressful morning.

My check engine light came on again. Pretty sure it’s the same issue just on a different bay in the catalytic converter. So fun.

I’m trying not to panic, but this is bad timing, to say the least.
January 30, 2026 at 5:44 PM
Hi Monkey…
January 30, 2026 at 3:48 AM
Monkey… my heart is a jumbled mess right now.

I just told my Dad that he doesn’t get to talk to me like he did and follow it up with what he did and expect me to be okay with any of it… and to not talk to me until he wanted to apologize.
January 29, 2026 at 5:48 PM
Monkey, I don’t want to tell you one specific part of this, because I fear you will not understand, but here goes:

I was 16 the last time my Dad physically hit me.

He came into my room forcefully and without even knocking, picked me up and threw me hard against a wall with a mirror.
January 29, 2026 at 5:53 AM
Good morning, Monkey! 😘♥️

I’m sorry. Notifications are my downfall.
January 28, 2026 at 2:38 PM
Hi, Monkey… Bear with me because I do have something to talk about but I tend to unintentionally take a break at the worst time… and I do know what I’m about to say might make you nervous if I am not around to clarify if something is misunderstood.

I’m heating dinner up now and…
January 28, 2026 at 3:19 AM
Uhhhh… Mr. Monkey…

I know I’ve been complaining about the cold, but you didn’t have to go so hard with the heat….
January 28, 2026 at 2:02 AM
Mmmm… Good morning, Monkey…

Been snoozing my alarm to stay in bed because I woke up thinking about you waking me up with your hands…

It was a lovely interlude.

😘♥️
January 27, 2026 at 4:02 PM
Monkey… I’ll be around in a little while.
January 27, 2026 at 2:28 AM
Hi Monkey…

My brain is not great… I can tell when I start getting agitated with replies I should just let go.

I used to run away to protect you in these moments. Again, that’s where you felt the pulling away.

I know how dark my mind can get… I hate it.
January 26, 2026 at 6:33 PM
There’s a few things I should say…

One: I hope it’s apparent, I thought it was apparent, but maybe not… I don’t have the kind of brain that fakes easily. Maybe this will cloud things, but I can actually act fairly well but only when I know it’s a reason to act… I know where my intonation…
January 26, 2026 at 9:36 AM
Good Morning, Monkey… 💡😘

I still don’t have a lot to say, but I’ll check in throughout the day.

I am wfh tomorrow, FWIW.
January 25, 2026 at 4:15 PM
I just don’t want to keep having the same hurt/fight.
January 25, 2026 at 4:50 AM
I want to stop having this same hurt/ fight.
January 25, 2026 at 2:26 AM
I feel like I was clear about what my parameters were for tonight.

You know what makes this so bad? My pain gets displayed for I don’t even know how many people to see…
January 24, 2026 at 3:34 AM
I finally made it to Costco. I’m just now shopping. My legs feel like they’re going to fall off from a whole week of getting photos plus the weather coming in.

I’ll be around tonight. Not sure when because I have to pick up stuff at H-E-B and they’ve warned me that my order could be late.
January 23, 2026 at 9:03 PM
From 4:45 until I left at 6:45, I did not have a break from anything.

Days are going to be like that.

Got food on the way home because I’m just… ready for this week to be over.

Not going to Costco tonight.

Our action is at noon and I anticipate leaving around 2 PM for the day.
January 23, 2026 at 1:51 AM
Good morning, Monkey… let me wake up and get the day started, because I need to apprise you of my next few days (especially today) so you don’t worry, because to answer your most burning question right now, yes, I saw and we’re okay…

😘💡
January 22, 2026 at 1:21 PM