Captain Xaon 💀
@xaon.bsky.social
💀 - Skeletal Astronaut Vtuber!
💜 - Queer and neurodivergent!
📺 - Twitch: http://www.twitch.tv/thexaon
🚀 - Other Links: https://xaon.carrd.co/
💜 - Queer and neurodivergent!
📺 - Twitch: http://www.twitch.tv/thexaon
🚀 - Other Links: https://xaon.carrd.co/
Penis
Homosex
Marriage
What the fuck Falcon
Homosex
Marriage
What the fuck Falcon
November 25, 2025 at 3:27 PM
Penis
Homosex
Marriage
What the fuck Falcon
Homosex
Marriage
What the fuck Falcon
MISLAKANE IS PISSING ME OFF
November 25, 2025 at 1:21 PM
MISLAKANE IS PISSING ME OFF
I think either Death or The Hanged Man would be most appropriate, though I'd also be happy with The Hierophant or Judgement
November 24, 2025 at 6:18 PM
I think either Death or The Hanged Man would be most appropriate, though I'd also be happy with The Hierophant or Judgement
Jesus fucking CHRIST this is cool Misla!
November 24, 2025 at 1:52 PM
Jesus fucking CHRIST this is cool Misla!
D-don't make me download this game, please blawnk
I'm a weak little queer
I'm a weak little queer
November 23, 2025 at 3:15 PM
D-don't make me download this game, please blawnk
I'm a weak little queer
I'm a weak little queer
I'm not looking for help or concern, bothering and worrying people just upsets me. I hate being a burden on others.
Just typing this out to just feel seen I suppose. I don't know why but whilst I don't want or need responses to this, it feels good knowing eyes ran over it.
Just typing this out to just feel seen I suppose. I don't know why but whilst I don't want or need responses to this, it feels good knowing eyes ran over it.
November 17, 2025 at 9:12 PM
I'm not looking for help or concern, bothering and worrying people just upsets me. I hate being a burden on others.
Just typing this out to just feel seen I suppose. I don't know why but whilst I don't want or need responses to this, it feels good knowing eyes ran over it.
Just typing this out to just feel seen I suppose. I don't know why but whilst I don't want or need responses to this, it feels good knowing eyes ran over it.
Life has never been easier for me than it is now. My job is easy and pays well, I have friends, I have a partner, I have no immediate worries.
Yet I spent so much time just sitting at the back door, staring at the clouds, wishing I wasn't here.
If this is life, it's daunting how long it is.
Yet I spent so much time just sitting at the back door, staring at the clouds, wishing I wasn't here.
If this is life, it's daunting how long it is.
November 17, 2025 at 9:12 PM
Life has never been easier for me than it is now. My job is easy and pays well, I have friends, I have a partner, I have no immediate worries.
Yet I spent so much time just sitting at the back door, staring at the clouds, wishing I wasn't here.
If this is life, it's daunting how long it is.
Yet I spent so much time just sitting at the back door, staring at the clouds, wishing I wasn't here.
If this is life, it's daunting how long it is.
Even comparing to my own past. I've been through physical abuse, self harm, suicidal ideation. Today I'm in so much better a place, my head knows that. Yet I'm sat here still in the deep, feeling grey and empty. Like there's some massive problem that I'm always missing and failing to solve.
November 17, 2025 at 9:12 PM
Even comparing to my own past. I've been through physical abuse, self harm, suicidal ideation. Today I'm in so much better a place, my head knows that. Yet I'm sat here still in the deep, feeling grey and empty. Like there's some massive problem that I'm always missing and failing to solve.
It's hard. I see my privileges, and I also see what I've achieved myself. I see the positives in my life, and by comparing to others I know I couldn't handle their harder lives. Yet I'm not happy.
November 17, 2025 at 9:12 PM
It's hard. I see my privileges, and I also see what I've achieved myself. I see the positives in my life, and by comparing to others I know I couldn't handle their harder lives. Yet I'm not happy.
I achieved more this year than most years that I can look back on, but it feels like with each step I take up the stairs of progress the tide is lapping at my heels and I can't let myself take a break for fear of being submerged again.
November 17, 2025 at 9:12 PM
I achieved more this year than most years that I can look back on, but it feels like with each step I take up the stairs of progress the tide is lapping at my heels and I can't let myself take a break for fear of being submerged again.
But this is always only temporary, and it feels like the surface of the water rises just a little every time.
I'll get promotions at work, make new friends, go on amazing trips. Thing after thing after thing only to end up right back under the surface shortly after.
I'll get promotions at work, make new friends, go on amazing trips. Thing after thing after thing only to end up right back under the surface shortly after.
November 17, 2025 at 9:12 PM
But this is always only temporary, and it feels like the surface of the water rises just a little every time.
I'll get promotions at work, make new friends, go on amazing trips. Thing after thing after thing only to end up right back under the surface shortly after.
I'll get promotions at work, make new friends, go on amazing trips. Thing after thing after thing only to end up right back under the surface shortly after.
Okay now you’re just trying to get into my good books
November 12, 2025 at 7:08 PM
Okay now you’re just trying to get into my good books
I will not elaborate
a cartoon monkey says oh yay i m a sacrifice
ALT: a cartoon monkey says oh yay i m a sacrifice
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November 12, 2025 at 6:36 PM
I will not elaborate
People paying COMPLIMENTS today huh!
November 12, 2025 at 6:33 AM
People paying COMPLIMENTS today huh!
I am not worthy to be compared to Kim in any way shape or form
November 11, 2025 at 7:27 PM
I am not worthy to be compared to Kim in any way shape or form
I hate that I can’t argue with this one…
November 11, 2025 at 7:14 PM
I hate that I can’t argue with this one…
I love my friends, but if anyone's going to kill them it'll be me
November 11, 2025 at 7:08 PM
I love my friends, but if anyone's going to kill them it'll be me