Whining Ylthin (hyperfixating on Deep Sea Spawn send help) 🏳️🌈
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Fic tag: #ylthinwritesbad
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I lied, there is an alt version.
"Pwwease Mr. Pyke, I'm dwwowning"
"then perish"
"Pwwease Mr. Pyke, I'm dwwowning"
"then perish"
November 14, 2025 at 12:17 AM
I lied, there is an alt version.
"Pwwease Mr. Pyke, I'm dwwowning"
"then perish"
"Pwwease Mr. Pyke, I'm dwwowning"
"then perish"
I don't have any close-up shots or alt versions to post, but I do have a timelapse!
November 13, 2025 at 11:57 PM
I don't have any close-up shots or alt versions to post, but I do have a timelapse!
November 13, 2025 at 11:39 PM
November 13, 2025 at 2:14 PM
I know this man is supposed to be like a big dangerous deep-sea predator shark but he's *so* cat-coded to me
And to compromise, catsharks are a thing c:
And to compromise, catsharks are a thing c:
November 13, 2025 at 11:44 AM
I know this man is supposed to be like a big dangerous deep-sea predator shark but he's *so* cat-coded to me
And to compromise, catsharks are a thing c:
And to compromise, catsharks are a thing c:
I am not making progress on drawings and kinda spinning in circles with writing, so have this nonsense that'll amuse like 5 people fluent enough in Polish Zoomer Memespeak
November 13, 2025 at 10:43 AM
I am not making progress on drawings and kinda spinning in circles with writing, so have this nonsense that'll amuse like 5 people fluent enough in Polish Zoomer Memespeak
November 8, 2025 at 2:04 PM
You're not allowed here, but also I'm not my mom
November 8, 2025 at 11:06 AM
You're not allowed here, but also I'm not my mom
the writing process is going reeeeally well
like there's slow burn and character exploration with porn elements, and then there's me taking a dialogue scene on a massive tangent about theater, masking and trauma-induced brooding, then adding this placeholder right under it
like there's slow burn and character exploration with porn elements, and then there's me taking a dialogue scene on a massive tangent about theater, masking and trauma-induced brooding, then adding this placeholder right under it
!["Page 30 of 31"
"18040 words"
"[get Yasuo's fucking ass in the bath and start making him horny or I swear to fucking god--]"](https://cdn.bsky.app/img/feed_thumbnail/plain/did:plc:uaowembh2un4m5xff6vozjgu/bafkreifhgi7fikyjnwuve7bo4hsjminpe4qpj5bxcxrwdz32ryjtatdpwu@jpeg)
November 7, 2025 at 12:53 AM
the writing process is going reeeeally well
like there's slow burn and character exploration with porn elements, and then there's me taking a dialogue scene on a massive tangent about theater, masking and trauma-induced brooding, then adding this placeholder right under it
like there's slow burn and character exploration with porn elements, and then there's me taking a dialogue scene on a massive tangent about theater, masking and trauma-induced brooding, then adding this placeholder right under it
(context for the joke, the scene is yet to be written because I got fucking distracted again)
November 6, 2025 at 6:40 PM
(context for the joke, the scene is yet to be written because I got fucking distracted again)
November 6, 2025 at 6:34 PM
I have no explanation for this phrase showing up in my draft, other than "I was on a train and needed a synonym for 'crowd of sailors'"
It's not even dropped in a vaguely NSFW context
or in the "horny" part of the draft for that matter
It's not even dropped in a vaguely NSFW context
or in the "horny" part of the draft for that matter
November 5, 2025 at 6:01 PM
I have no explanation for this phrase showing up in my draft, other than "I was on a train and needed a synonym for 'crowd of sailors'"
It's not even dropped in a vaguely NSFW context
or in the "horny" part of the draft for that matter
It's not even dropped in a vaguely NSFW context
or in the "horny" part of the draft for that matter
Dipping my toes into a Big Popular Thing in the most ass-backwards way imaginable (playing a roughly standalone tie-in cRPG because you liked the dev studio's previous cRPG) and watching my moot who got "in" the normal way freak out
November 5, 2025 at 1:26 PM
Dipping my toes into a Big Popular Thing in the most ass-backwards way imaginable (playing a roughly standalone tie-in cRPG because you liked the dev studio's previous cRPG) and watching my moot who got "in" the normal way freak out
(actual full-if-originally-uninintended version is a bit more serious)
November 5, 2025 at 1:13 AM
(actual full-if-originally-uninintended version is a bit more serious)
"I'mma sit down and do a quick little meme drawing based on a dumb self-indulgent joke--"
(four hours later)
(technically alt version *and* still WiP, I'll try to do simple shading and better background later)
(four hours later)
(technically alt version *and* still WiP, I'll try to do simple shading and better background later)
November 4, 2025 at 9:44 PM
"I'mma sit down and do a quick little meme drawing based on a dumb self-indulgent joke--"
(four hours later)
(technically alt version *and* still WiP, I'll try to do simple shading and better background later)
(four hours later)
(technically alt version *and* still WiP, I'll try to do simple shading and better background later)
Also people have been putting decorative "'till love do us part" padlocks on the aforementioned anti-suicide bars for years now.
If I put any of that shit in a work of fiction, I'd be called a hack.
If I put any of that shit in a work of fiction, I'd be called a hack.
November 4, 2025 at 10:08 AM
Also people have been putting decorative "'till love do us part" padlocks on the aforementioned anti-suicide bars for years now.
If I put any of that shit in a work of fiction, I'd be called a hack.
If I put any of that shit in a work of fiction, I'd be called a hack.
Also it's a part of the aforementioned bougie financial center district with horrendous traffic and jacked up rental prices.
I guess it looks pretty if you find the time to admire views.
I guess it looks pretty if you find the time to admire views.
![Warsaw's Palace of Culture skyscraper at nighttime as seen from a pedestrian crossing between Warsaw Central and Warsaw Śródmieście [City Center] railway stations. A tall building resembling four cubes and one tall angular pillar bolted together and lit up with purple lights towers over a busy rain-slicked multi-lane road.](https://cdn.bsky.app/img/feed_thumbnail/plain/did:plc:uaowembh2un4m5xff6vozjgu/bafkreieqwulq47ovsedpocqacjqebccbpzdyz3ifcw32sl32tnt67kqv3m@jpeg)
November 4, 2025 at 9:56 AM
Also it's a part of the aforementioned bougie financial center district with horrendous traffic and jacked up rental prices.
I guess it looks pretty if you find the time to admire views.
I guess it looks pretty if you find the time to admire views.
the ambitious art plans upped and died in favor of playing Warframe buuut I do have a little meme for later
November 3, 2025 at 8:50 PM
the ambitious art plans upped and died in favor of playing Warframe buuut I do have a little meme for later
Might draw something toothy after work, I need to train drawing open mouths/jaws anyway.
November 3, 2025 at 1:41 PM
Might draw something toothy after work, I need to train drawing open mouths/jaws anyway.
Ough
October 31, 2025 at 4:38 PM
Ough
Fuck
October 31, 2025 at 4:37 PM
Fuck
(The "empowerment through violence" thing lines up with both his "sea predator" aspect and frustration with personal disempowerment and expendability - as an exploited laborer and a tightly controlled tool of the Deep. He's lashing out to make himself feel stronger, in control, less miserable.)
October 30, 2025 at 11:49 AM
(The "empowerment through violence" thing lines up with both his "sea predator" aspect and frustration with personal disempowerment and expendability - as an exploited laborer and a tightly controlled tool of the Deep. He's lashing out to make himself feel stronger, in control, less miserable.)
(He also tends to cut off his memories and his "past self" with the exception of his traumatic death, reducing himself to the bubble of "here and now" as another coping/protective mechanism from the crushing despair of being technically dead *and* losing his freedom, autonomy and self-control.)
![When Pyke tells Ahri he only thinks "one foot ahead of [his] knife", it's not just a way to shrug her off. It's literal. Pyke is restrained from or purposefully shuts off his long-term experience of time and does not consider future for more than a few moments ahead, mostly in terms of "how can I secure the kill and get away". He acts like an instinct-driven predator despite retaining "advanced" mental capacity - he has a sense of humor, is able to experience empathy, guilt and grief, he's class-conscious and actively analyzes social structures. He's not stupid or "limited". He's just shutting himself off from the idea of "long-term future" because thinking of it entails thinking of one's hopes, dreams, plans - something he cannot have as an undead murder-thrall of the deep sea, and even if he tries to, it'll be immediately shut down by the voices yanking the leash and invoking the irresistible supernatural drive to kill.](https://cdn.bsky.app/img/feed_thumbnail/plain/did:plc:uaowembh2un4m5xff6vozjgu/bafkreicnk6q4w2tth2wowjx7yufkubaqnxqnkpo3vi6emyiztopi5yxwfa@jpeg)
October 30, 2025 at 11:38 AM
(He also tends to cut off his memories and his "past self" with the exception of his traumatic death, reducing himself to the bubble of "here and now" as another coping/protective mechanism from the crushing despair of being technically dead *and* losing his freedom, autonomy and self-control.)
pros of writing about a character more: you get to think about all the little nuance you could add to them
cons: you have to try and add it to them and pray that people get the idea and it works and it's good and *ough*
cons: you have to try and add it to them and pray that people get the idea and it works and it's good and *ough*
October 29, 2025 at 11:28 PM
pros of writing about a character more: you get to think about all the little nuance you could add to them
cons: you have to try and add it to them and pray that people get the idea and it works and it's good and *ough*
cons: you have to try and add it to them and pray that people get the idea and it works and it's good and *ough*
Local man just wants to take a bath and relax, damnit
October 28, 2025 at 11:42 PM
Local man just wants to take a bath and relax, damnit