we had that happen once. got drunk unexpectedly at a party and... something kicked in. walked out, walked us 9km home, on foot, just by internal compass, in the middle of the night, got us in bed and put us to sleep. complete autopilot. we didn't remember thinking or saying anything.

fuck, capcom.

My friend Alyson once said "Trans women don't tell ghost stories around the campfire, we just talk about our childhoods"

I want every non transfem person to sit and think about what it means that almost every single transfem I know has more than one horror story and will treat it like it's normal

just realized; alcohol is a trigger for them, isn't it? it shuts them out immediately and kicks the traumatized little into front—and the first thing he does is break down into tears terrified he's done something wrong and beg not to be yelled at.

FUCK, capcom. the dots connect in a way most spicy.

like excuse me but AA would NOT be my guess for "respectful, nonpathologizing depiction of a functionally multiple DID system with childhood sexual trauma which examines how said character functions in adulthood, protects their littles, copes with dissociative barriers, examines alter roles etc"

- UENDO IS A FUNCTIONALLY MULTIPLE SYSTEM AND THE ENTIRE DESIGN OF THAT CHARACTER IS ABOUT HOW THEY FUNCTION AND THE ADAPTATIONS THEY MAKE AS A SYSTEM
- UENDO IS A FUNCTIONALLY MULTIPLE SYSTEM AND THE ENTIRE DESIGN OF THAT CHARACTER IS ABOUT HOW ALL OF THEM PROTECT EACH OTHER TO SURVIVE

- everyone in the system is fiercely protective of the traumaholder little who doesn't front except in a crisis
- the traumaholder is a five year old, the protector/persecutor is a sexual alter; incredible way of subtly showing the traumagenicity of disorderly dissociation without being violating

highlights upon revisiting Turnabout Storyteller:
- it's referred to as multiple personalities by the others but Athena, being the one person in the courtroom with psychological education, calls it DID consistently
- dissociative barriers/internal communication get brought up
...

yeah i just got reminded of and revisited that and was FLOORED

terminal play where you arrive there to pick up people who will come inside you

terminal play where you fucking die at the end

terminal play where you work on your cli tty

pleading play where you come on man

"DECISION OF THE DIRECTOR OF THE WROCŁAW REGISTRY OFFICE [...] NAMES ___ CHANGED TO INES [...]"

(for them (both!!!) it was about the knives and navels, for me it was about pubic mounds carbonated by fingertips <3)

does reading victim doll with someone you're in an ownership/doll dynamic with and then jacking each other off about it—TWICE, with different creatures—and then ALSO having an epiphany and filing the namechange paperwork after the second time count?

asking for a friend

Cuties!!!!