she’s sooo good 🥹 her design is beautiful…!!

it has made me want to draw more if anything

but i have to limit myself so i dont burn myself into a pile of ashes again

so at least 6-8 hrs a day :3

i’m rambling but so far it’s been nice taking a step back into working on ko-fi rewards/bases

even if it’s slow and even if i get distracted

being limited to my ipad for time and waiting for it to charge instead of sitting at my pc for 18 hours a day staring at a blank canvas has amusingly helped

it’s bc i have this fear that i’ll be known as a ‘xiv’ account and i kinda .

dont want that

at all in a way i want to in 2024

bc again xiv to me was = to how i valued my art and if i didn’t like xiv then i would hate my own art/style

it’s hard for me. to draw tsukina even though i love her so much

( this is also mainly bc my art block is mainly caused by my own self worth in comparison to my art )

that and the amt of times i draw my own ocs and are able to work on them

bc i love them and i love drawing ppls ocs but i

widerally cannot handle the realization that i haven’t drawn ino once

but w/ this info i think i can plan out a good drawing schedule,,,, yes,, yes,,

i just think i personally need to do more /me/ pieces in comparison to work if that makes sense

thinkers

yeah that makes sense

how, now bow 😭

but either way, i’m trying to slowly get through my ko-fi rewards since my health went downhill there’s just been a huge pause on everything along with the crazy art block that i think i?? managed to beat up???

but! slowly getting back into the groove which is nice

i think i'll queue some drawings up that i've done for main in a bit? idk smth smth

we'll see