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Valksy
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Junk shop mind - The contents are mostly random, broken, filthy or have bits missing. Occasionally there is something of value. She/her.
struggling

this kind of visceral all-encompassing bleakness is hard to endure
December 9, 2025 at 9:34 PM
(Do you know what it feels like to have a broken brain that at least likes something a little. Sure I have to be sweating and breaking myself to be able to read, and it’s all just been silly smutty queer fluff but busted cerebellum *likes* it…. )
December 9, 2025 at 9:22 PM
trying not to be really irresponsible about books 😔
December 9, 2025 at 9:20 PM
another 45 minutes and I can go stare at a fucking ceiling instead of a fucking wall

just let go, i won't even care.
December 9, 2025 at 6:31 PM
devastating boredom continues =(
hours of it, dragging mind to the worst place and keeping it there
December 9, 2025 at 4:08 PM
And yeah if someone said that I’d 😳 because might be of concern for carbon monoxide - but our fire and CO alarms were just overhauled and replaced with new fancy system.

Plus townhouse, bedrooms on upper floors. No combustion up here, and CO is heavy and so sinks. Non issue.
December 9, 2025 at 11:26 AM
Other geek did report that 2 hour night she suffered extreme agitation to the point of dread

Dunno. Was weird for sure
December 9, 2025 at 11:24 AM
Nothing to do today so no rush
December 9, 2025 at 11:23 AM
Fuck sake exhausted.

Sure, crashed early last night, did sudoku and jigsaw puzzles until brain rebooted

Just after midnight. Up again. Running on 4ish hours and feeling appalling. After 2ish the night before.
December 9, 2025 at 11:22 AM
60 treadmill 118av, 129max
Watch app in watch mode 519 kcal

8.53km

All the way in one.
December 9, 2025 at 11:15 AM
100 recumbent bike 121av, 142 max
Watch app in watch mode 521 kcal

38.11km

Heel into pedal crank minute 42 and 71, both times hit bpm matched stop/start but couldn’t sustain it. Struggled with heel being loose, so slow did an extra 10. Examine pedal.
December 9, 2025 at 6:34 AM
Stare at ceiling at 7:30pm. Been running on 2 hours of sleep, so tired it hurts 😔
December 8, 2025 at 7:47 PM
I don’t post about over there much because it’s not worthy of sitting with the wrathful venom it provokes

But aware. Noticing.
December 8, 2025 at 7:19 PM
Consider - the regime just rescinded a directive setting safe limits for care staff to patient ratio in long term care (nursing home)

Yay capitalism

Either your loved ones go to dirtier and less safe/appropriate facilities or you care

Net result? More women extracted from workforce.
December 8, 2025 at 7:18 PM
i'd rather we refrain from making every bloody thing about over there

however

the initiative is *superb* and worthy of notice
December 8, 2025 at 7:13 PM
Reposted by Valksy
Read this as an American woman and then go break something.
December 8, 2025 at 6:53 PM
Pau's Scream of Destruction from "Evolve" by The Warning

This is a very early, possibly 1st time played live, which would likely have been in Mexico during the Mayday Tour in 2022.

Ale's thunder very in your face here.

youtube.com/shorts/58L89...
Dany & Ale very cool. Suddenly Paulina's screams! The Warning on stage
YouTube video by Random Tube New
youtube.com
December 8, 2025 at 6:45 PM
It's amazing to me how the churls and twats who dont want to pay fail to make the link that if you pay your artists they can keep BEING your artists and making more of the art that you like

wild, i know.....
December 8, 2025 at 1:05 PM
It will stream on a service i never heard of on the 14th, but at an awful time slot for me

Whether it can be purchased for 48 hours after on demand, i dunno

i'd rather have a physical copy, but that may come, there have been hints.

If i buy it 4 times, i dont care

Pay your artists.
December 8, 2025 at 1:03 PM
Admit I will never be sold on the rojo concert costumes. But it was part of the visual and the concert movie that played in select theatres for weeks didnt really lend itself to Tshirt and cargos

Preferred the white or black sets that were trialled but red was chosen
December 8, 2025 at 1:02 PM
Today's The Warning - Consume, live from the Auditorio Nacionale CDMX 2025, official version

I love this track

www.youtube.com/watch?v=ICaT...
The Warning - Consume (Live From Auditorio Nacional, CDMX)
YouTube video by The Warning
www.youtube.com
December 8, 2025 at 12:59 PM
and then?

Start tackling eating disorder.

I have an idea based in the general understanding that whatever I thought or did in the past was a total failure so….do the opposite

¯\_(ツ)_/¯

In short, dunno. No idea how to fix it.
December 8, 2025 at 11:37 AM
Balancing stats being what movement (not workout, workout can fuck off. Movement to a rate/degree/duration I’m ok with) against what kcal intake to generally (*generally outside hormone fluctuations/wellbeing etc) halt any gains or losses and enter maintenance
December 8, 2025 at 11:35 AM
Just curious to see if my forecasting and stat analysis is close or not

At that point, start chasing target 2

Once target 2 is hit, keep going best I can to end of January and this horrible phase can be over

28 days of Feb to analyse/assess and balance stats

And then “normal”
December 8, 2025 at 11:33 AM