VariaBoss is tired of LIFE
@yadonushi.bsky.social
30yr+ Oftentimes has NSFW musings on Life.
Normalcy is overrated. Taking each day to win at life and survive. Thus, Life is a huge lemon.
Normalcy is overrated. Taking each day to win at life and survive. Thus, Life is a huge lemon.
With the way things are nowadays, I might pull the Robot to give me some Caffeinated fuel. Ive been using the humble filter coffee machine but it’s not tiding me over now with work chaos
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January 29, 2026 at 4:55 PM
With the way things are nowadays, I might pull the Robot to give me some Caffeinated fuel. Ive been using the humble filter coffee machine but it’s not tiding me over now with work chaos
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found 3 stray kittens in my tiny/backyard. as I opened the sliding door, Feral Mothercat came hissing like heck.I am a Hooman-peasant. ٩( ˘ ³˘)۶Catering to the whims of Feline Nobility.Ha.Ze’housemate did find 4 kittens instead of 3 so she’d phoner SPCA to get them. I’m working.
January 27, 2026 at 2:16 PM
found 3 stray kittens in my tiny/backyard. as I opened the sliding door, Feral Mothercat came hissing like heck.I am a Hooman-peasant. ٩( ˘ ³˘)۶Catering to the whims of Feline Nobility.Ha.Ze’housemate did find 4 kittens instead of 3 so she’d phoner SPCA to get them. I’m working.
Ah well, been too much of a Coffee-saurus lately. Need to transform back to the Feeble “Tea-Rex.” Lololol. ¯\_(ツ)_/¯
January 27, 2026 at 2:11 PM
Ah well, been too much of a Coffee-saurus lately. Need to transform back to the Feeble “Tea-Rex.” Lololol. ¯\_(ツ)_/¯
My personal X/twt account is near legal Age now. 17yrs strong of written musings and rantings of a overworked, civilian powered by Endless coffee and spite. The Main/anon Alt Twt/account is 16yrs stronk. (•̀ᴗ•́)و ̑̑Wao. Time flew fast.
January 27, 2026 at 1:06 PM
My personal X/twt account is near legal Age now. 17yrs strong of written musings and rantings of a overworked, civilian powered by Endless coffee and spite. The Main/anon Alt Twt/account is 16yrs stronk. (•̀ᴗ•́)و ̑̑Wao. Time flew fast.
I need to do some purchasing of essentials tomorrow post shift. Coffee has run out. It’s in its own food group. Hah. Never skimp on coffee as it’s an emotional support beverage I’d say. d=(´▽ `)=b
January 27, 2026 at 12:59 PM
I need to do some purchasing of essentials tomorrow post shift. Coffee has run out. It’s in its own food group. Hah. Never skimp on coffee as it’s an emotional support beverage I’d say. d=(´▽ `)=b
Lost a bit of my shite earlier. Why does it when things got toxic and intense, we get thrown into it? But when it’s all upskilling, orienting and sunshine and fuckin rainbows, we (lesser staff) get thrown to the feral end? tolerance to stupidity is in the negativesᕦ(ò_óˇ)ᕤ
January 27, 2026 at 12:50 PM
Lost a bit of my shite earlier. Why does it when things got toxic and intense, we get thrown into it? But when it’s all upskilling, orienting and sunshine and fuckin rainbows, we (lesser staff) get thrown to the feral end? tolerance to stupidity is in the negativesᕦ(ò_óˇ)ᕤ
Crab mentality culture never really stops. What a dumbfuckery
January 26, 2026 at 3:36 AM
Crab mentality culture never really stops. What a dumbfuckery
I think I have an extra boost of energy from maybe spite or an awaited update from my usual reads that I can (maybe) stomach the pain and offered myself to do 7-11pm tomorrow. Despite working more OT already. Heh. ¯\_(ツ)_/¯
January 22, 2026 at 2:57 PM
I think I have an extra boost of energy from maybe spite or an awaited update from my usual reads that I can (maybe) stomach the pain and offered myself to do 7-11pm tomorrow. Despite working more OT already. Heh. ¯\_(ツ)_/¯
Work has been chaotic but thankfully have nicer people with me compared to the last few days where all you do is breathe in someone’s direction then you’re imbecilic to the max. ᕦ(ò_óˇ)ᕤ
January 22, 2026 at 1:08 PM
Work has been chaotic but thankfully have nicer people with me compared to the last few days where all you do is breathe in someone’s direction then you’re imbecilic to the max. ᕦ(ò_óˇ)ᕤ
Sometimes, I rather not be awake anymore to feel this heartbreak anymore
November 26, 2025 at 2:08 PM
Sometimes, I rather not be awake anymore to feel this heartbreak anymore
Dunno if I should still go to that dinner where the Dementors cancelled Xmas and didnt want to celebrate but jjst wanted chats instead. What will I focus on if these people havent even talked to me for months now? I dont want to go even if Inpaid for it
November 20, 2025 at 1:51 AM
Dunno if I should still go to that dinner where the Dementors cancelled Xmas and didnt want to celebrate but jjst wanted chats instead. What will I focus on if these people havent even talked to me for months now? I dont want to go even if Inpaid for it
Day 4 of deactivated FB and it’s been freeing
November 10, 2025 at 10:24 AM
Day 4 of deactivated FB and it’s been freeing
So, in case.
Death is Random. So if I’m not here tomorrow, know that I love whoever loves me.
Death is Random. So if I’m not here tomorrow, know that I love whoever loves me.
November 4, 2025 at 3:54 PM
So, in case.
Death is Random. So if I’m not here tomorrow, know that I love whoever loves me.
Death is Random. So if I’m not here tomorrow, know that I love whoever loves me.
Such is Life and I need to travel my heart out and forget about them. Move forward but it’s terribly hard.
November 4, 2025 at 3:51 PM
Such is Life and I need to travel my heart out and forget about them. Move forward but it’s terribly hard.
I guess there is 1 or 2 people who mean well and try to catch up or genuinely ask about me and how’s my day. But the other 2 that have stopped. I also stopped reaching out. It’s too painful.
November 4, 2025 at 3:50 PM
I guess there is 1 or 2 people who mean well and try to catch up or genuinely ask about me and how’s my day. But the other 2 that have stopped. I also stopped reaching out. It’s too painful.
I’ve spent months with these Dementors that dont even care to talk to me bc yes, Life happened but not even touching base for at least 1x. I stopped reaching out the first time bc I felt it was one sided but this proved that it’s good that I stopped the effort on keeping it
November 4, 2025 at 3:49 PM
I’ve spent months with these Dementors that dont even care to talk to me bc yes, Life happened but not even touching base for at least 1x. I stopped reaching out the first time bc I felt it was one sided but this proved that it’s good that I stopped the effort on keeping it
Sometimes I ponder if I should come to a dinner where I’d know that I’ll be the outcast bc the people there have cancelled Xmas and I predict that I’m not going to talk as much bc I’d be ignored like how the others have been doing to me. It’s not great for my mental health
November 4, 2025 at 3:48 PM
Sometimes I ponder if I should come to a dinner where I’d know that I’ll be the outcast bc the people there have cancelled Xmas and I predict that I’m not going to talk as much bc I’d be ignored like how the others have been doing to me. It’s not great for my mental health
I will never regret commissioning the Keepcups as it’s also supporting small business and the Ceramic Keepcups came out so gorgeous. Now that realizing how secretly “toxic” those people are. Or the Dementors, I’ll maybe keep the Keepcup to nyself? Or maybe place a sticker over it
October 24, 2025 at 7:00 PM
I will never regret commissioning the Keepcups as it’s also supporting small business and the Ceramic Keepcups came out so gorgeous. Now that realizing how secretly “toxic” those people are. Or the Dementors, I’ll maybe keep the Keepcup to nyself? Or maybe place a sticker over it
I had commissioned custom orders for xmas for the people I usedto hang out with. It all came out so gorgeous. But I had it commissioned way back this September because it takes 6weeks for the pottery lady
October 24, 2025 at 6:58 PM
I had commissioned custom orders for xmas for the people I usedto hang out with. It all came out so gorgeous. But I had it commissioned way back this September because it takes 6weeks for the pottery lady
Lost 5050 to Welt. He’s a Husbando. So okay. But was planning on getting Cerydra for E2 Phainon to make him more Macho together withE2 Sunday, Ruan Mei and HuoHuo. But i guess, Cerydra is a more tyrant Furina that’s why I’d like her but not really use her in Kit. Hmm.
September 18, 2025 at 11:23 AM
Lost 5050 to Welt. He’s a Husbando. So okay. But was planning on getting Cerydra for E2 Phainon to make him more Macho together withE2 Sunday, Ruan Mei and HuoHuo. But i guess, Cerydra is a more tyrant Furina that’s why I’d like her but not really use her in Kit. Hmm.
I feel too much. I guess my Anon accounts are also my venting platform. Write out the hurt until it’s easier to make sense of the pain.
September 17, 2025 at 9:39 PM
I feel too much. I guess my Anon accounts are also my venting platform. Write out the hurt until it’s easier to make sense of the pain.
I’m grieving because once i lose the will. I lose trying to reconnect. I find it hard to make connections but once it’s there, I keep it. I’ll fight for it.
September 17, 2025 at 9:34 PM
I’m grieving because once i lose the will. I lose trying to reconnect. I find it hard to make connections but once it’s there, I keep it. I’ll fight for it.
This Heartbreak is too much. I’m older now. I shouldn’t be too emotional.
September 17, 2025 at 9:32 PM
This Heartbreak is too much. I’m older now. I shouldn’t be too emotional.
I grieved. Grieved coming back to a lonesome Occupation. Grieved that I was made to feel alone again. It was never fully confirmed but it hurts more than formally saying we can’t be friends anymore. I cried. Truly, I thought I recovered by having a break but coming back
September 17, 2025 at 9:31 PM
I grieved. Grieved coming back to a lonesome Occupation. Grieved that I was made to feel alone again. It was never fully confirmed but it hurts more than formally saying we can’t be friends anymore. I cried. Truly, I thought I recovered by having a break but coming back
Just doing errands day for my restock household stuff and getting out once a week habit for me. Had some Bao buns for brunch. And coffee. Restocked my coffee as well
August 28, 2025 at 1:00 AM
Just doing errands day for my restock household stuff and getting out once a week habit for me. Had some Bao buns for brunch. And coffee. Restocked my coffee as well