Hahaha not me talking about you on an app you didn’t have yet

I’ve had some amazing bettas I miss them all the time 😭 I’m sure yours will the love the set up! I’m barely on my phone lately but I can’t wait to see updates. I need to do a water change so bad my fish just ate my sisters fish the other day 😭😭

OMG HOW EXCITING I’m so proud of you for starting your cycle first what are you getting?

LOVEE I watch tik toks in the morning when I do my makeup and I severely miss surprise songs so this will help fill a hole in my heart lmao

Plz plug your tik tok I will religiously watch them all lmao

“Are you ready Mr Styles?”

RWYLM 😤😤

I’m training to be a manager! It’s basically the same thing but different lmao

Yesss Linkin park! I’ve been listening to Ethel Cain, Halsey and Noah Kahan more again lately!

Made it through the work day somehow and I only cried a bit so I’ll call it a win

It’s one of those days I just gotta get through unfortunately. Can’t go over it can’t go under it must go through it 😭

Tbh not the best 🥲 I hope your day goes well 🫶🏻

I’m scared he’ll be forgotten one day and if this story is what it takes for someone to feel seen this holiday season then I’ll tell it. Please reach out to someone who loves you if you feel like life isn’t worth living. Please know how much you’ll be missed. And Nick, I love you. I miss you.

Im trying so hard every day to honor his memory and cherish his memory but grief is so weird. It’s churning in my chest today. I know I’ll be okay, I always am. I never really told the full story before this still isn’t the full story but I feel like I need to tell someone right now…

I remember the police telling me “you’re traumatized now” and I’m not gonna go into anymore details but I… lost it. I left my job, I couldn’t walk through my apartment without hallucinations. I came home to my Christan’s tree with Nick’s present under it that I never got to give him.