That's ok I appreciate it, I just didn't want you to feel like I wasn't taking your ideas seriously, I just have already been doing them <3

Sorry if it sounds like I'm dissing your attempts but I don't think you've gotten to be around very much cuz I already do or have been doing these things! I used to have monthly rewards for my tier members.
Unless you're talking about something else?

for ME this is getting some retextures done on avatars you can swap me into on stream
overlays
stickers
redeem setup
all that stuff!
And if i find time in between some saucy pics as a lil christmas gift to sledge and myself ;)

It’s not. This was something I learned early on and the command is something other than that

No one better, sorely missed.

I'm ok for the most part rn, I'm no longer stuck in constant panic mode. But I'm still in pain but I'll just deal with it for now.

It's why I, for the most part, usually just quietly suffer and joke about everything that hurts and just hope that it simmers down enough that I can function.
I want to get better.
I just am stuck.
And as embarrassed as I am, I have NEVER been one to shy away from showing you guys the real me

I am having issues getting on Medicaid, can't get other insurance, and can't afford an actual doctor or specialist
I am forced to go to the ER if I do need help, and I can't...I can't explain what my mind does while I'm just sitting in the -waiting room-
Noises, lights and smells around me overwhelm

the reason i post about this on main is there are people out there that just DO not and prob will not understand the absolute cptsd i have, or why i don't get medical help for my ailments.
i am *trying*
i am unfortunately, due to my own bad decisions and circumstance, stuck in a helpless loop.

I’m trying to find someone with more experience than me to make a lil sledge vnyan prop

Hey mate im sorry it didn’t work out with you but maybe it wasn’t for you if you’re just doing it for views. It took time and effort for me to even get to where im at and consistence
I also don’t know why you’re making this comment on my post asking for ideas for my streams
Be good

appreciated but there's always room for improvement.

It was super crowded and people just keep coming in and im having multiple panic attacks I don’t think I can stay im shaking so hard I can’t