bæ grylls
@theauracle.bsky.social
AKA the one you couldn't kill AKA the bisexual (pansexual if ya nasty), nerdy, adult content creating, two-sport playing, music making, twice published author your significant other told you not to worry about || self-styled jack-of-all-trades || 🏳️🌈🇯🇲🇬🇧🇺🇲
i won't deny it: my mental health plummetted into a familiar yet abysmal place I've not been for years. frankly and without going into too much detail, i didn't want to be here any more. make of that what you will... but know that I'm still here.
somehow, some way... onward. always.
somehow, some way... onward. always.
October 28, 2025 at 6:30 PM
i won't deny it: my mental health plummetted into a familiar yet abysmal place I've not been for years. frankly and without going into too much detail, i didn't want to be here any more. make of that what you will... but know that I'm still here.
somehow, some way... onward. always.
somehow, some way... onward. always.
The battle isn't yet over but remission is very much looking more like an inevitability compared to a fleeting goal earlier this year.
I remain defiant. I remain courageous. I remain.
Onward. Always. 💖💜💙
I remain defiant. I remain courageous. I remain.
Onward. Always. 💖💜💙
September 16, 2025 at 6:07 PM
The battle isn't yet over but remission is very much looking more like an inevitability compared to a fleeting goal earlier this year.
I remain defiant. I remain courageous. I remain.
Onward. Always. 💖💜💙
I remain defiant. I remain courageous. I remain.
Onward. Always. 💖💜💙
Two years ago, I began defiantly fighting back in another kind of an invisible civil war. This is why I'm so reflective in the photo because if you told me that August 2025 would be confirming this is the closest to remission yet, I'd have been skeptical and scoffed in your face.
(🎵 The Collective)
(🎵 The Collective)
September 16, 2025 at 6:07 PM
Two years ago, I began defiantly fighting back in another kind of an invisible civil war. This is why I'm so reflective in the photo because if you told me that August 2025 would be confirming this is the closest to remission yet, I'd have been skeptical and scoffed in your face.
(🎵 The Collective)
(🎵 The Collective)
Throwback to my first proper cosplay/Halloween costume effort... but with a slight twist. Given one is bisexual (pansexual if ya nasty) and this was before one knew who Hobie Brown is (SPOILER: he's me if I were comic book hero), I'm not just Spiderman.
I'm your neighbourhood friendly Bi-derman.
I'm your neighbourhood friendly Bi-derman.
August 26, 2025 at 6:06 PM
Throwback to my first proper cosplay/Halloween costume effort... but with a slight twist. Given one is bisexual (pansexual if ya nasty) and this was before one knew who Hobie Brown is (SPOILER: he's me if I were comic book hero), I'm not just Spiderman.
I'm your neighbourhood friendly Bi-derman.
I'm your neighbourhood friendly Bi-derman.
Achievement unlocked - I'm a bad bitch, you can't kill me! (100G)
June 18, 2025 at 12:44 AM
Achievement unlocked - I'm a bad bitch, you can't kill me! (100G)
summer is coming in hot. time to hit the reset button, reduce the beard to [shadow] levels, and get it right for autumn and winter. #cleanup #vitamine #restart #reset #melaninpoppin #sunonmyface #thesunkissedmyskin #imnotamodel
May 19, 2025 at 10:52 PM
summer is coming in hot. time to hit the reset button, reduce the beard to [shadow] levels, and get it right for autumn and winter. #cleanup #vitamine #restart #reset #melaninpoppin #sunonmyface #thesunkissedmyskin #imnotamodel
defiant until the bitter end.
May 2, 2025 at 11:16 PM
defiant until the bitter end.
Captured during my walk-up, this is the first plate appearance I've made since October 2024. The Absolute Boy of Summer is back at it again playing baseball and I could not be more thrilled about it. 😈🙏🏿🎉😘
April 30, 2025 at 4:27 PM
Captured during my walk-up, this is the first plate appearance I've made since October 2024. The Absolute Boy of Summer is back at it again playing baseball and I could not be more thrilled about it. 😈🙏🏿🎉😘
still alive. hate it or love it, i remain.
April 28, 2025 at 8:51 PM
still alive. hate it or love it, i remain.
still alive. whether you like it or not.
April 10, 2025 at 7:04 AM
still alive. whether you like it or not.
end of an era yet the struggle continues.
March 19, 2025 at 6:31 PM
end of an era yet the struggle continues.
i love me. the people in my life that i Iove and cherish deeply love and cherish me in kind. when you're not brave enough to love me as i am — as i'm worthy of being loved — your presence in my life and your "love" is not required nor desired. 💖💜💙
February 23, 2025 at 8:30 PM
i love me. the people in my life that i Iove and cherish deeply love and cherish me in kind. when you're not brave enough to love me as i am — as i'm worthy of being loved — your presence in my life and your "love" is not required nor desired. 💖💜💙
First infusion commences. Five days of this and then the growth factor gets administered on the sixth day.
Then off for three weeks. Then we do it all again about a month from now, repeat this cycle about two more times after that (four months in total).
This is it. No turning back now.
Then off for three weeks. Then we do it all again about a month from now, repeat this cycle about two more times after that (four months in total).
This is it. No turning back now.
February 20, 2025 at 7:32 PM
First infusion commences. Five days of this and then the growth factor gets administered on the sixth day.
Then off for three weeks. Then we do it all again about a month from now, repeat this cycle about two more times after that (four months in total).
This is it. No turning back now.
Then off for three weeks. Then we do it all again about a month from now, repeat this cycle about two more times after that (four months in total).
This is it. No turning back now.
The train leaves the station on 17 February 2025.
February 11, 2025 at 11:02 PM
The train leaves the station on 17 February 2025.
The greatest flaw in any policy around national security and foreign affairs is the failure to correctly identify the actual threat. Watch this video to learn more about the *real* terrorist in our midst.
February 4, 2025 at 9:20 PM
The greatest flaw in any policy around national security and foreign affairs is the failure to correctly identify the actual threat. Watch this video to learn more about the *real* terrorist in our midst.
My G from another species. 😍 Name a better duo.
February 4, 2025 at 9:16 PM
My G from another species. 😍 Name a better duo.