Better safe than sorry

I'm trying to think of my life as a game, a task and finance managing game. I love those, but games are always easier because at least they don't have bureaucracy.

Been considering investing my savings on a portable tablet, not an ipad (too expensive) and see if I can work more. Because in these 2 months I haven't been able to save almost anything. But if I'm not able to work that much, it would've been a waste of much needed money.

I have this internal conflict: I need to keep pushing if I want to be able to function and be independent asap, but when I do I become sick.
I'm already way behind my goals.

I guess all I mean to say is, criticism can be a form of love. It depends on how it's given, it's not the same saying "you're awful" than saying "when you do this it hurts me and others, there are other ways to let us know you're not okay". But they have to WANT to improve, if they don't... Bye.

I think ppl who can't take criticism don't understand what we see. Example: I know someone who had been problematic, but they actively looked for help. Within a few months they've improved SO MUCH and I feel so happy and proud of them. This is what I mean, this is what we can do if we're willing.

I've criticized ppl I care about, I've told them I don't like when they do X, Y or Z, and most of my friendships became "formers" cuz of that, they would either deflect, attack or make excuses.
Lucky me, some are NOT like that, and they treat me the same and point out when I do something wrong.

I was thinking bout this cuz some people seem to get VERY defensively when they or the things they do get some criticism. And I'm talking about adults, they should know better than to act like a teen that has had their first disagreement ever.

LULULULU

This comes from someone who has run to help strangers, and even ppl I disliked or even hated just because I saw they needed help. So no, it's not an excuse, just accept she's selfish and move on 😭

4. Even if they're not close, they were working on building a relationship AND SHE DOESN'T CARE TO RECIPROCATE (with most ppl, not just him).
5. The argument of "she chose Emily"??? SHE COULD CHOOSE BOTH, she wasn't held at gunpoint.

🧵