like i did cry but because i was fucking furious. i remember i didn't pause the movie at all bc i knew I'd be too angry to keep watching otherwise.

someone said dear zachary and that's valid but more than tears that made me feel blinding range and such intense sympathy it made me nauseated

man who only watched one cour of jjk but has strong opinions:

see they never phrase it like that, they say "rei is too negative" or "rei was mean" and then HR that isn't you gives me a talking to while i go THAT'S JUST MY FACE AND TONE IDK WHAT U WANT FROM ME (this happened at both targé and bux and i was basically told to act peppier somehow???)

you'd pull me into your office bc i was too autistic and someone complained and i would immediately be like IS THAT LEO. WAIT OMG--

mysteriously i would then never get fired. i think that's how it works

it's like the rotation system. they're not forgotten just in hibernation and when i least expect it one of them is going to appear out of nowhere to devour my soul again

my teen years were defined by emo pop punk and my wife was out here listening to system of a down and rammstein

oh i did terribly at school bc of the depression but as a kid my scores were great so i was just really smart AND really lazy (read: audhd and depressed)

i don't even know that i was that smart i was just really good at standardized testing. which is sort of the same thing... i used to finish my tests early so i could go read 🫠

my professor would mark this right, at least lol

bc it IS right