Aaaaand just saw the ffxiv lodestone post that there will be emergency maintenance tomorrow around the time I would normally stream. Boooo

(When my brain has processed what the fuck happened in that game, I'm going to want to discuss it so baaaad 😅)

It really is...

...but why do I want to go back though?! 😭

I'm still thinking about the game and processing it. I stopped playing it around 2 hours ago

I'll also say this:

I felt like this over a game since Shadowbringers, probably one of my favourite games (even though its technically an expansion of ffxiv)

I'm having to hold myself back from obsessively consuming every bit of media about it so I don't spoil myself xD

Today is definitely an I want to do everything day, but have to choose one because ✨️chronic illness✨️ 😭

Also, really enjoying cosy streaming. It may not be as "entertaining" and "exciting" as performing on main, but I'm having a load of fun!