The FOMO was real but so is the love and gratitude I have for my second home and all the people I’ve grown friendly with there

I also survived the 3 work Christmas parties btw, and the last one was last night. I didn’t get so silly that I puked. VERY big adulting W for Lil Bex.

Anyway, hug your friends and tell them you love them. You’re never alone.

Send it my way!

Oh and I have 3 work holiday parties to attend over the next 2 weeks. RIP me, and my liver.

Deeply felt, that was me last week but if all the emotions could just chill now that my period is over… that’d be siiiiick

I’m low-key a little relieved that surgery on Friday didn’t work out because if I had to deal with the pain of healing AND my current issues, I would absolutely be losing it right now.

Anyway I didn’t get surgery today (it was canceled WHILE I WAS ON MY WAY TO THE HOSPITAL!!!!) and I’m not 100% okay