關於第一點的補充：marsh的輕視在他們相遇的時候表露無疑，兩個人熟悉之後他對oro的態度雖然大大改變，不過內心深處某些層面的不認同還是存在。他有看見oro的缺點，但他的心態更像是要自己全然接受（但不是認同）；至於迷戀的部分除了因為oro的才華洋溢，也因為那時候marsh還年輕容易動情吧:D

btw i shorten their height difference now but they still have high school fredmallow height diff in this comic if you know what i mean 😀...

二讀<«曼斯菲爾德莊園»，重讀的過程太快樂（第一次讀倒是差點嚇死（？）珍奧斯汀系列我最愛的一本沒有之一。
可以理解為何這本不受歡迎，如果採取一個想看戀愛故事的心態來讀大概會看得很不爽，但抽離來看人物描繪&角色間的特質交互都超豐富細膩。愛死克勞佛兄妹，個人覺得是六本書裡面「反派」寫得最立體的😵...女主以現代眼光來說超級不討喜，但角色塑造邏輯清晰衝突感也夠，就算不認同性格觀念也覺得寫超好。
這本特別給我一種作者本來就沒有要讓讀者爽（？），只是把自己想呈現的寫出來。我覺得很可以謝謝大人200年後能跟此書相遇簡直是奇蹟我三生有幸

ah your view is very interesting to me. since(emotionally)i find it easier to find meaning in the process than in the outcome. but I'd love to know how you will develop/define your relationship with your creations in the future! i think everyone has different answers n it's inspiring...

hahaha thank you for the idea!! marsh is like an annoyed cat that gives up on its ridiculous owner...

fjahsyquqa not yet not yet i mean more like breaking up their friendship. tho i think it has a similar vibe to breaking up a relationship anyway hahahaajajhsja🙈🙈🙊🙊

((my headcanon is that if caldwell found out fedelley relationship she'd genuinely be happy about them(surprisingly openminded). she's a pure woman... she likes fredo too. and kate would just be super shocked 🤯🤯(she witnessed every clues but had no idea the whole time

a chapter abt frona convinced marsh to break up with fredo but he refused (not really(not really
i like how frona being a supportive sister like you have bad taste on man but you're still my beloved brother

im so inexperienced on this tho ajdyaueaiabab i actually haven't write any complete short story yet my first writing project is this huge novel that im still working on 😀(not really that huge but its still a novel...

but it can come from "i know how much my creation mean to me"
n yes pls have more confidence on your friends, knowing they'll appreciate the love you pour on your works. thanks a lot for saying im inspirational to you! i gain lots of strength from your support too🥺💞🫂(im not doing this all by myself!

-my works" i'd at least try to acknowledge "i love creating them". since i can't control how other ppl see me, learning to focus more on this helps me build a better relationship with my own creations. confidence doesn't need to come from "i know my works are flawless"(we can always learn and grow),

ohh... actually i understand the feel of not feeling confident that other ppl would like my works(especially when i post publicly) working on confidence is hard but if we can learn to enjoy the creating process, it already shows the value of our works. when i don't have courage to say "i love-

fabi you're so humble!! i'm super excited abt your sticker designs i love stickers. and don't worry about "not fitting expectations". my friend creates sth out of love and is passionate enough to makes them into physical forms. i'm definitely gonna appreciate and adore them 😤🥰

(disclaimer: bday hat probably didn't exist in their era but the idea is fun lol😂

（談戀愛智商情商各-200那種（...

((im proud of my pfp right too its a fanart(?)of one of my fav chap. i think the overall vibe of my writing is nothing shoujo-like. but everytime i got chance to write sth (probably) romance-related its super fun n enjoyable. these dude are so dumb i love them😌

thank you!! its funny looking back at old doodles without knowing the context 🤣 demon-san is very patient with his rat companions ☺️💛🐀🐀