i dont think ill ever be understood by my parents, and as a 4 thats the worst feeling ever

I. will just sleep gnight

tankuu lil bro, I appreciate it 🔥

tanku,, shes acting normal rn and my dad doesn't get home until late at night so I have a bit of time to prepare mentally at least

ITS WORSE OUGHHHH

who tf

I wish daydreams could comfort me like they used to but I physically cant indulge in it like I used before (I blame my meds)

brain is telling me theres no helping me anymore I am simply a lost cause my existence is a waste of money and space and energy

I cant feel anything but a numbing ache rn

idk what all that was but i feel like all my energy was drained from it,, my mom has also been radiating nauseatingly bad vibes all day just cause i was playing games and vcing for a bit and its been slowly poisoning me

i need to stab myself in the chest to drain out whatever is tainting it