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This isn't my face, this isn't my body, this isn't at all how I look

When my character smiles I want to say it's my smile, but I know I lost my smile a long time ago

This is who I am, but also who I'll probably never get to be...

size*

I think I like the pattern I made for the new model more, I just wish I could've gotten it the same side as the pattern on the other one

If you're wondering why I'm remaking it, I don't have access to my model at the moment and I really needed to make one to use for videos

Old model next to new model, only thing missing now is the thigh highs, those took the longest out of everything the first time I made my model tho

#VtuberEN #Vtuber #ENVtuber #VRoid

And finally 5.

I just really want an Ayaneo Flip Ds

I'm gonna talk about it more when I make my video about obsessing over objects, but the dsi and 3ds are my comfort consoles, but I can't play my comfort games on them

The Flip Ds can, and has the comforting shape of the 3ds

3. I can't work a normal job, my anxiety is too much and I get panic attacks if the work is too demanding, but I still want to work, I want to be able to do something

4. I want to find comfort and community, I've never been apart of a community, even though I've tried to be