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fen (thistle) twotail
@w0lfm00d.bsky.social
it/they • 27 • DOG TEETH • BONEBREAK • https://wolfmood.itch.io/

🖤⛓️❤️‍🔥I AM A DOG AND MY OWNER IS @lunarlanterns.bsky.social❤️‍🔥⛓️🖤

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this rules
November 10, 2025 at 11:41 PM
not fiction! i experience shifts like these fairly often (comparatively) these days :)
November 10, 2025 at 10:55 PM
fangs are so good for that
November 10, 2025 at 6:34 PM
totally understandable and i totally get that, i find it so hard to focus when i have wolf brain and human obligations too!!
November 10, 2025 at 6:33 PM
NO WAY yay
November 10, 2025 at 6:31 PM
dude theyre awesome and RIDICULOUS
November 10, 2025 at 5:22 PM
omg yes that would be so cool!!!! and any excuse to get geared up is always awesome
November 10, 2025 at 5:16 PM
u look awesome!!!!!
November 10, 2025 at 5:07 PM
its REAL
November 10, 2025 at 5:04 PM
that said i would not call myself a therian, personally, but do resonate somewhat with haraway-esque terms like speciesqueer :)
November 10, 2025 at 5:03 PM
the language for it is largely not codified, and for me this post was just a way of expressing a feeling, like journalling! im not particularly interested in hard labels or the why of things, but rather in my experience of them, and the experiences of others like me, and how we can build community
November 10, 2025 at 5:02 PM
hey so i am op, a werewolf, a nonbinary person seeking surgery to trans my gender, and a trained anthropologist lol. my lycanthropy is certainly interwoven with my gender identity, but also def its own thing too.
November 10, 2025 at 5:02 PM
thank u!! lots of eyes lol
November 10, 2025 at 4:43 PM
that would be profoundly beautiful
November 10, 2025 at 4:37 PM
it's SO sick and it's US !!!!!!!!!!!
November 10, 2025 at 3:31 PM
i wanna work on that. 🐾
November 10, 2025 at 12:00 PM
and despite the crash after i feel like that was Something. some kind of stepping stone. because ive been noticing how much i still try to squish the wolf feelings down, how much i ignore my body, and how much worse i inevitably feel when i squash it vs when i allow myself to feel my own body.
November 10, 2025 at 12:00 PM
i was a wolf for a while, and then when the wolf began to draw back, i showered because i had human obligations. it was both difficult and sensorially very raw in the best way. the wolf receded, but never disappeared. for three days it stayed just under my skin,very Present, though quiet(er).
November 10, 2025 at 12:00 PM
i took myself into the bathroom, and i looked into my eyes. i have avoided looking myself in the face during previous changes because i was afraid to be disappointed. but they were bright and wild and there was an expression there that i'd never seen in myself but that relieved me like coming home.
November 10, 2025 at 12:00 PM
i was fighting it, i realised: trying to force my way back to humanity. so i tried to let myself go, and i felt my feet, the soles splitting open. i tossed my head and felt the thick mane of fur along my neck and shoulders SO tangibly. i felt my skin ripple in a cutaneous trunci reflex.
November 10, 2025 at 12:00 PM
i went the rest of the way home in a haze; speech was difficult; forming thoughts beyond a sort of alert but relaxed fug of instinct was difficult. at home i flopped onto my bed in the dark and breathed. and i realised just how much i stand in my own way.
November 10, 2025 at 12:00 PM
i rounded the corner, shambling but quick, up on my toes, and looked up, not knowing what i was looking for. there was light, and there it was: the beaver moon, huge and yellow, hanging over the city. it slid out from behind a cloud just in time for me to catch it, then darted away again.
November 10, 2025 at 12:00 PM
i was curved in on myself, shoulders trying to drop me to all fours in the dirt. my muzzle was *there*, and my mouth hung open. my gums prickled with teeth, and my jaw cracked and every movement. my legs were like piano wire, their muscles twitching under my touch. it was real. really happening.
November 10, 2025 at 12:00 PM