how i stare at the regular who says “you look different” and they keep saying “did you do your makeup differently? is your hair a different shade of black?” (i’m waiting for them to ask if i lost weight)

if you’re gonna kill my m*m TAKE ME WITH YOU it’ll be a super fun bestie trip

gone down from xl since last year but what’s the point i’m still gross

they probably know. i try to act humble but it just sounds like someone trying to feed their ed. “wowww haha i didn’t even notice!! i’m not trying or anything. haha i guess i just don’t see it. but i guess i lost a lot of weight this year. i can fit into clothes from high school” arkady stfu

it doesn’t count btw bc i restrict the rest of the week B) sane and normal relationship with food alert!! 🚨🚨🚨🚨

i think it’s my inner people pleaser,, i want to make people happy and when i can’t i feel so worthless >.<

that is my work bestie i always post about but its moments like these when i realize he is just a man. i told him that guy asked me if someone sleeps in bed with me at home and he thought that was a barrel of laughs too smh

doing now if i hadn’t had those teachers at all. or if i at least had the backbone to not let them ruin what i loved doing

she hated her daughter for existing as a girl. how the fuck do you see your own kid as competition. what do you get out of creating insecurities in them bc you can’t handle the idea of another woman existing in your space. how are you a mother and you’re a rabid misogynist towards your own daughter

wasn’t enough to make you think hmm maybe i will get clean?? nope you just kept doing it. i move across the country to get away from you and you keep doing it. and even without the drugs it doesn’t change the fact that she’s just a shitty human being who made me hate myself bc like most mothers