Gays love to think we live in a gay world

I love when I ask what they are into and they just say “top”

This is exactly how I feel like I’ve been out so long and passing for so long that it’s not top of mind for me but it’s a big deal for everyone else. I’m just a gay boy who wants to feel like I fit in 😩

I just want to live a life where being trans isn’t a big deal but instead it’s the first thing people see about me and cannot see past it. Literally none of the issues I’m experiencing mentally are self inflicted everything is a reaction to how I’m treated and I have absolutely no control over it.

Idk how bottoms who need to have their holes upended up a bit to take dick deal with these tops. The way they just shove it in even if I’m not wet I can’t imagine someone doing that for anal