jade, but make them sadder
@this-isnt-a-handle.bsky.social
Alt of @certified-jade.bsky.social
TW: venting; depression/suicide
she/them
Only follow me if youre a moots on my main!!
TW: venting; depression/suicide
she/them
Only follow me if youre a moots on my main!!
everything feels wrong
why me
i couldve had an amazing future but it had to be torn down by me identity
i cant even look at my body
my hands
my legs
my chest
everything
it all pushes me toward killing myself
i feel so close yet so far from it
and if i dont then my social life will crumble anyway
why me
i couldve had an amazing future but it had to be torn down by me identity
i cant even look at my body
my hands
my legs
my chest
everything
it all pushes me toward killing myself
i feel so close yet so far from it
and if i dont then my social life will crumble anyway
January 23, 2026 at 3:47 AM
everything feels wrong
why me
i couldve had an amazing future but it had to be torn down by me identity
i cant even look at my body
my hands
my legs
my chest
everything
it all pushes me toward killing myself
i feel so close yet so far from it
and if i dont then my social life will crumble anyway
why me
i couldve had an amazing future but it had to be torn down by me identity
i cant even look at my body
my hands
my legs
my chest
everything
it all pushes me toward killing myself
i feel so close yet so far from it
and if i dont then my social life will crumble anyway
god fucking damn it why cant i ever feel good about myself
January 20, 2026 at 5:59 AM
god fucking damn it why cant i ever feel good about myself
every time i think back to sep 10 i get scared
i swear that day has permanently scarred me
(no im not talking about ck assassination)
i swear that day has permanently scarred me
(no im not talking about ck assassination)
January 20, 2026 at 3:31 AM
every time i think back to sep 10 i get scared
i swear that day has permanently scarred me
(no im not talking about ck assassination)
i swear that day has permanently scarred me
(no im not talking about ck assassination)
I've got no motivation to do anything and its stressing me out so much and I just want to end it all but I don't even have the motivation for that
January 19, 2026 at 1:43 AM
I've got no motivation to do anything and its stressing me out so much and I just want to end it all but I don't even have the motivation for that
im constantly trapped by stress, i get stressed out about homework and then dont do it bc im stressed about it
ive got an overdue project
almost all of my projects end up overdue bc of this
ive got an overdue project
almost all of my projects end up overdue bc of this
January 18, 2026 at 8:16 PM
im constantly trapped by stress, i get stressed out about homework and then dont do it bc im stressed about it
ive got an overdue project
almost all of my projects end up overdue bc of this
ive got an overdue project
almost all of my projects end up overdue bc of this
i cant escape the stress everything is stress its consuming my whole life
everything is just overshadowed by being stressed out i have no motivation to eat anymore and theres just so much going on that its just adding more and more to it
ive joined so many things that i cant just leave
everything is just overshadowed by being stressed out i have no motivation to eat anymore and theres just so much going on that its just adding more and more to it
ive joined so many things that i cant just leave
January 15, 2026 at 2:42 AM
i cant escape the stress everything is stress its consuming my whole life
everything is just overshadowed by being stressed out i have no motivation to eat anymore and theres just so much going on that its just adding more and more to it
ive joined so many things that i cant just leave
everything is just overshadowed by being stressed out i have no motivation to eat anymore and theres just so much going on that its just adding more and more to it
ive joined so many things that i cant just leave
Ugh I always just get stressed out over the tiniest things I hate it
January 11, 2026 at 11:35 PM
Ugh I always just get stressed out over the tiniest things I hate it
fuck my life idk how i even function anymore im just a husk of who i used to be i cant handle this anymore but i cant bring myself to hurt myself in any way in order to cope
in fact ive got no ways of coping, which obviously fucking sucks
in fact ive got no ways of coping, which obviously fucking sucks
January 8, 2026 at 3:41 AM
fuck my life idk how i even function anymore im just a husk of who i used to be i cant handle this anymore but i cant bring myself to hurt myself in any way in order to cope
in fact ive got no ways of coping, which obviously fucking sucks
in fact ive got no ways of coping, which obviously fucking sucks
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January 8, 2026 at 3:36 AM
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so uhh not really a vent post but i ended up doing a bit more on my hand and when i slept i layed my hand under my head ON MY PILLOW so now there blue ink on my pillowcase so i better wash that soon
the only way i can cope right now is just to draw the symbol of the female sex or whatever you call it all over my body and i cant even bring myself to do it after 2 of them
my only ways to cope are physical and yet i cant even bring myself to do them
my only ways to cope are physical and yet i cant even bring myself to do them
January 6, 2026 at 3:06 AM
so uhh not really a vent post but i ended up doing a bit more on my hand and when i slept i layed my hand under my head ON MY PILLOW so now there blue ink on my pillowcase so i better wash that soon
fuck my life fuck everyone in it fuck everything its all just fucking with my emotions i cant even cry anymore why does this have to happen to me of all people why cant it happen to my annoying classmates they deserve it
everything is stress and i have to live up to so many high standards that ive
everything is stress and i have to live up to so many high standards that ive
January 5, 2026 at 4:26 AM
fuck my life fuck everyone in it fuck everything its all just fucking with my emotions i cant even cry anymore why does this have to happen to me of all people why cant it happen to my annoying classmates they deserve it
everything is stress and i have to live up to so many high standards that ive
everything is stress and i have to live up to so many high standards that ive
the only way i can cope right now is just to draw the symbol of the female sex or whatever you call it all over my body and i cant even bring myself to do it after 2 of them
my only ways to cope are physical and yet i cant even bring myself to do them
my only ways to cope are physical and yet i cant even bring myself to do them
January 5, 2026 at 4:13 AM
the only way i can cope right now is just to draw the symbol of the female sex or whatever you call it all over my body and i cant even bring myself to do it after 2 of them
my only ways to cope are physical and yet i cant even bring myself to do them
my only ways to cope are physical and yet i cant even bring myself to do them
how am i a girl
January 5, 2026 at 4:10 AM
how am i a girl
ugh tomorrow i have to go to the worst place ive ever known
i hate it there
too many people
too much stress
if i ever feel like shit during the day then im kinda fucked tbh
i hate it there
too many people
too much stress
if i ever feel like shit during the day then im kinda fucked tbh
January 5, 2026 at 3:54 AM
ugh tomorrow i have to go to the worst place ive ever known
i hate it there
too many people
too much stress
if i ever feel like shit during the day then im kinda fucked tbh
i hate it there
too many people
too much stress
if i ever feel like shit during the day then im kinda fucked tbh
why do my parents have to be racist
January 3, 2026 at 1:20 AM
why do my parents have to be racist
ive never looked at a photo of myself and been happy about it
January 1, 2026 at 6:40 PM
ive never looked at a photo of myself and been happy about it
im surprised i didnt have an identity crisis tonight wow
January 1, 2026 at 8:45 AM
im surprised i didnt have an identity crisis tonight wow
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December 31, 2025 at 6:39 AM
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toxic friends...
December 31, 2025 at 5:59 AM
toxic friends...
recently ive just constantly been feeling a sense of impending doom
December 31, 2025 at 4:24 AM
recently ive just constantly been feeling a sense of impending doom
fuck my life i hate it so much
December 29, 2025 at 7:39 AM
fuck my life i hate it so much
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December 29, 2025 at 5:57 AM
kjldvcn xkmdzfsvxfld;zkvmxzfkmgnxjdfngbjsfhlidzfnblzdfjbwhywhywhwyhwhywhywhywhywhywhywhywhywhywwhywhywhy no one irl understands me i fucking hate it i dont even think i can tell anyone because itll spread like wildfire
fuck my life
burn it down
it doesnt matter
its just suffering
burn it down
it doesnt matter
its just suffering
December 28, 2025 at 9:28 PM
fuck my life
burn it down
it doesnt matter
its just suffering
burn it down
it doesnt matter
its just suffering
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December 28, 2025 at 9:25 PM
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finally home
So overstimulated ughhhhhh
Too many little kids yelling and running around
I wanna just cry
Too many little kids yelling and running around
I wanna just cry
December 27, 2025 at 3:50 AM
finally home