I don’t want to sound like a big baby about all of this, but these things are very personal to me. I put so much time, attention to detail, and care into my creations, all for it to mean nothing to the one person I trusted to, at the very least, draw them for me.

I don’t know what to do..

With my social media tag and all. It’s not the first time she’s done this, and I don’t think it’s gonna be the last either.

I really don’t know what to do anymore… it feels some someone gossiping behind your back. Like a silent betrayal of trust..

And there’s no way for her to un-share my things, because she sent them to her own friends. She’s probably receiving “fanart” or whatever and she’s never going to share that with me, even though they’re MINE. Even worse, she doesn’t credit me for them either. “My >friend< had me draw >her< OCs!”

I can’t stop thinking about it.. I wouldn’t have her illustrate my characters if I was good at drawing, because I knew she would do things like this. It makes me want to scrap all of my characters and stories and just start fresh. They already don’t feel like mine, because that boundary was crossed

We share a writing project and I never do things with her OCs or ideas without her permission (or just making sure she’s fine with it first), so why does she treat my characters like tools? I hate it. They’re always someone’s “parent figure” or therapist. They’re more than that..

It hurts so much.. it feels like she doesn’t treat my creations with respect. It’s not even the first time it happened either, which is why I’m even more upset about this.

Why does she get to share MY creations? It doesn’t matter if she illustrated them, why does she have to do that?

I thought he was very interesting when I first started! (He’s also my second 6*)

I really hope he gets his euphoria soon