ellie 🧡⭐
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ellie 🧡⭐
@troensridder.bsky.social
· Dec 9
"O that his left hand were under my head,
and that his right hand embraced me!"
Song of Solomon 2:6
and that his right hand embraced me!"
Song of Solomon 2:6
ive been doing the thing where I eat my lunch during meetings instead of actually taking an hour for lunch. but I think this works better because i can clock out at soon as I have my 7 hours, and then I have much more time in the afternoon to do stuff. and the work is not so tiring
February 2, 2026 at 6:08 PM
ive been doing the thing where I eat my lunch during meetings instead of actually taking an hour for lunch. but I think this works better because i can clock out at soon as I have my 7 hours, and then I have much more time in the afternoon to do stuff. and the work is not so tiring
I just noticed this. ouch.
February 2, 2026 at 1:59 PM
I just noticed this. ouch.
is Epstein the main villain of the 21st century?
February 1, 2026 at 11:17 PM
is Epstein the main villain of the 21st century?
genuinely hilarious that google don't even hide the fact they run a model on all your pictures to determine which ones are nudes or not. cuz, you never get those in those "memories from 1 year ago" notifications. they totally pre-pick them to be sanitized.
February 1, 2026 at 9:25 PM
genuinely hilarious that google don't even hide the fact they run a model on all your pictures to determine which ones are nudes or not. cuz, you never get those in those "memories from 1 year ago" notifications. they totally pre-pick them to be sanitized.
maybe i should try not capitalizing stuff as much. it seems a bit unecessary. except when it seems most appropriate (i.e., God)
February 1, 2026 at 9:04 PM
maybe i should try not capitalizing stuff as much. it seems a bit unecessary. except when it seems most appropriate (i.e., God)
textbooks are your friends. you should probably keep your guard up against other books. but textbooks will never hurt you. they just want to help you. i think that's really cute.
February 1, 2026 at 9:01 PM
textbooks are your friends. you should probably keep your guard up against other books. but textbooks will never hurt you. they just want to help you. i think that's really cute.
on both sides of my apartment there's dysfunctional relationships. it's sad.
February 1, 2026 at 8:03 PM
on both sides of my apartment there's dysfunctional relationships. it's sad.
if reading any book is hard, reading a math book is like 5 times harder, cuz if you wanna actually get anything from if you literally need to do self-imposed homework
February 1, 2026 at 6:59 PM
if reading any book is hard, reading a math book is like 5 times harder, cuz if you wanna actually get anything from if you literally need to do self-imposed homework
Philosophy really is the only field you could write something unironically called "Tractatus Logico-Philosophicus" and not be dismissed as a larper
February 1, 2026 at 4:35 PM
Philosophy really is the only field you could write something unironically called "Tractatus Logico-Philosophicus" and not be dismissed as a larper
me
So, for curious and carnal persons,
February 1, 2026 at 4:21 PM
me
ok llms might actually be sentient
February 1, 2026 at 2:37 AM
ok llms might actually be sentient
hard to read on cannabis. math books because I could NOT think logically enough. other books because I think I won't fully appreciate them or assess them rationally. And also, just focusing on reading is hard. damn.
February 1, 2026 at 2:21 AM
hard to read on cannabis. math books because I could NOT think logically enough. other books because I think I won't fully appreciate them or assess them rationally. And also, just focusing on reading is hard. damn.
avery got me a dakimakura c:
February 1, 2026 at 2:13 AM
avery got me a dakimakura c:
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that we may evermore dwell in him, and he in us. Amen.
February 1, 2026 at 1:40 AM
that we may evermore dwell in him, and he in us. Amen.
I think I'm gonna lay off any textual criticism concerning the gospel of John. Usually I'm pretty liberal about this kind of thing but, if I have any sense of the sacred for Scripture, it's for this text. It's so foundational to my understanding of God that I can't bear to see it picked apart
February 1, 2026 at 1:18 AM
I think I'm gonna lay off any textual criticism concerning the gospel of John. Usually I'm pretty liberal about this kind of thing but, if I have any sense of the sacred for Scripture, it's for this text. It's so foundational to my understanding of God that I can't bear to see it picked apart
proof by cases are so tedious, ugh
February 1, 2026 at 12:41 AM
proof by cases are so tedious, ugh
I hate how you can't move stuff around in a notebook like you can in typed notes. Erasing stuff is such a hassle
January 31, 2026 at 9:35 PM
I hate how you can't move stuff around in a notebook like you can in typed notes. Erasing stuff is such a hassle
used a cut of meat that wasn't just precubed or ground beef yesterday c:
Made PR stewed beef with a chuck roast. I didn't even know that it was one of the best possible options to do so, very delicious. I was just expecting to be winging it with some random meat, but I lucked out
Made PR stewed beef with a chuck roast. I didn't even know that it was one of the best possible options to do so, very delicious. I was just expecting to be winging it with some random meat, but I lucked out
January 31, 2026 at 7:02 PM
used a cut of meat that wasn't just precubed or ground beef yesterday c:
Made PR stewed beef with a chuck roast. I didn't even know that it was one of the best possible options to do so, very delicious. I was just expecting to be winging it with some random meat, but I lucked out
Made PR stewed beef with a chuck roast. I didn't even know that it was one of the best possible options to do so, very delicious. I was just expecting to be winging it with some random meat, but I lucked out
I think there's a certain level of frustration inherent in the fact that I express love through physical intimacy, but I feel, being raised as a guy, a lot of that is walled off by default for anyone but my immediate family and partner. I think being queer for me means being able to surpass that
January 31, 2026 at 4:25 PM
I think there's a certain level of frustration inherent in the fact that I express love through physical intimacy, but I feel, being raised as a guy, a lot of that is walled off by default for anyone but my immediate family and partner. I think being queer for me means being able to surpass that
nick land was so funny
January 31, 2026 at 4:21 PM
nick land was so funny
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wish someone could check my "homework"
January 30, 2026 at 11:52 PM
wish someone could check my "homework"
something clicked when writing the last proof I did. Writing natural language proofs is easier in a sense, cuz it is less cumbersome to convey the notion "let this be this" or "suppose this is the case". You can set up antecedents very easily without fiddling with symbolic substitutions.
January 30, 2026 at 11:27 PM
something clicked when writing the last proof I did. Writing natural language proofs is easier in a sense, cuz it is less cumbersome to convey the notion "let this be this" or "suppose this is the case". You can set up antecedents very easily without fiddling with symbolic substitutions.