#1 Lithium fan
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18 | 🔻 | I am an extremely normal and mentally healthy person
Lowered lithium from 300 lithium carbonate xl twice a day to 150 non xl twice a day. Also got hydroxyzine for sleep. I feel better. That's why I haven't been tweeting. Not that anyone is reading these. That's like writing "sorry for not writing" in a diary
February 5, 2026 at 3:46 AM
Lowered lithium from 300 lithium carbonate xl twice a day to 150 non xl twice a day. Also got hydroxyzine for sleep. I feel better. That's why I haven't been tweeting. Not that anyone is reading these. That's like writing "sorry for not writing" in a diary
Good morning. I might as well kms becase there's no chance for me
January 31, 2026 at 3:09 PM
Good morning. I might as well kms becase there's no chance for me
I miss my dad and I hated h in the whole time
January 27, 2026 at 4:14 AM
I miss my dad and I hated h in the whole time
I want this life to end and just be someone else
January 27, 2026 at 4:11 AM
I want this life to end and just be someone else
I wanna kms but I don't wanna die, you get what I mean? Who tf am I talking to
January 27, 2026 at 4:11 AM
I wanna kms but I don't wanna die, you get what I mean? Who tf am I talking to
I used to cook. And have fun.
January 26, 2026 at 6:17 AM
I used to cook. And have fun.
I hate being autistic. You think you made progress, got in a routine, feel like a functional adult, then you stop once and it all falls apart.
January 26, 2026 at 6:16 AM
I hate being autistic. You think you made progress, got in a routine, feel like a functional adult, then you stop once and it all falls apart.
Got killed by ten million pounds of sludge by new york and new jersey
January 26, 2026 at 6:15 AM
Got killed by ten million pounds of sludge by new york and new jersey
I'm in college but I just feel like I can't do it. I'm such a miss. I wish I could just put my life on hold until I'm ok. But I can't. Loasn and grants. I wanna die
January 26, 2026 at 6:12 AM
I'm in college but I just feel like I can't do it. I'm such a miss. I wish I could just put my life on hold until I'm ok. But I can't. Loasn and grants. I wanna die
Fucking useless
January 26, 2026 at 6:11 AM
Fucking useless
And even though I'm not sometimes I feel like I'm at my worst. I'm an adult now. What's my excuse? At least crackheads on the street put effort into something. What the fuck do I do? I crochet? I knit? Sit on my fucking ass and eat because I can't commit to an eating disorder?
January 26, 2026 at 6:08 AM
And even though I'm not sometimes I feel like I'm at my worst. I'm an adult now. What's my excuse? At least crackheads on the street put effort into something. What the fuck do I do? I crochet? I knit? Sit on my fucking ass and eat because I can't commit to an eating disorder?
I feel like I have no one to talk to about how I really feel, even my closest friend who's seen me at my worst
January 26, 2026 at 6:07 AM
I feel like I have no one to talk to about how I really feel, even my closest friend who's seen me at my worst
I said this semester was easier but it's not
January 26, 2026 at 6:07 AM
I said this semester was easier but it's not
18 years of suffering for nothing
January 26, 2026 at 6:06 AM
18 years of suffering for nothing
I'm a "better person now" and I used to suck to be friends with. But I'm lonely now. Maybe the bad me was just better. Maybe I'm just fucking boring autistic fat retard I fucking have wasted 18 years of my life
January 26, 2026 at 6:06 AM
I'm a "better person now" and I used to suck to be friends with. But I'm lonely now. Maybe the bad me was just better. Maybe I'm just fucking boring autistic fat retard I fucking have wasted 18 years of my life
I just feel like I lost years of my life for nothing
January 26, 2026 at 6:05 AM
I just feel like I lost years of my life for nothing
I wanna go off lithium. I wanna go crazy. I wanna feel like a person again.
January 26, 2026 at 6:04 AM
I wanna go off lithium. I wanna go crazy. I wanna feel like a person again.
I feel like it just took away everything.
January 26, 2026 at 5:38 AM
I feel like it just took away everything.
I wanna stop taking lithium but I'm so scared. My life was a nightmare. But now it's just a different nightmare. It might not make me contemplate ending it anymore but it's still just. Ugh
January 26, 2026 at 5:38 AM
I wanna stop taking lithium but I'm so scared. My life was a nightmare. But now it's just a different nightmare. It might not make me contemplate ending it anymore but it's still just. Ugh
I wanna blame lithium but it's the only thing that ever worked. Maybe I'm just meant to be a mess. That was the only way I was really me.
January 26, 2026 at 5:35 AM
I wanna blame lithium but it's the only thing that ever worked. Maybe I'm just meant to be a mess. That was the only way I was really me.
Friends won't come to me, so I need to try. But I can't. I don't have a personality anymore. I gave up everything to be nothing and now I cant go back.
January 26, 2026 at 5:34 AM
Friends won't come to me, so I need to try. But I can't. I don't have a personality anymore. I gave up everything to be nothing and now I cant go back.
Haven't been able to sleep lately. Finally tried melatonin again, it worked but now I'm stuck lying awake again. Thinking about every mistake I've ever made.
January 26, 2026 at 5:33 AM
Haven't been able to sleep lately. Finally tried melatonin again, it worked but now I'm stuck lying awake again. Thinking about every mistake I've ever made.
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Me my whole life: Nothing is black and white. You have to consider nuance
Now: We face a heinous, remorseless evil
Now: We face a heinous, remorseless evil
January 23, 2026 at 7:28 PM
Me my whole life: Nothing is black and white. You have to consider nuance
Now: We face a heinous, remorseless evil
Now: We face a heinous, remorseless evil
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i think this MLK day the thing to focus on is the strategic focus and tactical brilliance of the civil rights movement and the way it was laser focused on a set of achievable goals
January 19, 2026 at 3:05 PM
i think this MLK day the thing to focus on is the strategic focus and tactical brilliance of the civil rights movement and the way it was laser focused on a set of achievable goals