Crystal Joy
@thecrystaljoy.bsky.social
Actress. Model. Writer. Siren. Mystic.
Romanticizing grief & discovering joy in the plot.
LA | 5'11''
Romanticizing grief & discovering joy in the plot.
LA | 5'11''
Its doing me a big concern that my throat tickles and I feel dizzy and I have the busiest schedule ever over the next 5 days.
I literally cannot miss any of it. Send me don't get sick vibes please 🥲
I literally cannot miss any of it. Send me don't get sick vibes please 🥲
January 29, 2026 at 8:05 PM
Its doing me a big concern that my throat tickles and I feel dizzy and I have the busiest schedule ever over the next 5 days.
I literally cannot miss any of it. Send me don't get sick vibes please 🥲
I literally cannot miss any of it. Send me don't get sick vibes please 🥲
Unprompted skipping to your next desired location is an underrated use of free will.
January 28, 2026 at 10:28 PM
Unprompted skipping to your next desired location is an underrated use of free will.
Each time I get in my car and I think the spiders are gone, I'll see a small sliver of web tucked somewhere and I know.
They're going to come back. I can feel it.
They're going to come back. I can feel it.
January 13, 2026 at 8:57 PM
Each time I get in my car and I think the spiders are gone, I'll see a small sliver of web tucked somewhere and I know.
They're going to come back. I can feel it.
They're going to come back. I can feel it.
Me explaining my intuitive pings to my skeptical sister
January 7, 2026 at 6:07 PM
Me explaining my intuitive pings to my skeptical sister
The fact that I am working TWO JOBS and finding a CHEAP ROOM in someone's apartment is damn near impossible is fucking criminal.
January 5, 2026 at 7:10 PM
The fact that I am working TWO JOBS and finding a CHEAP ROOM in someone's apartment is damn near impossible is fucking criminal.
I stg I'm ready to be done and I have one foot out the fucking door and the universe throws another brick at my head like "bitch WAIT"
Tbh my spiritual delusion is low key keeping me alive at this point.
Tbh my spiritual delusion is low key keeping me alive at this point.
a woman in a judge 's robe is sitting in a courtroom and says `` big sigh '' .
ALT: a woman in a judge 's robe is sitting in a courtroom and says `` big sigh '' .
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January 3, 2026 at 7:54 PM
I stg I'm ready to be done and I have one foot out the fucking door and the universe throws another brick at my head like "bitch WAIT"
Tbh my spiritual delusion is low key keeping me alive at this point.
Tbh my spiritual delusion is low key keeping me alive at this point.
Today for me is already suffocating, lonely, and bleak and the thoughts are so heavy and tempting...
but I can't be the only one who feels this way today.
So: You're not alone. Your thoughts aren't reality. They don't control the sun. It'll come back one day. Things will change. It'll get better.
but I can't be the only one who feels this way today.
So: You're not alone. Your thoughts aren't reality. They don't control the sun. It'll come back one day. Things will change. It'll get better.
December 25, 2025 at 3:36 PM
Today for me is already suffocating, lonely, and bleak and the thoughts are so heavy and tempting...
but I can't be the only one who feels this way today.
So: You're not alone. Your thoughts aren't reality. They don't control the sun. It'll come back one day. Things will change. It'll get better.
but I can't be the only one who feels this way today.
So: You're not alone. Your thoughts aren't reality. They don't control the sun. It'll come back one day. Things will change. It'll get better.
Working 2 low paying BS jobs at once during the holidays with no sleep and my pmdd flaring up has me 🤏 this close to a monumental level crash out.
But merry Christmas eve I guessssss
But merry Christmas eve I guessssss
December 24, 2025 at 7:49 PM
Working 2 low paying BS jobs at once during the holidays with no sleep and my pmdd flaring up has me 🤏 this close to a monumental level crash out.
But merry Christmas eve I guessssss
But merry Christmas eve I guessssss
Elf on the shelf is fae propaganda and also unintentionally teaches kids to be used to a surveillance state.
In this power point I will -
In this power point I will -
December 14, 2025 at 9:19 PM
Elf on the shelf is fae propaganda and also unintentionally teaches kids to be used to a surveillance state.
In this power point I will -
In this power point I will -
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periodic reminder that the crusade against MSG was just racism and it is actually just magical science salt that gets you More Yummy for Less Sodium
December 12, 2025 at 8:24 PM
periodic reminder that the crusade against MSG was just racism and it is actually just magical science salt that gets you More Yummy for Less Sodium
Not to be an astrology bitch on main but just heard that Neptune RX ended today which means having clarity, no more confusion, and trusting your own intuition.
And god damnit over the last 3 days I JUST overcame a MONTHS LONG spout of self doubt and confusion about an intuitive ping. Ofc.
And god damnit over the last 3 days I JUST overcame a MONTHS LONG spout of self doubt and confusion about an intuitive ping. Ofc.
December 11, 2025 at 6:04 PM
Not to be an astrology bitch on main but just heard that Neptune RX ended today which means having clarity, no more confusion, and trusting your own intuition.
And god damnit over the last 3 days I JUST overcame a MONTHS LONG spout of self doubt and confusion about an intuitive ping. Ofc.
And god damnit over the last 3 days I JUST overcame a MONTHS LONG spout of self doubt and confusion about an intuitive ping. Ofc.
Healing is hard because you have to show up for yourself in ways that no one else ever has.
You have to be your own peace, stability, support, friend, parent, joy, cheerleader...
And you have to do it all as life crumbles in your hands.
Its hard, but I deserve it. And you do too.
You have to be your own peace, stability, support, friend, parent, joy, cheerleader...
And you have to do it all as life crumbles in your hands.
Its hard, but I deserve it. And you do too.
December 10, 2025 at 7:22 PM
Healing is hard because you have to show up for yourself in ways that no one else ever has.
You have to be your own peace, stability, support, friend, parent, joy, cheerleader...
And you have to do it all as life crumbles in your hands.
Its hard, but I deserve it. And you do too.
You have to be your own peace, stability, support, friend, parent, joy, cheerleader...
And you have to do it all as life crumbles in your hands.
Its hard, but I deserve it. And you do too.
The feminine urge to drive to a field of cows and sing the lon lon ranch song for them...
December 7, 2025 at 6:44 PM
The feminine urge to drive to a field of cows and sing the lon lon ranch song for them...
THE SPIDERS ARE BACK OMFG 😭😭😭😭
November 13, 2025 at 7:29 PM
THE SPIDERS ARE BACK OMFG 😭😭😭😭
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😎😎😎😎 GOOD THINGS CAN STILL HAPPEN 😎😎😎😎
November 5, 2025 at 5:22 AM
😎😎😎😎 GOOD THINGS CAN STILL HAPPEN 😎😎😎😎
Not one to share shit from my journal, but I this line I wrote today went surprisingly hard???
"My mental health is holding onto the ledge of joy with bloody fingernails"
Like ok, girl. Make it more clear you used to be an emo kid lmao
"My mental health is holding onto the ledge of joy with bloody fingernails"
Like ok, girl. Make it more clear you used to be an emo kid lmao
November 2, 2025 at 1:53 AM
Not one to share shit from my journal, but I this line I wrote today went surprisingly hard???
"My mental health is holding onto the ledge of joy with bloody fingernails"
Like ok, girl. Make it more clear you used to be an emo kid lmao
"My mental health is holding onto the ledge of joy with bloody fingernails"
Like ok, girl. Make it more clear you used to be an emo kid lmao
LITERALLY WHY AFTER THE WORST WEEK OF THE YEAR SO FAR FOR ME, IS MY CAR INFESTED WITH SPIDERS.
WHY. I WANT TO SPEAK TO A MANAGER.
WHY. I WANT TO SPEAK TO A MANAGER.
October 12, 2025 at 7:29 PM
LITERALLY WHY AFTER THE WORST WEEK OF THE YEAR SO FAR FOR ME, IS MY CAR INFESTED WITH SPIDERS.
WHY. I WANT TO SPEAK TO A MANAGER.
WHY. I WANT TO SPEAK TO A MANAGER.
Kanye made a betrayal list so I made my own
October 10, 2025 at 7:05 PM
Kanye made a betrayal list so I made my own
My personal little game for the year "don't cry in this public space" has been lost SO many times this week 🥲
BUT! I haven't been caught yet
So...😎👉👉
Counting that as a win
BUT! I haven't been caught yet
So...😎👉👉
Counting that as a win
October 10, 2025 at 6:28 PM
My personal little game for the year "don't cry in this public space" has been lost SO many times this week 🥲
BUT! I haven't been caught yet
So...😎👉👉
Counting that as a win
BUT! I haven't been caught yet
So...😎👉👉
Counting that as a win
Any other girly-pops get overwhelming emotional whiplash after a bad multi-day PMDD flare up? I stg, for two days I'm one second from driving off a cliff and then the hormones swing back to normal. Then I'm mentally good but now I have guilt for accomplishing nothing for two days and I feel hungover
October 8, 2025 at 11:18 PM
Any other girly-pops get overwhelming emotional whiplash after a bad multi-day PMDD flare up? I stg, for two days I'm one second from driving off a cliff and then the hormones swing back to normal. Then I'm mentally good but now I have guilt for accomplishing nothing for two days and I feel hungover
This week has been a roller coaster
Got an in person call back for a lead (in a small short, but still!) 🎉
Im less than two weeks out from living in my car 🫠
The ghost box photoshoot video I took a lot of time on is doing well 🎉
The job interview canceled last minute 🫠
I'm tired & my heart hurts.
Got an in person call back for a lead (in a small short, but still!) 🎉
Im less than two weeks out from living in my car 🫠
The ghost box photoshoot video I took a lot of time on is doing well 🎉
The job interview canceled last minute 🫠
I'm tired & my heart hurts.
August 20, 2025 at 2:58 AM
This week has been a roller coaster
Got an in person call back for a lead (in a small short, but still!) 🎉
Im less than two weeks out from living in my car 🫠
The ghost box photoshoot video I took a lot of time on is doing well 🎉
The job interview canceled last minute 🫠
I'm tired & my heart hurts.
Got an in person call back for a lead (in a small short, but still!) 🎉
Im less than two weeks out from living in my car 🫠
The ghost box photoshoot video I took a lot of time on is doing well 🎉
The job interview canceled last minute 🫠
I'm tired & my heart hurts.
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Wednesday is with us again, so grab your family and friends and drag them out to buy a book! - Michael
July 23, 2025 at 7:34 AM
Wednesday is with us again, so grab your family and friends and drag them out to buy a book! - Michael
Lately, I am either 100% filled with excitement and gratitude for the beauty of life or I'm 100% on the edge of crashing out and ending it all 🫠
I miss my therapist.
I miss my therapist.
June 19, 2025 at 9:24 PM
Lately, I am either 100% filled with excitement and gratitude for the beauty of life or I'm 100% on the edge of crashing out and ending it all 🫠
I miss my therapist.
I miss my therapist.
Being that unemployed friend on a Tuesday is bringing a ghost box to a cemetery so you can talk to ghosts while you do a photoshoot.
June 18, 2025 at 2:42 AM
Being that unemployed friend on a Tuesday is bringing a ghost box to a cemetery so you can talk to ghosts while you do a photoshoot.