Winter
@w1nterdawn.bsky.social
Hiiii, I'm Winter or Kitty, your choice. I'm a witch, fantasy novelist, and digital artist.
Im a lesbium with no gf, how sad :(
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[Mostly repost and vent]
Im a lesbium with no gf, how sad :(
‼️Slight interaction with some 18+ accounts, reposts unlikely. Be forewarned, here be dragons‼️
[Mostly repost and vent]
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I'm so sick of waking up lonely, of having dreams of companionship and just always being made to feel like im worth nothing. Like I'm not worth loving, not worth people taking the time to get to know me, not worth even fucking talking to consistently. I meet people, and before log they vanish.
January 20, 2026 at 12:23 PM
I'm so sick of waking up lonely, of having dreams of companionship and just always being made to feel like im worth nothing. Like I'm not worth loving, not worth people taking the time to get to know me, not worth even fucking talking to consistently. I meet people, and before log they vanish.
Feling shiity about things AGAIN and i really just dont have the energy to keep feeling this way hghhh.. i wish there was a way to stop hurting that wasnt just the nuclear option of "cut eberyone off and pretend you never met them"
December 8, 2025 at 5:46 PM
Feling shiity about things AGAIN and i really just dont have the energy to keep feeling this way hghhh.. i wish there was a way to stop hurting that wasnt just the nuclear option of "cut eberyone off and pretend you never met them"
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It's Hip for Bees to...
December 6, 2025 at 6:27 PM
It's Hip for Bees to...
Girls (nonbinary inclusive) these days just dont want a feral creature who bites them and shakes them violently like a ragdoll and gives them catgirl rabies. Sigh. We live in a society </3
December 6, 2025 at 9:55 PM
Girls (nonbinary inclusive) these days just dont want a feral creature who bites them and shakes them violently like a ragdoll and gives them catgirl rabies. Sigh. We live in a society </3
I wish i got to have a life. I wish i got to go out, go to college and meet people and take classes on something i like. I wish i got to have a job and make money to buy myself things and help with our bills. I wish i got to have hobbies and be outdoorsy and do out and do things. I feel so broken..
December 2, 2025 at 6:48 AM
I wish i got to have a life. I wish i got to go out, go to college and meet people and take classes on something i like. I wish i got to have a job and make money to buy myself things and help with our bills. I wish i got to have hobbies and be outdoorsy and do out and do things. I feel so broken..
Hmm, we do a little looking back at things with a clearer and more critical lens.
Hmm :/
Hmm :/
November 30, 2025 at 6:55 AM
Hmm, we do a little looking back at things with a clearer and more critical lens.
Hmm :/
Hmm :/
I feel. SO. Fucking. TERRIBLE.
i HATE this i feel fucking set back years of painstaking healing i feel broken an jealous and hurt and bitter and ANGRY and so FUCKING full of sheer FUCKING HATEFUL RAGE and im SO FUCKING SICK OF IT
i just.. why.. why me. Why did you do this to me? After everything..
i HATE this i feel fucking set back years of painstaking healing i feel broken an jealous and hurt and bitter and ANGRY and so FUCKING full of sheer FUCKING HATEFUL RAGE and im SO FUCKING SICK OF IT
i just.. why.. why me. Why did you do this to me? After everything..
November 25, 2025 at 8:30 AM
I feel. SO. Fucking. TERRIBLE.
i HATE this i feel fucking set back years of painstaking healing i feel broken an jealous and hurt and bitter and ANGRY and so FUCKING full of sheer FUCKING HATEFUL RAGE and im SO FUCKING SICK OF IT
i just.. why.. why me. Why did you do this to me? After everything..
i HATE this i feel fucking set back years of painstaking healing i feel broken an jealous and hurt and bitter and ANGRY and so FUCKING full of sheer FUCKING HATEFUL RAGE and im SO FUCKING SICK OF IT
i just.. why.. why me. Why did you do this to me? After everything..
Im gonna be alone forever.. im gonna die one day with nobody to help hold my worthless ass up and nobody will even know im gone.. god whats wrong with me why am i never worth loving
November 25, 2025 at 8:08 AM
Im gonna be alone forever.. im gonna die one day with nobody to help hold my worthless ass up and nobody will even know im gone.. god whats wrong with me why am i never worth loving
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November 23, 2025 at 6:57 PM
Im so so sick of this
I feel angry and bitter and hurt and awkward about everything and its so fucking miserable i fucking hate this so much i just want things to be like they werr before and not feel wary and on edge like a cat thats been kicked. I just want things to be normal.
I feel angry and bitter and hurt and awkward about everything and its so fucking miserable i fucking hate this so much i just want things to be like they werr before and not feel wary and on edge like a cat thats been kicked. I just want things to be normal.
November 22, 2025 at 8:30 PM
Im so so sick of this
I feel angry and bitter and hurt and awkward about everything and its so fucking miserable i fucking hate this so much i just want things to be like they werr before and not feel wary and on edge like a cat thats been kicked. I just want things to be normal.
I feel angry and bitter and hurt and awkward about everything and its so fucking miserable i fucking hate this so much i just want things to be like they werr before and not feel wary and on edge like a cat thats been kicked. I just want things to be normal.
Hm i wanna start cooking more of our meals.. i realized ive kind of stopped cooking, enjoying the process of making something with passion and care, and that makes me really sad :(
I love cooking so much, i think maybe id feel a bit happier if i was doing it again.
I love cooking so much, i think maybe id feel a bit happier if i was doing it again.
November 21, 2025 at 10:23 AM
Hm i wanna start cooking more of our meals.. i realized ive kind of stopped cooking, enjoying the process of making something with passion and care, and that makes me really sad :(
I love cooking so much, i think maybe id feel a bit happier if i was doing it again.
I love cooking so much, i think maybe id feel a bit happier if i was doing it again.
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Bumping this, I feel so bad saying that I may be in desperate need of money.
While I'm able to wait until April, I just feel like I can't do anything. I need something. I'm trying to get a job too.
Again I'm deeply sorry if this isn't okay of me. I just want to be with @sorakoudo.pmd.social so bad..
While I'm able to wait until April, I just feel like I can't do anything. I need something. I'm trying to get a job too.
Again I'm deeply sorry if this isn't okay of me. I just want to be with @sorakoudo.pmd.social so bad..
I'm sorry to make another post about this, I'm just so tired at this point of my household. I really need funds to move out of my parents' house. I know it's a lot to ask, but I really need to move out.
I'm gonna separate these into 4 and the goals will be art raffles.
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I'm gonna separate these into 4 and the goals will be art raffles.
ko-fi.com/eepycosmo/go...
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November 17, 2025 at 4:44 AM
Bumping this, I feel so bad saying that I may be in desperate need of money.
While I'm able to wait until April, I just feel like I can't do anything. I need something. I'm trying to get a job too.
Again I'm deeply sorry if this isn't okay of me. I just want to be with @sorakoudo.pmd.social so bad..
While I'm able to wait until April, I just feel like I can't do anything. I need something. I'm trying to get a job too.
Again I'm deeply sorry if this isn't okay of me. I just want to be with @sorakoudo.pmd.social so bad..
im having such a hard time.. It feels so hard to socialize with anyone but my best friends because im just.. im worried about being around a lot off the people that used to be such big parts of my life. I've been up all night the past like 3 or 4 days stressing about it and i always feel like crying
November 17, 2025 at 2:35 AM
im having such a hard time.. It feels so hard to socialize with anyone but my best friends because im just.. im worried about being around a lot off the people that used to be such big parts of my life. I've been up all night the past like 3 or 4 days stressing about it and i always feel like crying
I feel so unlovable wah :(
The things that make me who i am always seem to be cited as the reason someone doesnt want to be with me.. it makes my heart hurt ;-;
The things that make me who i am always seem to be cited as the reason someone doesnt want to be with me.. it makes my heart hurt ;-;
November 15, 2025 at 10:28 PM
I feel so unlovable wah :(
The things that make me who i am always seem to be cited as the reason someone doesnt want to be with me.. it makes my heart hurt ;-;
The things that make me who i am always seem to be cited as the reason someone doesnt want to be with me.. it makes my heart hurt ;-;
I feel like im gonna be alone forever :(
November 15, 2025 at 11:33 AM
I feel like im gonna be alone forever :(
Ive been really upset the past few days.. i feel kind of sick to my stomach constantly, ive done a lot of crying and im having trouble sleeping :(
November 13, 2025 at 6:06 PM
Ive been really upset the past few days.. i feel kind of sick to my stomach constantly, ive done a lot of crying and im having trouble sleeping :(
how many times am i going to let my heart get ripped out and stomped on before i learn these walls went up for a reason..
November 11, 2025 at 1:36 AM
how many times am i going to let my heart get ripped out and stomped on before i learn these walls went up for a reason..
im such a fucking idiot..
November 11, 2025 at 1:12 AM
im such a fucking idiot..
Mm friend pulled me in a call and got me to shout about everything thats been mounting for months and making me feel shitty and i feel a bit less totally miserable and just fucking completely emotionally exhausted and sort of pissed off now. Improvement? I guess?
November 5, 2025 at 6:07 AM
Mm friend pulled me in a call and got me to shout about everything thats been mounting for months and making me feel shitty and i feel a bit less totally miserable and just fucking completely emotionally exhausted and sort of pissed off now. Improvement? I guess?
i hate that i feel so alone right now..
November 5, 2025 at 4:45 AM
i hate that i feel so alone right now..