THANK YOUUU

I LOVE YOU SO MUCH AAHH MMMWAH ♡♡♡♡♡♡

gynecology appt today and I'm nervous/excited sob

I AM!!! let's hear it for real Floridians

Y E S!!!!

OKAYYY YOU GOT IT

to add onto this, I view myself as a spider and everyone is on my loving web
And everybody is at different places but it's open and covered in morning dew glistening in the sunlight ♡☆♡ you step into my domain and become a part of my brood rrrr >:3

judges HATE to see me ( i glitter bombed them )

SEXY

I think.... being sleepy, being aware of being sleepy but also aware of the emotions I have now is vital. I try to observe and help myself as much as I possibly can but sometimes I break myself.
SiiIiIIIiIIIighhhHHHHh!!!1!
anyways I'm gonna enjoy da day, I hope you do too if you read my scribblez

Plus there's my 5000000000 other friends I'm very casual with lol where we smooch on the cheek or have terribly raunchy erps and sexts lol lol.
I'm really happy with my boyfriend but I also wonder if my constant yearning is self sabotage or something. Maybe I'm over analyzing. Anus-lyzing.

I guess the other thing on my mind is like I have a huge yearning for something novel, like I want another casual partner but I'm also like I am too busy/don't really care to meet others rn. I got enough on my plate as is. I'd need somebody in my communities or I'm just not interested.

I know it's with a heavy heart I cannot solely pursue combat, my body will not let me.
I can, however, yell at people all day. 🗣🗣🗣🗣

I am kind of the sweet heart ♡ of the unit but it's hard being surrounded by Blademasters and Squires, Master crafters, it's hard helping out lol. I'm kind of finding myself by heralding but also with little crafts here and there. It's all so up in the air for me.

yapping ahead

I wanna be apart of our sport so bad but also I am so tired and beaten up I feel like. I am barely hanging on by a thread lol and I wanna clean my bff's house before she comes home as a treat.
Idk where I fit into the sport tbh. I don't feel like I do anything particularly stand out.

I LOVE YOU!!! YOU GOTTA DO DA SAME TOO!!! ♡♡♡♡