@thedarkzephyrus.bsky.social
Budding Youtuber, Streamer, and VOA. Also, resetting passwords for a living. Yea, I'm that cool.
It's bullshit. I was in hot topic AND Spencers and not a single goth girl tried to steal me! Reddit lied to me!!!
February 14, 2026 at 10:43 PM
It's bullshit. I was in hot topic AND Spencers and not a single goth girl tried to steal me! Reddit lied to me!!!
Man, this place feels like starting over, for better and worse.
February 11, 2026 at 6:01 AM
Man, this place feels like starting over, for better and worse.
Happy birthday, Torix.
February 7, 2026 at 3:50 PM
Happy birthday, Torix.
Seeing an old friend who is cherished in your memories can be so incredible. Was a good night and hope it's a sign for what lies ahead.
January 27, 2026 at 5:25 AM
Seeing an old friend who is cherished in your memories can be so incredible. Was a good night and hope it's a sign for what lies ahead.
Hope all my family, friends, and other weather this snow storm ok.
January 27, 2026 at 5:07 AM
Hope all my family, friends, and other weather this snow storm ok.
I hate that I might always look at Wheat thins and be reminded of sad things.
January 24, 2026 at 4:19 AM
I hate that I might always look at Wheat thins and be reminded of sad things.
I'm stuck. And I don't know how to get free. I'm trying to find a way out, but nothing has worked. And there are no reinforcements anymore. I am alone in this.
And the mud is rising.
And the mud is rising.
January 13, 2026 at 5:44 AM
I'm stuck. And I don't know how to get free. I'm trying to find a way out, but nothing has worked. And there are no reinforcements anymore. I am alone in this.
And the mud is rising.
And the mud is rising.
Happy Affiliate Anniversary, Shanny.
I am still rooting for you.
I am still rooting for you.
January 12, 2026 at 10:56 PM
Happy Affiliate Anniversary, Shanny.
I am still rooting for you.
I am still rooting for you.
I miss feeling like I am wanted. Not needed, but wanted. Missing having friends. And it hurts still that they don't even care about me anymore.
January 12, 2026 at 6:27 AM
I miss feeling like I am wanted. Not needed, but wanted. Missing having friends. And it hurts still that they don't even care about me anymore.
Woke up to the sounds of rain and general slight city noise. So nice, I'm just taking time to sit and listen, since this is a rare and welcome sight.
January 7, 2026 at 2:43 PM
Woke up to the sounds of rain and general slight city noise. So nice, I'm just taking time to sit and listen, since this is a rare and welcome sight.
Having a tough time. Getting drip fed happiness is taking its toll. I have a rather tiny dating pool, so that side is difficult to wade through.
January 4, 2026 at 11:17 AM
Having a tough time. Getting drip fed happiness is taking its toll. I have a rather tiny dating pool, so that side is difficult to wade through.
As the new year is shortly upon us, I reflect. You don't get to dictate how I live my life and I get to keep loving you. No, you were not good friends in the end. But, I get to keep wanting you to have a happy life, not taint my heart by wishing you pain. So, have a happy new year.
January 1, 2026 at 2:25 AM
As the new year is shortly upon us, I reflect. You don't get to dictate how I live my life and I get to keep loving you. No, you were not good friends in the end. But, I get to keep wanting you to have a happy life, not taint my heart by wishing you pain. So, have a happy new year.
I know what I want, but finding it is difficult. Wish I could even be turned down at this point. Just getting ignored entirely is a whole other level of lonely.
December 28, 2025 at 5:58 AM
I know what I want, but finding it is difficult. Wish I could even be turned down at this point. Just getting ignored entirely is a whole other level of lonely.
You won't read this, but I want you to know, you've destroyed part of me. You didn't even talk to me, just left and now I don't want to be hurt again for trusting someone.
Just as I am the villain in your story, you are the wicked villain in mine. I curse you for what you've done to me.
Just as I am the villain in your story, you are the wicked villain in mine. I curse you for what you've done to me.
December 23, 2025 at 12:37 PM
You won't read this, but I want you to know, you've destroyed part of me. You didn't even talk to me, just left and now I don't want to be hurt again for trusting someone.
Just as I am the villain in your story, you are the wicked villain in mine. I curse you for what you've done to me.
Just as I am the villain in your story, you are the wicked villain in mine. I curse you for what you've done to me.
Wish I had more good times. Hard to pull myself out of the funk I've been in. Sleep just feels so nice. But, I know that's not the best thing to do. Looking forward at what I can do to make things better.
December 23, 2025 at 1:30 AM
Wish I had more good times. Hard to pull myself out of the funk I've been in. Sleep just feels so nice. But, I know that's not the best thing to do. Looking forward at what I can do to make things better.
It's very dangerous to dream because the world is so limited. Not limited in reality, but limited in society. There are so many artificial barriers and obstacles that it can be overwhelming or impossible even to change your fate.
December 20, 2025 at 7:19 PM
It's very dangerous to dream because the world is so limited. Not limited in reality, but limited in society. There are so many artificial barriers and obstacles that it can be overwhelming or impossible even to change your fate.
Anxiety (what else is new) and general not wanting to do anything but distract myself and sleep. Hard to force myself to do anything else. Hopefully, cheaper insurance next year will mean I can see my dr and therapist more regularly.
December 10, 2025 at 4:07 AM
Anxiety (what else is new) and general not wanting to do anything but distract myself and sleep. Hard to force myself to do anything else. Hopefully, cheaper insurance next year will mean I can see my dr and therapist more regularly.
The dichotomy of accounts with "men, don't you dare try to talk to me" to "need a bf who is obsessed with only me forever and ever* is really giving me whiplash. I know both are possible to see, but c'mon algorithm. Show me just the relevant shit!
December 6, 2025 at 3:17 AM
The dichotomy of accounts with "men, don't you dare try to talk to me" to "need a bf who is obsessed with only me forever and ever* is really giving me whiplash. I know both are possible to see, but c'mon algorithm. Show me just the relevant shit!
Well, next year is almost guaranteed be different, for better or worse.
December 3, 2025 at 5:07 PM
Well, next year is almost guaranteed be different, for better or worse.
Damn. Didn't know I listened to Golden so much lol
December 3, 2025 at 2:28 PM
Damn. Didn't know I listened to Golden so much lol
I know I'm not good enough. But, it's still hard when someone says it out loud.
December 2, 2025 at 3:58 AM
I know I'm not good enough. But, it's still hard when someone says it out loud.
When you think you're special.... then someone reminds you you're not.
November 30, 2025 at 3:15 AM
When you think you're special.... then someone reminds you you're not.
I just had a terrible realization. Everyone I used to feel comfortable singing around is gone... Holy fuck. I... i'm not ok thinking about that... like, legit, I'm upset now.
November 29, 2025 at 2:51 AM
I just had a terrible realization. Everyone I used to feel comfortable singing around is gone... Holy fuck. I... i'm not ok thinking about that... like, legit, I'm upset now.
I don't understand why they got so mad. But, I stopped when they told me to. So I asked a friend about it. And because I asked that friend, they all hate me. Wtf. Why is not understanding, but trying to, seen as such a terrible crime? Apparently I'm not supposed to try. Just stay ignorant.
November 25, 2025 at 3:43 AM
I don't understand why they got so mad. But, I stopped when they told me to. So I asked a friend about it. And because I asked that friend, they all hate me. Wtf. Why is not understanding, but trying to, seen as such a terrible crime? Apparently I'm not supposed to try. Just stay ignorant.
End of the weekend. Quiet, got lots of rain, was really calm. But lonely now. Just like I have been. Fuck, hate having no main friend group. I miss talking to ppl and feeling wanted.
November 24, 2025 at 5:38 AM
End of the weekend. Quiet, got lots of rain, was really calm. But lonely now. Just like I have been. Fuck, hate having no main friend group. I miss talking to ppl and feeling wanted.