bhaal’s choosen
@thesoapboss.bsky.social
I play video games. I read books. I am an unserious person with unserious thoughts and an unserious platform. 🧼: @sunkissedtreats
In hindsight I was quite mad for typing this.
It is a later date.
I have decided to postpone dying. To a later date
November 22, 2025 at 8:18 PM
In hindsight I was quite mad for typing this.
🤏🏽 I’m apparently this close to being diagnosed with clinical depression. And I want to scream. 😂🤣
It funny and unfunny. Ah serious sumn eno. But I have to laugh. Or I will bawl.
It funny and unfunny. Ah serious sumn eno. But I have to laugh. Or I will bawl.
November 22, 2025 at 8:17 PM
🤏🏽 I’m apparently this close to being diagnosed with clinical depression. And I want to scream. 😂🤣
It funny and unfunny. Ah serious sumn eno. But I have to laugh. Or I will bawl.
It funny and unfunny. Ah serious sumn eno. But I have to laugh. Or I will bawl.
It is a later date.
I have decided to postpone dying. To a later date
November 21, 2025 at 10:52 PM
It is a later date.
I feel like a ball of anxiety. EVery day I just bawling. I don’t even have 1 final straw left. I just to wrap up in my bed and never leave. I’m so happy for the weekend cause I’m truly over it
November 21, 2025 at 6:09 PM
I feel like a ball of anxiety. EVery day I just bawling. I don’t even have 1 final straw left. I just to wrap up in my bed and never leave. I’m so happy for the weekend cause I’m truly over it
😭😭😭 I’m a radiating my mental breakdown right now???
November 21, 2025 at 3:54 PM
😭😭😭 I’m a radiating my mental breakdown right now???
I have decided to postpone dying. To a later date
November 9, 2025 at 3:39 AM
I have decided to postpone dying. To a later date
My best friend made me promise him to call him every time I feel like drinking to cope.
He’s on ft with me talking about different types of cheese.
He’s on ft with me talking about different types of cheese.
November 8, 2025 at 10:17 PM
My best friend made me promise him to call him every time I feel like drinking to cope.
He’s on ft with me talking about different types of cheese.
He’s on ft with me talking about different types of cheese.
I have to manage how much information I take in about this storm. Because we will have a totally different problem here with all the doom and gloom.
I have to compartmentalize and be delusional.
I have to compartmentalize and be delusional.
October 26, 2025 at 12:49 PM
I have to manage how much information I take in about this storm. Because we will have a totally different problem here with all the doom and gloom.
I have to compartmentalize and be delusional.
I have to compartmentalize and be delusional.
Today I felt a little exhausted about living. I don’t have the energy to cook like a meal meal. So I’m having crab dip for dinner
September 16, 2025 at 12:40 AM
Today I felt a little exhausted about living. I don’t have the energy to cook like a meal meal. So I’m having crab dip for dinner
I like that. Imma start saying that I haven’t mastered that yet. Ima baking my first birthday cake end of Sept and I’m so nervous
Chat, I think y'all mentality is rubbing off on me, especially @lextroverted.bsky.social's own
Someone asked me if I could bake a cake for them. My first thought was: "I can't bake cakes like that" but my response to her was "I have not mastered that yet", which implies I will in the future
Someone asked me if I could bake a cake for them. My first thought was: "I can't bake cakes like that" but my response to her was "I have not mastered that yet", which implies I will in the future
August 29, 2025 at 3:24 PM
I like that. Imma start saying that I haven’t mastered that yet. Ima baking my first birthday cake end of Sept and I’m so nervous
This is not sustainable. Idk if I even want FTE anymore. 😭 this job is literally spiking every single one of my mental illnesses.
🥴🥴🥴 I feel like years of therapy have been undone in 3 months. My nerves are fried.
🥴🥴🥴 I feel like years of therapy have been undone in 3 months. My nerves are fried.
August 21, 2025 at 12:31 PM
This is not sustainable. Idk if I even want FTE anymore. 😭 this job is literally spiking every single one of my mental illnesses.
🥴🥴🥴 I feel like years of therapy have been undone in 3 months. My nerves are fried.
🥴🥴🥴 I feel like years of therapy have been undone in 3 months. My nerves are fried.
I’m playing a online game and it has a bunch of people all over the world. A large Korean playerbase. And my every interaction with them lets me know the 4B movement is still going strong over there. 😭 This game is probably the only place they have a sense of control over their life
August 16, 2025 at 2:40 PM
I’m playing a online game and it has a bunch of people all over the world. A large Korean playerbase. And my every interaction with them lets me know the 4B movement is still going strong over there. 😭 This game is probably the only place they have a sense of control over their life
I just drove pass ***🏦 and starred willfully like a sad ex girlfriend. Anyway heading to my new partner **** is a small flex 🤣🤣 but I do miss that ex.
August 14, 2025 at 3:03 PM
I just drove pass ***🏦 and starred willfully like a sad ex girlfriend. Anyway heading to my new partner **** is a small flex 🤣🤣 but I do miss that ex.
Are put depressed? Or do you need to clean the house?
August 14, 2025 at 1:26 AM
Are put depressed? Or do you need to clean the house?
Woke up this morning told depression no, then made an iced coffee.
August 13, 2025 at 2:04 PM
Woke up this morning told depression no, then made an iced coffee.
Have you ever tried to set up a ps5 while crying??? 🥹😭 likkle most I broke my tv in frustration. I hate this feeling.
Everytime I think I’ve learned how to self regulate and deal with bad news and disappointment something like this happens and I wrestle with feelings of am I handling this right?
Everytime I think I’ve learned how to self regulate and deal with bad news and disappointment something like this happens and I wrestle with feelings of am I handling this right?
August 8, 2025 at 10:08 PM
Have you ever tried to set up a ps5 while crying??? 🥹😭 likkle most I broke my tv in frustration. I hate this feeling.
Everytime I think I’ve learned how to self regulate and deal with bad news and disappointment something like this happens and I wrestle with feelings of am I handling this right?
Everytime I think I’ve learned how to self regulate and deal with bad news and disappointment something like this happens and I wrestle with feelings of am I handling this right?
It’s how inbetween crying I kept saying “it’s fine” “I’m okay” “it’ll work out” to my mom and she just said “it will be. I’m bringing you some cake and we can talk about it.”
And I just bawled and said “ok” 🥹🥹🥹
And I just bawled and said “ok” 🥹🥹🥹
August 8, 2025 at 9:53 PM
It’s how inbetween crying I kept saying “it’s fine” “I’m okay” “it’ll work out” to my mom and she just said “it will be. I’m bringing you some cake and we can talk about it.”
And I just bawled and said “ok” 🥹🥹🥹
And I just bawled and said “ok” 🥹🥹🥹
I knew that email was going to ruin my day.
August 8, 2025 at 9:19 PM
I knew that email was going to ruin my day.
I take it back I love surprise money, never k-word yourself. Depression? Fake. 🤣
There should be a study on how direct deposits instantly fix your mood
There should be a study on how direct deposits instantly fix your mood
July 31, 2025 at 7:23 PM
I take it back I love surprise money, never k-word yourself. Depression? Fake. 🤣
There should be a study on how direct deposits instantly fix your mood
There should be a study on how direct deposits instantly fix your mood
Thank god for savings. Because why I bill all my clients and forget to attack invoices
July 31, 2025 at 7:22 PM
Thank god for savings. Because why I bill all my clients and forget to attack invoices
This MONTH????
Our roads are a nightmare!!
Forty people have died in motor vehicle crashes in #Jamaica so far this month. It marks the first time this year and all of last year that road fatalities for a single calendar month have hit that figure, police data have revealed. SPEEDING is the main concern.
Forty people have died in motor vehicle crashes in #Jamaica so far this month. It marks the first time this year and all of last year that road fatalities for a single calendar month have hit that figure, police data have revealed. SPEEDING is the main concern.
July 31, 2025 at 3:08 PM
This MONTH????
You see that chosen family!?
Tbh after spending weeks being emotionally abused and finally glad this wedding over. It’s hanging with my best friend watching terrible movies that heals me 😭
July 28, 2025 at 12:15 PM
You see that chosen family!?
Tbh after spending weeks being emotionally abused and finally glad this wedding over. It’s hanging with my best friend watching terrible movies that heals me 😭
July 28, 2025 at 12:15 PM
Tbh after spending weeks being emotionally abused and finally glad this wedding over. It’s hanging with my best friend watching terrible movies that heals me 😭
If you hire me as for user experience. And ignore me about user experience best believe I will contribute ui to the project. Theres your pretty app you wanted 🤭
July 21, 2025 at 3:44 PM
If you hire me as for user experience. And ignore me about user experience best believe I will contribute ui to the project. Theres your pretty app you wanted 🤭
A text from my sister ruins my day a video call from my brother heals me. 😭
Ofc I have favorites
Ofc I have favorites
July 18, 2025 at 11:28 PM
A text from my sister ruins my day a video call from my brother heals me. 😭
Ofc I have favorites
Ofc I have favorites