THANK UUUUU MIKE!!!

Like, instead of seeing myself in the mirror and going “ugh no. Ew” I’m like “oh goddamn I’m going to be a very handsome man- wait I AM a handsome man. T will just enhance it >:3”

I’m so excited?? I was so scared for so long. But I want my voice to change, I want to be a hot dude. AND ITS HAPPENING

I feel like I can finally breathe for the first time in life. I came out on top of all that garbage! I never thought I would. Of course there’ll be ups and downs, but I’m just so glad I don’t feel like I’m going to die every minute of every day anymore. It DOES get better. I’m so glad

I still struggle with social things, but, I’m happy to have group of people who are by my side and don’t care about that. I made it through forcing myself into multiple layers of closet, multiple forms of abuse, and clawing my way to the surface.

I thought I had bought two rectangular tablecloths but alas, one was a circle. Fuck it we ball