If I don't do it this week, I probably won't try to come back to streaming until the new year at the earliest. And even if I do come back this week, I'm just going to dip out again immediately b/c of the surgery. So...hm. I might just hold off until after recovery at this point.

I fully expected I'd have to wait until like Feb or March or something for this surgery, I did not realize it'd be BEFORE FUCKING CHRISTMAS.

So anyway, I guess I'm getting the bitch evicted next Monday, wish me luck! 😶

The tech was SHOCKED I wasn't informed this type of MRI requires gel to be inserted into 2 orifices that have never seen the sun. She told me she'd be PISSED if she had to find out the way I did & commented on how "laid back" I was.

Ironically, that's thanks to the anxiety lmao

Incidentally, I had a nightmare today that I was Sylvie & an evil priest caught me trying to sneak out of his church/greenhouse. He went to shove me & purposely grabbed my chest in some attempt to sexually assault me? I guess??? And I just looked at him so confused, like, "sir I am a scarecrow 😐"

I've been telling mental health professionals for years that my Selective Mutism as a kid was only something my parents suspected lmao whoops

You might think someone w/ food aversion problems wouldn't be overweight, but safe foods don't care about caloric density as it turns out.

...does this phrasing make sense? I feel like the extra words make it clearer than the version over on Twitter, but I can't tell if this one is phrased right either. Idk, I've read it too many times & now everything just looks like gibberish. What even are words.

Admittedly, I don't understand why 90% of Caesar's "red flags" are red flags, so idk why I'm surprised. The main ones I can think of are "control freak" & "expecting people to trust him as blindly as he trusted Abuela in Night Falls." Other than those...

Idk, some days it ~kinda~ just seems like: