😔 I feel you

Kermit the Frog is a real person and I will not hear otherwise

been really enjoying taking pics with Patches. he does a good job of looking after me when I’m at home.

this trope never gets old, happy birthday :3

❤️

I hope things change, somehow.

I feel so lost. I want to be happy, and do the things that bring me joy. But I’m just going through the motions lately. I don’t have the energy for much else, other than to just live one day at a time.

They tell you to be a good friend and treat people the way you want to be treated. They say you reap what you sow, but they don’t tell you what to do when you’ve wasted years on somebody and are left with nothing.

They say not to quit until you have something else lined up. But it’s been 2 years and nothing has lined up. Nothing is coming from it, nothing. The future just feels like more of the same.

When you’re younger you’re told what to do. You focus on getting good grades so you can go to a good college. You focus on college to get a good degree and GPA so you can get a good job. You graduate with honors and you get the best job you can, even if it’s not what you want or studied for.

I don’t know what’s real anymore when it comes to people’s words and emotions.

I miss my ex, I miss being wanted and loved. I wonder if it was ever real. I wonder if he just used me, and never really cared about me as a person, sometimes I still feel like he’s still using me even if we aren’t together anymore. I’ve been used and discarded, no longer needed or wanted.

any attempt to escape just feels like too much effort for something that’s futile. I feel like if I just get home from work I’ll be fine. but then I realize I work tomorrow, and the next day, and the next. I’m miserable. I feel like every day is the same, and it feels like there’s no end.

yeah, thats what I would be worried about the first time. even if it wasn’t anything baby related I’d still be super insecure about going, it’s not like I have any kids I can chaperone. I’d just be going myself.

how come? if you don’t mind me asking

you’re braver than me, haha. sounds like a lot of fun

is that the general consensus? if that’s the case maybe I’m just in my own head about it.
also I haven’t heard of trunk or treat

out of curiosity, how are you able to do it now? been feeling the same way, but it’s typically not socially acceptable to do it as an adult.